LordBlueDragon

moving

2008-07-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

moving over to....

sweetlala.wordpress.com

randomisedssss

2008-06-29T01:37:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

it had been long. way too long. i'm back, i'm BACK. what a sigh. the journey, was pretty long, and tiring, but i make it thru ! this entry ought to be done tml, however as my darling was sending some songs to me now, so i wanna make use of the transferring time to blog.

the day the recruits enlisted, was pretty interesting. all their hairs, super long and colorful. Look so innocent, part with their love ones and stuff, and embark on a 2 yr journey. A new life huh. As an inexperienced sect comd, i find training my recruit pretty fun and i really keep thinking of them, focus on them. It feel.. just like a career. I like being with my recruits, and i seriously spending a lot of time on them. They are like, my precious baby.

Teach them stuff, punish them, train and joke with them. Having recruits under you and training them to be a soldier, is really a nice experience. Thanks holy, my recruits are a nice bunch of discripline guys and i enjoy my day with them. Three weeks, passed just liddat.

Recently i start to find woman, in general, very attractive. I dunno whether in army with the guys too long, to the extent that i find majority of the gals outside, very attractive. or nowaday gals really do know how to makeup, dress up, or there's sth wrong with me. Even at hosptial, libraby, i really got so many charming gals walking around. amazing -_-

Anyway my mother was hospitalised today as she suffer from swollen throat due to bacteria infection. I seriously hate hospital. The way how it look, the smell, and the feeling. everything. It seem as thou i got hidden phobia of hospital. The sight of blood, the smell of hospital make me feel so weak. What an unholy place to be in. After all the registeration of document and accompany her till 10, we make our leave.

rest well mum, do recover. may you receive lots of god blessings.

ok i think i totally shag out. my mind was completely blank now and i dunno what i'm typing atm. Before i utter anymore nonsense, i gonna end it here.

i will consider converting to wordpress.com
i will get fitter and faster
i'm sorry to miss so many bdae blessing msgs to fren due to my heavy reliance from frenster bdae reminder.
i personally handcuff a recruit and send him all the way to db
i will update somemore.
i finish watching last friends. the ending sucks.

my dear friends. You're my last friends.

with love,
Myth -

peace `

jaguar

2008-06-08T17:01:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

time is extremely tight, but i feel i should update my blog anyway. Else the next time i login again, it will be in 3 weeeeeekkkkkkkkssssss time. SIGHS.

my new home, 42 SAR, The cutting edge at sungei godeng was all right. First few days of lesson was abit boring, and then came the initialisation. Was pretty shag, but i think it will be nth as compare to 41 SAR. Offically, a 3sg Teng Tau Yong at Jaguar Coy.

i was super duper sad on that day, for 2 reasons. I actually went into some kinda depression for like an hour or so. The thing is that, all those that are close with me, went to other coy. The blow is, all those i hate and CANT WORK WITH AT ALL, came along with me to J coy. I was so duper sad about my future 1 yr of stay. Thanks des and raymond for being around.

co super particular about ittp gold. EVEN AS A SERG, i gonna train like a freaking recruit again in fitness. The training in 1,3,5 is xiong man. As much as i hate it and have some kinda phobia ald, but i think at the end of the day, i will get very very fit. Hope that belief will be a motivation for me thruout.

My coy oc look like strict and slack somehow, and comments from everyone say my oc is a very nice guy. Every1 say my coy csm was 1 of the best also, super welfare and friendly. Good ? hope so ;x the 3 Plat Serg look abit fierce leh.

A lot of dumb thing occur as well. I broke a cupboard mirror. shocked. After i closed the cupboard and make my way to the exit, there was a loud bang sound. The cupboard door give way and slam onto the bed. The whole mirror cracked. stunned.

I spend 2 hours sewing a very simple formation badge on my smart 4 and still FAIL. I was so ashamed. What have i done in my sec 2 home econs man. It was so much of a joke.

had range(aka shooting) on fri , from 5.30am - 3am. Super tired. I came home and slp and slp and slp in my bed.

anyway i gonna get confine for 2 weeks cause recruit coming in. I will be out only at 27Jun, PROVIDED I got no cos or guard duty. pray for me peeps. sorry that i wasnt able to attend june wong jin and pongy bdae celebration. no fate ;( may dave have a safe and enjoyable trip as well.

I WANNA WATCH MOVIE. my getsmart, panda show everything. ARGH!!!!!!!!

i'm out
sads

with love
Myth-

peace

sweet memories

2008-05-29T00:59:00.008+08:00

tadaima,

graduated from my om course. thanks for all the warrant officers and the staff serg. They are great and nice people. They treated us with great respect and nvr use authority power on us. This is the kinda environment one can work best with no pressure on. sanyuu !

Thus, i earn my 1 week break before reporting to my instructor course. oh well, time to enjoy !

my mum phone was spoilt and sent to repair. So i gave her my old phone for temp replacement. While doing some setup for her, i gain access to all the sms that are stored within the phone. It was quite a emo period because of what i see. There was 3 folders in the msg department. one is Deng, another is Timetable and last is cher. Deng is where i stored all the sweet good night sms that i received back in poly yr 1. Jy clar and cw send me some nice and sweet sms. that period, was so memorable. Timetable is all the timetable that i type and store within the phone. It also bring me certain memories of how i rush for lesson and stuff. the last folder consists of all the sms that i ever receive from cheryl. It was so... bleh. i hate u cheryl.

(1 of my prank that was in my phone still. i also got 1 for dave, but not so good hahah)

certainly due to dejun influence, i start to eat yogurt. I bought a super big yogurt and eat bits by bits everyday. however, i ate it because i felt it was nice and i love the taste. Then i start to think, what's the benefit and the side effect of eating it? Will it make me fat thou every yogurt stated low fat. I just know it contain pretty much of protein so it should b good for me as i need it. any yogurt or health guru here?

oh YA, i went to tomato express at PS BS and i got a shock, a shock of my life. Ever seen fish and chips with bones in it ? Not one , or two, nor 3, 4, 5 but 6 ? NO NOT ME, until i saw it with my own eyes. Not soft bones that u can break it! it was pretty elastic summore.

john's dish

thim's dish.

my dish.

SEE? the fish n chips is soooooo cute. 1st time in my life i get to see a spring roll version of fish and chips. Other then the 6 bones, everything was pretty allrite really. Value wise just ok. my set consist of fish n chips, a drink, soup of the day and garlic bread(omgbbq, tt garlic bread was a killer. it was super nice. tastey and crispy. wooooo), inclusive of gst, at a price of 11 bucks, i think.

i think the customer service pretty sucks. We waited quite long lehs, despite not much of crowd. The waiter who look so like a english man seem not able to understand our english at all. The waitress was very motionless while giving us the menu. Not that customer-friendly huh ?

end of the day i boughttttttttttt

for 54 bucks. OUCH. i din know a new version of this series was out. I collect all series of this show so i wun wanna miss it. Just that i felt that 54 was a little too x. but heck la, once in a while. ^^

currently i'm fallen in love with "lucky" by colbie caillat and jason maz. thanks dave. i love it so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh. what a nice song. i'm going for sushi buffet tml at cine. yay ! sorry for ps u,JIE NAI, of not going sentosa, boo.

i'm out.

with love.
Myth-

peace `

movies and more movies

2008-05-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

tadaima,

catch 2 shows lately.

indiana jones was a show that i never expect anything out of it before i even went to the theater. why so? i receive tons of negative feedback from frens, mag review. and why do i wanan catch it despite knowing all this fact? cause mr organiser plan it, so i just tag along.

i have to admit, yes fish laughed at me for this but... i seriously cant understand much from that show. the fact and stuff, was pretty complicated and chim. Moreover, due to it's long duration, i find myself siting pretty uncomfortable. HOWEVER, if u simply loveeeeessssssssss action, pls ignore all the negative stuff u heard or listen, and catch this show. it was filled with tons of actions, REALLY TONS, so i believe actions lovers will love it. i gave it 3.5/5. aint that bad afterall rite?

next was made of honour. ACTUALLY i ought to type accuracy of death. Here's the story, we plan to watch that show, and it was not showcast in tampines mall. Fine. we went to century square and it was the same sitation as of tampines mall. So we decided to catch made of honour then. NO1 has any idea what's that show about, guessing it might be romance.

When we enter the threate, i saw some1 who kinda look like NANA. the nana that i saw in the movie, not the punk NANA thou. so i was like @_@ interesting. she look damm high class la. It was my 1st time catching a show in this place and the seat was pretty big, yet was uncomfortable for me, perhaps due to the "neck rest" oh well.

As we suspect, it was indeed a romance show. Seriously i thought it gonna be bored cause i rarely watch such genre of show. It was more of a dave show. However, i actually quite enjoy it and start to consider i might catch this kinda show in the near future. guy like gal, gal like guy, guy keep quiet. gal married guy2. guy was sad. guy become maid of honour. guy chase gal back. guy finally did it in the end. 3.5/5 as well.

this 2 show aint tt bad afterall. The ultimate show tt i wanna catch afterall is get smart. OH YA, thanks kelvin again and again for being the organiser without fail. He always make our day in satursday as he plan all the movie and choose all kinda special restaurant for us to try. I'm real fortunate to be part of the group and i seriously appreciate all the effort he had done for us.

SANYUU !

with love,
Myth -

peace `

egypt

2008-05-28T22:57:00.005+08:00

tadaima,

donkey days ago, i mention that i went to makan egyptian food around bugis area? YES, finally i decide to upload pics cause i just extract photos out from my hp. Anyway i was surprised that jiexiong know the area too. That areas is like mini asia. how so ? i was surprised yet again to see all kinda of people, like sg pple(a lot more then i expected who frequent this area), japanese, foreigners.

The place look small but actually not. They have tables out in the open and even a 2nd storey for more space. Ironic, we make a reservation YET we have to sit at the 1st storey. We wanted the top level thou. 1. not user friendly. 2. If pongy wanna a slow suicide place, u might wanna consider this place. Before the food even arrive like 10min after we order, i was sweating, and sweating and more sweating. We're siting under the fan, yay. and the fan is blowing hot air to us, boo.

they play egyptian music i guess, quite hip-hop but i find it boring after they loop it. the food, was pathetic normal and yet in a small quantity. The food that i order, come with like 5-7 wedges, 3-4 small small small , YES SMALL slice of chicken, with a small portion of salad, for 10 bucks. oh well. if the chicken is nice then it aint tt bad, however, it was so. damm. ordinary.

i order tea milk ice. something of this element. guess what? a lipton tea bag in a glass of milk. i was like @_@. seriously, i just so damm stun. U get what i mean ? of course i wasnt expecting this, and guess what, i ough to stop those topical sg tea drink thinking as i'm in a egyptian shop, rite? moooooo

as usual, i take it with my chui camera phone so the pic aint that clear and nice. think i might consider getting a better hp or digital camera, since i like to take pics of whatever i get to see.

(menu was equally chui)

(1 of their drink, like oat milk taste?)

MY TEA MILK !

my pathetic 10 dollars plate

not a place i will go again or recommend any1 to go.

with love,
Myth -

peace `

koizora

2008-05-24T18:09:00.003+08:00

tadaima,

siew sai recommended me this show aka koizora quite a while ago. I decided to give it a try 2hrs and 15min ago and here i'm giving my thoughts about this romance movie.

koizora

Aragaki Yui(a little bit look like fishy ?)

In the beginning i actually thought it was a 54min show, in the end then i realise it was a 2hr08min show. After which, i was pretty tired. The show itself is pretty common, as in the storyline. Nothing much of a surprise. Some typical gal boy in love, 1 left due to a incurable diseases, that kinda theme.

Although u can agar agar what will u be expecting next, here's come the role of the actor and actress who will make this common storyline, an unforgettable movie. I find the innocence of the gal being pretty pure in the show, and it really give me the impression that she look quite like fishy, after see-ing her for exactly 2hr08mins. The guy can be very punky, yet the love towards the gal was very sweet. This guy is much sweeter then me, full of artistic love phrases, and i pretty amazed how love can make a guy do sth for a gal. The blackboard scene really left me quite an impact.

As the show goes on, it came to me that tears flowed out of my eyes without me knowing it. Some of the action was pretty sweet, and i do admire i did tear a little in the end. The feel and atmosphere and scene was pretty well connected, esp the scene when the guy is dying and the gal is posing smile running towards him. haha. Thou it's an ordinary movie, but it was pretty nice.

i gave it 3.7/5

with love,
Myth -

peace `

underwear

2008-05-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

guess that my dad issue was solved faster then i thought. The downside is that the business did drop by a lot today. sighs

during one of the pratical lesson yesterday, jie xiong told me something that really make me go wth for a certain period and we carry on some discussion about that. The topic was, sometime, guy do cha geng, thus the ass if u're unlucky, else ur underwear will be exposed. And so he said, gals do notice this small little thing. If they saw u wear a lousy or old kinda underwear, they wun have a gd impression. On the other hand, if u wear some nice underwear, it will turn on them and they will have good impression of you. "so let go hunt for some nice underwear, pokge!", was what jiexiong said. I really did laugh for quite a few sec. I thought it was SOOO BULLSHIT, so i'm interested in what gals really thought abt this. i'm pretty sure they wun really do notice all this and care about it.

Then i saw jeff and wen yang practicing holding hands, in different posture. So i gave them a @_@ look, thinking what wrong with their gay homo today. So they're discussing the way they hold their gfs and how their gfs usually hold them as well. I thought that placing ur hands on their shoulder will be awkward in the long run and add unnecessary burden for them, so OUT. Next was placing it at their waist. I think my hand will get sore for after a while. Cancel zs method, puting on the ass -_-. I just thought holding hands and walk was the best method nevertheless. But thinking abt it, it will be quite a hassle for me if i'm in that situation. I'm a fast walker, so i might b dragging her ard and tire her out. so i gonna start walking slow, honey wee siang aka my gay partner? hahaha. hehhhhh

seriously i think i really corrupted the stw atmosphere. I was the mastermind of gaying act in my class, and before i know during the pass out, a lot of pple start being real gay. I wasnt kidding but now 75% of my classmate in my section could be as gay as me. fun ya ? haha. everyday pple are gaying around squeezing each other nipple. gosh, if my man in the future gonna do this, i gonna faint. hahahah

meeting with dave and fren was cancelled at last min. pretty sad. to think i was quite looking forward to it until i saw dave msg that every1 aint free to turn up. mehhhhhh

seem like quite a few ask me this question about moving of hse, as always i will be moving to 1 street away, just like my old house. However it will be a condo, called city square mall. The 1st shopping mall cum condo. To be honest, i wasnt really looking forward to it. My younger sister cant bare to rush in to live in it. Seriously i dun give a damm shit whether i move to a hdb, condo or whatever shit. As long there's a family, a room of my own, i will be satisfied enough. Just like i never hunt for brand when i get a shirt or pants. However i ought to be happy cause i will have gym, pool to aid in my fitness after army. So as least i'm looking forward to that.

i just got utada prisoner of love singles ytd. As i express myself all along thru the blog, i'm freaking looking forward to this single, cause cause cause it consists of prisoner of love, quiet version. HOWEVER I WAS SUPER DUPER disappointed when i heard it ytd. It wasnt the version that i seek from last friends. On the other hands, thanks god to russell, he got 1 of my all time fav techno song in his com. I've searching it for yrs after my com crash a few yr back and i lost tons of songs. Reset- Blue. I cant wait to lay on hand on it.

Uh-huh, as i was reading the newspaper today, i saw sth DAMM RETARTED. there was this guy, blogging some racist comment about some1 smelling real bad in the mrt and he was arrested by the police for such a comment, despite it's his private blog to his friends and got a hit of 20 per day. I WAS LIKE WTF ? i thought the world was more and more open but then wth, it was retarted shit. If there's ever a day i was ever arrested because i typed something of my own in the blog, i will swear i will laugh till my coffin arrive. It was plain nuts.

ok, i getting my rest now. waking up at 2.30 for manu-chelesa match. go go manu !

with love,
Myth -

peace

life's a bitch

2008-05-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

u know what ? i was in game with james russell ant they all and at the midst of the game, my younger sis dash into my room, wanting to take a peep downstair. i was like wth ? she could have seen it from the balcony anyway. Then she told me that something happen in the shop, police came over arresting pple, mum and dad gonna get into jailed. I WAS LIKE WTF. IT SERIOUSLY STUNNED FOR ME FOR SEC. i was freaking tempted to quit the game but i stay it on as part of the goodwill, since james invited and i invited ant, so it wun be nice to ps them just liddat. i screwed up big time anyway. Answering calls and there, shoo-ing off unwanted visitors. i was feeling so bad, so bad.

After the game(thanks god it ended fast enough), i was seriously sorry cause my soul wasnt in there and i screw up everything. I went to find my parent to confirm what the hell went on and it seem like the police came down to the shop and start arresting people. They suspect there's foreigner staying in without a pass. As my dad rent the place to this landlord, which they signed a contract, the landlord seem to allow fren of his who are foreigner to stay, without a citizenship pass or watever crap. Thus my dad got involved and investigation will be carry out to check on both my dad, and the landlord. So it wasnt tt big of an issue, but still an troublesome issue to tackle. THANKS GOD, my younger sis gave me a big fright.

i hate the fact the unnecessary troubles are coming in and out of my way. it's really make me feel so .. watever. it just feel bad.

ohh, i just want a normal life.

Myth -

utada loves

2008-05-19T20:54:00.007+08:00

tadaima,

as i was pretty free, i just randomly dl Prisoner of Love PV. 1st of all, i nvr had the interest of dl-ing one since music is all i care, video clips are unnecessary. However, the trigger that pull me to dl it is because i cant find it at youtube, so i just dl, out of randomness. nvm, i dun really get what i'm typing anyway.

As i was watching the PV, i find myself breathing a little harder. I'm very impressed. It certainly impacted me but i dunno in what way. It wassss freaking great. They say man who're serious in work are handsome and charming. HOLY SHIT, not until they see this clip. This PV basically film the process of her working on the song Prisoner of Love. Her hardworking sight, the stress of producing great music and the sweet beauty smile of her singing the final version of the song. I was surprised to see her doing push-up at the PV itself. Serious Utada Hikaru chan is so charming and pretty. I'm so mesmerized by her talent and beauty already.

You're my inspiration -

Since the release of the song and the begin of Last friends, i've been hearing it over and over, and loving it more and more, and it top my last.fm chart.

i feel so inspirated that i think it's a must to showcase her beauty from her PV out to my blog.

randomised

2008-05-19T17:09:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

bleh, 1 week more to end of my oeti om course. i will certainly certainly miss this 3 weeks of fun. i love it totally. the pple, the system and everything. other then the rp who never failed to check my bag day by day. do i look like a jerk or sth? -_-

this week i injure myself, seem minor but somehow crucial as well. it was my kneecap. without a slight self-defense automation, i heavily knock my kneecap onto the rear of the bx vehicle. This led me hopping around in pain for like 5mins. This new few day as i walk to my camp, i can feel the bone or muscle or watever shit rubbing each other. It's like part of the bone or muscle has loosen or sth. It's pretty hurt me when i bent my knee to a certain degree. Hence, i was a little worried about it. I thought of visiting a specialists but it seem like a minor issue or watever so. dunno leh -_-

was invited to jeff hse on fri day for overnite mj. thanks yx for giving me a ride there from serg mrt station. I was astonished by the gps system install in his car. Technology, is really something to be fear in the near future.

We're greeted by tons of dogs when we left the car. it was barking in all direction and i was like oh shit , the pple living are gonna throw eggs at us kinda thoughts. We walk to 1 corner and settle down and then a nice fellow shone it's spotlight directly at us, what a nice day to shoo us off. This area was so.. unfriendly -_-

After which i was brought to this super famous prata shop at jalan kayu. I WAS SUPER STUNNED WHEN I SAW PRATA WITH CHEESE AND EGG AT THE PRICE OF 3.70 each. IT WAS LIKE OMGWTHBBQ. liew it was pure insane. it was seriously overpriced. NVM, i try mushoom cheese at the price of 7 with jx and try other favour as well. It was pure disappointment. It was just so.... so.... ORDINARY in my humble opinion -_- BUT the highlight is at the standard they provided, at the price that they state, there's still so many customers at that shop. B-R-A-V-O !

After which we settled down back at jeff hse and have some cards game follow by mj and have a nap at his hse till 8 before jx send me to the nearest mrt station. I OPT to pay a visit back to bendemeer sec sch due to a funfair going on but i give in to my shagness and slpt all the way to 5.30, and saw the msg to meet at 6 for sheena bdae. WOW so happening.

i rush and get dressed to meet those guys and headed our way to sheena bdae party. HAHAHAHA, it's very rare of me to give praise to any buffet food but i beg to diff for this. It was unbelievable nice. I went for 3 rounds for that day, eat like a big mofo that i end up walking back home in a great discomfort. I love the seaweed tofu, the spicy chicken, the curry, the prawn and lots. ESP the mango dessert. It was so sinful. I cant stop eating, wahahahaha. ANYWAY i think i mention too much abt the food ald. been very long since i last met up with sheena, cause ya, not because. hahaha. Anyway i just feel that her bf is being rather cold and missing all over the place thruout the bdae party. Other then that, happy bdae to her and wish her all the best for the yr. cheers

anyway i dota till pretty late and slp till the next evening. Invited to watch what happen in vegas at bugis and had a super super rush dinner before the show. Imagine i ate 2 meals within 7mins. And i fast walk to bugis till my shin was so painful, but despite all this effort, i was late and they are even later then me. cool -_-

I WAS CLUELESS ABT the theme of the show or what to expect from it. so i walk into the threate late, squeezing thru the middle row at the midst of the show with them and sat down there for the rest of the 1hr30min. Little did i expect myself to start laughing and laughing. I, totally enjoyed the show. It was so funny and emo at the bad. The only comment was the hatred to love was too fast, so ya, that was i feel. Yf say channel newasia gave it 2 popcorn ? i think it was a COMPLETE JOKE and rather the guy or gal was drinking bad or doing something something during the show thus he or she fail to appreciate the show. i gave it 4.3/5. At the end it left me somehow outsa impact in me and left me speechless for about 10mins after the show. It was really.. a good show =)

the guys got some food and came to my hse to makan play talk watch drama till now. so ya reporting back to camp tml. i'm actually looking forward cause that the 1 and only camp tt i dun feel depress when i report back.

i'm moving hse soon, thou it will be at late dec but haha, i got no reason not to keep fit anymore after that. But seriously i hate the design. White and dark kinda green ? that was real gay.

with love,
Myth -

peace

recovery

2008-05-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

i had survived the trial. I'm back alive. I have recovered.

thanks for all the concerns and stuff

with love,
Myth -

peace -

music is my life

2008-05-13T23:18:00.001+08:00

tadaima,

feel much better after a light chat with dave and enjoying the songs that he send me. i'm done for the night.

peace.

Myth -

randomised

2008-05-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

kakowarui desu !

i wanna get out of this place
this issnt the kinda environment i wanna be in
i juz want a very simple life

you reap what u sow
i cant complain any shit
but do i really deserve so ?

it's a irony to say
i really don't have some1 who i feel comfortable pouring sensitive issue on
despite having friends
not even my best fren
and those who i consider close
but aint giving much a shit.
and it was sad enough
to leak some overflow emotion to blogger
loser.

time to reduce my tempo
time to stay low profile
keep silent

freezing down,
give me some warmth
show me the light
lend me a hand
get me out of this shallow shell
i'm yours -

depression stage 1

2008-05-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

tadaima,

sadly to say, i was hit by a wave of depression. A lot of pressure and unpleasant issue are haunting me all at once. It's very uncomfortable. i'm down, very down.

If my ns mate manage to c this post, CT was nvr a reason for it -_-

sighs
Myth -

cheryl

2008-05-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

i never thought i will ever blog abt her again.

Pierrot
smile not only for ppl u care abt. smile for ppl who cares abt u.

† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
waaaa
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
smiles for me
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
i care for u !
Pierrot says:
O.O
Pierrot says:
wahaha!!
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
waaa
Pierrot says:
aren't you caring for her?
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
who?
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
ct ?
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
LOL
Pierrot says:
nahz
Pierrot says:
u know who i'm referring to
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
seriously who ?
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
i aint acting blur
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
all along u all r teasing me abt ct only rite
Pierrot says:
the girl overseas lor, u really gave up on her le?
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
i freaking hate her
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
just a ordinary gal
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
yet as u say, i cant 4get her
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
liew
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
there must be some black magic curse going on
Pierrot says:
lol... i understand la haa
Pierrot says:
i tried hating my gf b4, but ended up whole year trying to locate her blog to see hw she's been
Pierrot says:
u can't stop loving someone by trying to hate her
Pierrot says:
so u still waiting for her? or trying hard to hate her
Pierrot says:
dun go clubs for the sake of forgetting her
Pierrot says:
doesnt work for me
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
trying hard to 4get her
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
nah
† IngNaLx † st-st-stuttered. stay with me, ohhh stay with me. says:
i dun go club to 4get any1, neither drinking wine or stuff for that reason.

i was super surprised. And thanks to mr jeff, he force me to punch myself. I never thought he will rmb abt cheryl. i only told him just once and quite sometime b4 roc and he can rmb till now. I think the last time i ever mention is that time i saw the pics on frenster by chance.

seriously i cant deny, though i keep denying. Even thou i seriously hate her for apparently dunno what reason but i think there's the feeling to hate her, i didn't stop thinking of her once in a while. It's seem my brain has super difficulties erased her off my memory.

how has you been, man.

sighs,
i'm out

peace `

Myth-

Modern Girls

2008-05-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

at the midst of my dinner now but yet the feel to blog has arrived. The power of jdrama. It all begins when i click on the file, Last Friends espiode 4. I find it always hard to click on it. The video content was pretty heavy, so there's always plenty of alternative for me. My prince of tennis, Yakan Club, all those light-hearted and comedy drama. But, i still click it and Last Friends esp 4 accompany me with my pasta dinner.

It's pure amazing. My emotional is always heavy aroused by the show. End of the day after the drama, my emo state will be damm high, which is the best time for me to blog everything tt i feel for the day. Last friends, such an original drama but the perfect combination of plot tog with the music, has such a magical power. If u're really high in emo state, trust me. the piano version of prisoner of love is enough to let you weep a little. That's how strong that music piece can be.

The following issue is something that really bother me for this 2 weeks and i find it pretty uncomfortable to blog it out. Who knows, if u're fast enough u will get to read this, else i might just delete it, like my previous mos entry.

The topic, as of my title, is Modern Girls. What a general topic. How should i begin? the question, the guilt, everything is like rushing it way out of my brain, my heart, my emo state and out to my finger, who will input in my keyboard and output to the screen. Long long time ago, since i was borned to this world, i nvr ever let ever let prostitution bother with my life. Dun worry, i aint involved in it.

i was very surprised, very disturbed that a lot of my ns friends engage in such an.. leisure hobby. It truly bother me. There's plenty of reasons which i will be listing down shortly. It 1st begin during ror whereby certain friends of mine went to hunt for girls, and they end up hunting for massage shop, for services. As far as i'm concerned, it's a very unmoral thing and one shouldnt engage in such thing. However, i cant deny that it bother me. I'm like others, just a ordinary guy. As much as i hold up to the belief that it's a moral wrong to do this, but being influenced how young, how good figure how sweet the girls are and their services, really make you feel disturbed in the sense of arousing one sexual needs and curiosity. That's what i've been putting up and resisting against back in roc.

This week in oeti was also the same issue. was jio to geyland bar whereby u pay a small amount and the whole bodies of young 19s old gals are yours. Or go to some massage center at xxx place whereby they will massage for u naked and u can do anything u 1 at the price of 50. Comon, give a try. Pure disgusted is what 1 should feel, and only that. I believe having that is healthy and the way to go. However, u need just that split seconds of thinking about it, the temptation of giving a try, why not i'm a freeman kinda thought before u rejected it, is something i considered dangerous. I was at the latter region, that why i was heavily disturbed abt it.

There was 2 reasons that really make mi feel sad about it. I seen some of the girls myself, and i really think about it. Having such a sweet face and body figure, why do u engage in such a career ? I know it's pretty ironic to even say that cause if the gals aint gd enough, who will want? I thought it was pure wasted. Pple like her could engage in model agendy or watever so. It was having this kinda girl, prostitution will start earlier and more prosper.

Secondly, a lot of them, or rather all of them, include their friends or their friends friends, all have girlfriends. I thought it was pure absurd and insane. I dunno what to say about this but i'm truly speechless. I just find man can really be very scary as times. Trust is what everyone needs, or rather i value trust a lot. As this rate, what the value of trust? Over the yrs, will there be no trust exist? I just feel sorry for the girlfriends and the girl. Those friends of mine are really nice guy in nature, but they let sexual needs override them. Honestly, which guy din dream of having a nice time with all the babes in the world? To those who say no, u're lying. The answer is none. But then.....

I thought it will be scary in the sense that every beauty babe that u seen in the street, every sweet gals everywhere that u will be interested, might be even engage in such activities. The world aint that innocent and clean anymore. That's how i feel.

Here come my third point. Extinction. WOW rite? what the link. Here's the link. Imagine Boy has a Girl Friend call Girl. Boy went to prostitution and get AIDS and spread to Girl. Girl break up with Boy after knowing he love to hunt for gals. Shortly Girl Met Guy and married. Guy got AIDS and somehow spread AIDS to his sibing aka sister parent thru some cuts over the yr and stuff. See the flow and the link ? One day earth will face an inevitable death thru prostitution and aids. Pple are having sexs as early at 15, even 11(my instructor) and 13(my plat mate) unlike the past.

Sex is 1 who will drive every1 crazy about, temptation , horny or whatever so. But why do sex occur in the 1st place. It was meant to mate with the gal u really love. That what keep my resistance high despite being an ordinary guy who has his own needs and temptation from the influence i can. I may be moved, i may get influence, i might think and attempt to engage one, but end of the day, i promise i wun. I will not disappoint my parents, nor my future wife. This, i promise, as a man.

Fighting strong and fit

with love,
Myth -

peace out.

Ambition

2008-05-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i actually wanna update the Egypt post today but i guess i will leave it till tml. After the 2 blog entries, my blog desire dropped.

I always consider this sentence as a loser statement but somehow i got this strong feel to type it.

it's time for me to feel for and find my another half.

with love,
Myth-

Peace `

Last Friends

2008-05-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

siew luang recommended this show,Last Friends, to me and it really hooked me up. It was a very emo show and talked about Domestic Violence. The theme song was Prisoner of Love by Utada. The theme song was perfectly fit for this show. The lyrics was like a summary of the show, and the tone really fit into the show.

I can really feel the emos and it's really cute to see Juri-san from Nodame Cantabile cut her hair short. Surprisely, she turned out looking more mature and very nice on her. Masami got the same feel just like Proposal Daisuken. It's also hard to see the ever-nice guy Ryo act as a Domestic Violence abuser.

I love emo show because i can get to experience different kinds of deep emo feeling that i will never get to experience. It's hard to describe but i'm interested to feel and experience feeling that i wun get to experience. The feeling of one that has a chaotic parents, lack of love and give in to a guy who give her love but abuse her. That kinda fear yet that kinda love she dun wanna lost. I do sound insane or weird but i really interested in experience all kinda of feeling in this world. It's this kinda feeling then u will know how fortunate u're and what will i miss in this life, fortunately. I ever thought of being a counsellor before. heh.

it's a must watch, guys !

with love,
peace -

Myth

taiwan

2008-05-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

YESH, i lack of updates, so here i'm. i wun be uploading any pics real soon cause i'm simply toooooo lazy to do it now. while i got the feel to blog sth out, i better cherish this feeling and do it now before i dragged and pushed it to next week.

being there, i only can say things are very different from sg. The living condition is really simply one that make me go "huh ? " when i first saw it. i cant believe my home room size can squeeze up to 4 beds and spaces for 4 pple luggages and stuff. plain nuts and squeezy. Toilet cleanliness was better then i thought, but separating ur toilet paper and ur shit is really sth u needa spend some time to get use to it -_- their toilet system there is simply insane. liew -

U just cant simply dump any rubbish to some container or trash bag, you just cant ! They categories their rubbish into various type and u really needa throw at the rite one. Heck care and anyhow throw ? SURE. the few lucky random pple who will be order to throw away all the trash in the morning got to remove all the trash and sort it out nicely in front of the trash car. Trust me, i got this lucky chance once and i'm already sick of it.

training wise was quite allrite la. wasnt as xiong as i thought. Food was better then sg. Y? i simply love their rice. why? because i love sushi. what the link ? The rice is like sushi rice. sticky and nice. even dj who hate rice ate a lot. i enjoy their soup alot. they do cook good soup there ^^

i always thought how could some1 clean their rifle and fall asleep? alittle exaggerating ? well no, i managed to feel it. 48 hrs ++ of continuously cleaning aint a joking manner. It was at one stage where i clean and fallen aslp like 17times within 1hr30min. I was even knocked down by my staff who caught me once. It was that tiring.

Finally, that particular day arrived. IT's TIME FOR RNR ! Morale was super high la. First day was just going to amusement park. Trust me, i was nvr the guy who go for ride. I admit i was afraid, thus i was really uninterested. But apparently i went ALL OUT. i accomplished all those rides that i ever seen in sg. sudden purge from 18th stories, the J ride, 360 degrees turn, super h igh pirate ship, everything. i was super proud of myself for that !

Second day was sight-seeing, their histories and some mountain climbing. i'm also proud to say i conquer a 1.6km mountain along with jie xiong and jackie. only 3 of us in the section make it. The journey up was very tough. Freaking steep and smelly(due to the sulfur produce from the mountain). It's the cold-ness of the weather that keep me oncoming. It was one hell outta climb.

Third day was just free and easy. Overall i shop a lot a lot a lot. i spent like 589sgd within 3 days of shopping. I bought 8-9 clothes, 2 jeans, a pair of shoes, some accessories and gift for my friends. It was plain crazy for me to buy a pair of oniarai jap jeans. It cost 175sgd but i really love it. Actually i was influence by jie xiong but i really like it la. Jie xiong was nice enough to help mi choose certain clothes to buy and stuff, aka teaching me some fashion. It's interesting to hear from him, like skin colour to match the clothes and stuff.

Next is the tai-mei. They surely had more fashion sense as compare to sg, and they really make up alot. They love to wear boots and wear those super long socks. I got to admit that taiwan girls really got nice complexion.

While we reach the airport heading back to Sg, sth terrible happens. I placed my wallet in the bus and i was pretty panic. i told my staff aka my section instructor about it and i expect some scolding from him. Yet, he was unexpectedly calm and help mi alot. Call here and there and arrange for the bus to reverse back. Pass me some coins to get a drink for the driver and stuff and just talk nicely to me. I was so damm touched and moved by him. I was so angry about myself as i had to trouble the uncle all the way back to the airport. His face show it all, he was dead pissed, and make mi feel so much sadder at the airport. sighs

back in sg changi, buy johnny walker as per recommended by zs, get my luggages and went off to meet my parent. It's sad to be back in sg again. I can simply feel the difference. It's so damm hot.

sighs

peace -
Myth.

Destination Nowhere

2008-03-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

at this moment, i'm leaving sg for 3 weeks, heading towards destination nowhere. thanks for all the gathering and the farewell, which i appreciated it. i will miss you guys.

with love
Myth `

peace out.

randomised

2008-03-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

prisoner of love is so addictive.

stay with me, ohhh stay with me.

Proposal Daisuken

2008-03-28T16:48:00.003+08:00

tadaima,

finally finish my download of Proposal Daisuken SP Espiode. Thanks siew luang for that link. It's like a farewell gift from her, and from kami sama, that i'm able to watch it before my flight to destination nowhere.

It was a 2hr long video and i really enjoy a lot. I miss the craziness period when i was chasing after the show back in my poly days. It's certainly 1 of my favourite japanese drama i ever watched. It's so ordinary, so realistic and it's sth that u really can relate to. I, learn a lot of thing from there.

Back in the SP espiode, tears rolled down my cheeks when kenzo played the tape. It was so touching, and this is why i value trust so much. It really left me in an very emotional stage after the show. I really love Proposal Daisuken alot.

great cast great plot. It's simply, brilliant.

recently i serious fall in love with utada talent. There's simply no match for her vocal and her unique voice. Her talent in the music industry was scary, and i believe she can rewrite the music industry history. She's excel in songwriting and she had an unmatch talent for her vocal. I seriously enjoy her latest album. Her prisoner of love and take 5 are 1 of the best song i ever heard.

Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love

With an indifferent face you tell a lie
Laughing until you feel sick
“Let’s have nothing but fun” you said

Feeling blue over desiring the impossible
Everyone is seeking tranquility
You’re struggling, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re chasing after a shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My dull “everyday”s have begun to shine
Now I‘m able to think, “Feeling loneliness, being in pain - that’s not so bad”
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through painful times and healthy times,
Stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk on together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose an unforeseeably painful path
and you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and avarice have become meaningless
I’ve been in love with you since that day
When I’m free, with time to spare, there’s no life in being alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh... Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh don’t ever abandon me
If the cruelty of reality tries to tear us apart
We’ll be drawn more closely to one another
Somehow, somehow, I have a feeling we’ll be able to stand firm
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Every day banalities quickly begin to shine brilliantly
You stole my heart that day
Loneliness and pain I thought I could deal with
I'm just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone again

i'm out.
peace -

Myth `

Prisoner Of Love

2008-03-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

jeff told me sth in the bunk a few days ago and i just recall about it. Thinking back, i thought it was really funny in some way. As we're leaving for destination nowhere, jeff parent, out of nowhere, give him some educational advises. He was stunned, and i was equally stunned. I cant think of what to reply if my parent mention this to me. Lucky they wun, or else it will look pretty corny.

Jeff Parent : "Ah boy ah, if u go there, and really NEED to, pls use condom leh" "insert similar content here", liew.

just liddat, out of the blue.

LOL owned. i'm speechless.

i was chosen for phrase 1 bayonet holder potential. Trust me, as much as it's a pretty gd news, it's really a bad new to me. I seriously just wanna be a ordinary section com. Trust me, there's a lot of pple out there that deserve this award more then me.

I felt pretty good back in camp. It's as thou i'm with my friend and keep doing stuff, i seem to be able to 4get a lot of civilian stuff. To that extreme i seem to recover from that issue. thanks.

let me think still got what to blog about, haha. I'm really in a empty mind now.

oh ya, i went with my parent to makan dinner just now and sth really unexpected happens. In 1 of our conversation, i gave my mum a very very light briefing on what we might be doing in destination nowhere and the next 5 sec while eating my tofu, i nearly choke for a sec. My mum was crying. Trust me, i was really stunned. I was like wth wth all over. You know, it was like wow did i say sth wrong or wow what should i do now , that kinda feeling.

My mum was always very unhappy that i get into a commander course. She's really very concerned about this issue but still i nvr expect she will tear just liddat. it really freak me out. I'm totally vulnerable against woman tears. They are the strongest weapon on earth. I swear that i will take even better care of myself in destination nowhere.

Oh ya, i will also nvr lost my virginity at such a place. Not even a %.

still got a few days more, i yearn for sth yet i cant find what i wanna do. Phew.

i'm out for now.
peace -

Myth `

Loss.

2008-03-22T20:35:00.008+08:00

tadaima,

i'm still in a loss state of mind. Walking about in a zombie-ish shape. I cant stay in sync with whatever stuff i'm doing. This might be the worst state of mind to be in for my subsequence weeks of training.

I admit i was a pretty bad ass last night. I got a call from clara at 5am. She was seeking help from me as she totally cant get to sleep. I was dead slpy but i still offer her my advices. As much as i'm helping her with whatever stuff i will do when i'm insomnia, my tone was kinda abit rushing for an end of call. What come around go around. After ending that call, i cant get into slp despite my tiredness. I was flipping here and there for approximately 30min before i get to sleep.

supposed to meet triple J at beard rd 11 but i woke up a little late. I change my clothes, brush my teeth and rush out. My dad offered a ride and i reached at 1105. i'm late, i thought. I gave them a call and i was.. surprised -_- Jeff got lost at novena and finding means to get to beach road. Jackie(CCK) was still at home and Jun Xian is going to bath (SIMEI). It was a blow.

I sat down and was pretty irritated. In a way that i rush and did not wear my belt, hence there's this tendency my jeans keeping slide down and i have to push it up once in awhile. Crap. I played my hp game for the 1st time. Time passes by.

At ard 11.55 the main cast arrived and we start to sew our 3sgt rank. Jeff impressed us by 4geting to bring his smart 4 with him. It was a total waste of trip. sads. We say wayne and alvin there, pretty surprised. Alvin really cared a lot for his mother. That's how i feel. Did i saw xh ard in beach rd today? Maybe. perhaps.

I order a chicken chop pasta and to my surprise, ya super surprise it turn out to be,

just liddat. just liddat. -_-

jackie 1 look nicer.

and i kope a little of his side dish ^^

my second dish.

After the meal and getting back my smart 4, i walked home. I realised i ate a little too much and will love some time being alone so i rejected jeff offer in the end. Thim ler and frens gathered at my hse again for some gaming.

Sigh, i assumed that i feeling okae but it seem the feeling did not go away. It's still constantly on my mind, fresh. i.. really dunno what to do about it. save me.

i'm out. peace

Myth -

When asking my 2 princess how they feel about me,

*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
u're very very crazy haha
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
when we gers need u 2 b serious...u can...
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
which i really like la..
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
coz u noe when 2 joke n when 2 b serious
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
but u're those type...dont 1 2 tok means dont 1 2 tok type..
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
if we force u into it..nt only u wont tell but u will b irritated
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
tat's very scary hahaha
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
so cannot push u 2 hard
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
yahz..
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
hahaha
*`ben nu ren` when u say nothing at all says:
ur consoling skill is gd hahaha

tzewei 慈薇 says:
innocent? hees
tzewei 慈薇 says:
but u getting more matured too
tzewei 慈薇 says:
n u dress up urself le hehes

togi rule = 1

2008-03-22T02:11:00.012+08:00

tadaima,

i watched Rule#1 and surprisely, i gave it as low as 2.5/5. Came to think of it, i believe i will be the only 1 giving such rating among my friends.

In my humble opinion, Rule# 1 =

weak in plot
random scaring without logic
in a mess
only the conclusion twist save the day by a little
plain boring

i wasn't even scared for a sec, with exception to a part where i was shocked for a split second on 1 scene thanks to the sound effect. The peak of its tone gave it away to where it will be likely to deliver it's "horror" to the audience. Or was it that i still feel disturbed on a certain issue while catching the show? Sa-na.

We will supposed to have our dinner at chinatown, makaning korean dishes. Ya korean dishes. Came to think about it, i had yet set foot on a korean restaurant. I love jap so much to the xtreme that i hate korean stuff, so i never ever think of trying one.

We spend 30min on walking and searching that shop. In the end we walked 1 big round. The restaurant is called Togi. I was surprised in a way that althou kelvin made a reservation, we were told to sit outside and not the air-con area. So much for the reservation. Somehow i got the feel to capture some pic with my low quality hp. so ya,

i really din put in any effort to take the pic.

the menu choice was pretty little.

it's not the back of a spoon. It's a chopstick. Slim and long.

kai wei cai.

my Dak Gal Bi Bi Bim BAB. If only this is a magic spell.

Ice Cream Ice Coffee at a price of 40 pennies.

Overall 6.5/10. The food was allright. I tried zhao ramen and i feel as thou i'm eatting maggi mee. Ambiance wise, nth worth mentioning. The service varies. One can be so polite but another give u attitude. Thou it sound a little too harsh on them but i think it's still allrite. Afterall it's worth 7.2/10 in the internet.

Following on we head down for some desserts and i just took zhao's dessert.

Ice green tea with red bean.

We dismissed from there and i went home. Think i kinda misplace dave disc. I tried asking every possible person that i can think of associating with the disc but to no avail. I head down to mustafa to find for replacement but also to no avail. However i bought black hawk down, save private ryan and a few good man. I'm nvr a military person but somehow i feel like getting it after my oc and co give pretty much of popcorns for the show.

Anyway i find the tone of my blog sound very moody today. I just cant get over with that mos feeling. Pour everything on jack and feel a little bit better. I was surprised that he din laugh at my situation. I seriously need something strong to erase that memory for now. sighs.

i'm out for now. peace -

Myth `

Rule #1

2008-03-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

catching Rule#1 now. hope it's as good as what other says so.

Look like i'm finally sure of what i wanna attain and achieve in the near near future. I wun miss my chances for it. i swear, i will get better.

Good-bye, days.

i'm out
Myth -

journey in a confuse state of mind

2008-03-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

after blogging previous night, i slpt for like 30min. Just for information, i left MOS with them at ard 3.30, reach jeff hse at ard 4.30 and pour all my overwhelming feeling on the blog which i just remove for privacy issue and take a quick 30min nap and then.......

woke up via jx call. honestly, i was awaiting for some1 reply. *cough*. jx woke me up saying he's on his way to jeff hse. I gave xiong a call back and i knew it. He only picked up during the 3rd call, and thou he's trying his best not to sound as thou he's slpy, but he fail completely! That jerk, went on the sleep till after my call, and cause the snowball effect to take place.

Went to amk to fetch jx and WAS SHOCKED WHEN JX suggested where to have our breakfast. SO happening. We went to nanyang polytechnic for breakfast. Apparently none of us are from nanyang poly and we dun even know the place and we wanted to have our breakfast there. Cool huh. I think the most funny shit was us. 3 guys, 3 different attire and theme. jx being the most poly student attire, me still with my long sleeve mos attire and jeff in his slping attire. Together we 3 walked to cookhse in nanyang to consume our breakfast. -_-

we settled down in a foodcourt that we dun even know which school does it belong to. We have to bypass the security and wonder abit like a lost sheep. So we saw this koufu foodcourt and we settled down immediately.

After we're done with breakfast, then xiong called. Take away for him, met him at carpark and we drove back to jeff hse for mj session. Thou abit embarrassed to say it out but i was kinda freaked out by jeff dogs. So extreme as well, 1 being so aggressive and fierce, other being the naughty and sticky type, will keep chase after u to have fun.

I lost in total 1.20 for the mj. pathetic lol. The next part is where we burst our bubbles. The next program is having our lunch at nee ann and play badminton from that. Without thinking much, WHAT DOES NEE ANN make you guys think of ? will u call nee ann , nee ann or will u call it as taka ? think about it.

After fetching jx to meet her gf, we met up with wy and gk and headed straight to nee ann poly to have our lunch. What a poly meal marathon. I SWEAR THAT I WAS IN A GREAT SHOCK WHEN I REACH NEE ANN POLY. I never thought a poly could be THIS OLD, wow it's really damm old in my pt of view. @_@

We had our meal at their foodcourt 1 and i order some jap food that xiong recommended. 1 of the best in nee ann, he said. It was just egg with chicken at a price of 3 bucks. I thought it was just so-so. And i freakly wanna glue myself onto the seat like what i did in nanyang where jx bought the food for us. FREAKING HELL, my attire was so attention seeking, in such an environment. While eating, we're wondering where the hell is zs. So we called back and we seriously got a good laugh out of it.

The conversation is sth like :

WY : Hey where's ya ? We're at foodcourt 1
ZS : Oh.. i'm at upstair, up up, the seoul garden there.
WY : *thinking* (since where nee ann poly upstair got seoul garden ? )
WY : aaa, u know we are at nee ann poly makaning and badminton afterwards rite ?
ZS : HUH ? NEE ANN POLY AR, i thought is Taka. SHIT
Everyone : Laughing

i thought that this kinda of joke that will only happen in some cold joke sector but it did happen in reality -_- we went to the sport complex and to our joy, the Court was entirely EMPTY. WOO. how much some reality check ? 1min later, 3 guys entered and they said they booked the whole court. WHAT A CHANGE OF EVENT.

After some grumbling from xiong, we went ard and scout for a place for a game of badminton. We arrived at clementi sport complex and have an hour game there. Crap, i'm versusing some tough shit opponent. GK X-badminton sch representative, Xiong powerhorse and dropshot speciality. AND i was the joker wearing long sleeve with jeans running here and there like a clown smacking with the racket.

After an hour or so, we packed up and left. Jeff gave me a ride home. This mark my 21hours journey.

i'm still recovering from the mos issue. It really bother me. it really mess me up big time. i hate mixed feeling.

i'm out for now. needa get some sleep.

peace -

Myth `

secret

2008-03-20T17:24:00.006+08:00

remove previous post. i think it will be better to silence everything. for those who seen it, lucky for you.

conclusion : You rock my world last night, You freak me out totally last night. You dance real well last night. That was a dance of my life. I let u down by not giving u back the respect and attention which i'm holding on too. I will wish to see you again, Miss Blue.

Thank you. This blog song is for you.

clear mind?

2008-03-20T08:19:00.001+08:00

tadaima,

after a short nap, i feel so much better and refresher. Time to focus on my mahjong game. go go sion, shoo shoo nightmare!

About you now.

2008-03-19T18:08:00.001+08:00

It was so easy that night
Should’ve been strong
Yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you

I know everything changes
For the cities and faces
But I know how I feel
About you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
about you now

All that it takes
One more chance
Don't let our last kiss
Be our last
Give me tonight and I’ll show you

I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel
About you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
about you now

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don’t think about you
And there’s no moving on
Cause I know you’re the one
And I can’t be without you

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
about you now

Can we bring yesterday
Back around
Cause I know how I feel
About you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I let you down
But I know how I feel
about you now

But I know how I feel
about you now

But I know how I feel
about you now

Insight.

2008-03-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

ever since entering the army, i came to a conclusion that i'm c-ing more and more pretty girls around, or was it as what they said, that my standard dropped?

*giggles*

dying to see you, Ms. Right ` ;)

i'm out

Myth -

it's just that simple.

2008-03-16T14:05:00.003+08:00

tadaima,

good day minna-sama. There was a sudden urge to blog last nite but i gave in to my fatigue. I was dead tired. I'm gonna blog randomly.

Last week, i attended YZ 21th bdae celebration party at Chinatown, in 1 of the cheap ktv shop. I do not frequent Chinatown much because i believe it's not a place meant for me, for instance the culture feeling. I always got the impression that there're a lot of china people there anyway, no offense.

To my surprise, i saw lots of tourist there that day, nth much of a surprise, but that i was pretty shocked to see quite a handful of japanese tourists, and pretty much of angmo. Perhaps i nvr really sat foot in chinatown during the weekend but it somehow .. just stunt me. See-ing them to me is like visiting a foreign country. Their kind of dressing style, the way the talk and stuff. To others, it just a simple kinda of see and move on issue, but for me, there's some kinda special feeling. I want to leave Sg someday.

KTV was nvr really a place for me. As much as i love to sing in my room or the bathroom, i dun really enjoy kbox/ktv experience. Plain weirdness huh. The only explanation is that i prefer more to loud music, dancing trance, so going to a club/pub > kbox, due to the different type of music played. I kinda feel chinese song nice, but somehow boring. Furthermore, i got a serious diarrhoea. Liew

After ktv, we went to dhoby Ghaut for dinner. We settled down at Yes Asic , or Yes Asid, or rather sth of that element in dhoby exchange. It was a virgin visit. It occupied pretty lot of space at that area, just wow. At a price of 10-14, a korean/jap style of food will be served with freeflow of drinks, coffee and ice-cream. In fact i order some beef meal and the quantity of the food they provided kinda impressed me. It was a lot, and the quality is there as well, at the price that i'm paying it for. It was totally worthwhile somehow to me. I tried every1 meal and i feel it tasted as good as mine too. However, the ice-cream is just some low quality stuff, so dun expect much from it as well.

I bought 2 more jdrama back to watch, first being Yukan Club and the latter was Hotaru No Hikari. It actually cost 15 bucks each, despite the fact i always bought it at ard 25. I was so tempted to buy at least 4, but time dun permit me. I watched Hotaru No Hikari with frens the next day and surprisingly they enjoy as much as i do.

The night before Parrot engage a different kinda conversation with me, that left me with much doubts. It really left me thinking for some moment. It was about marriage. I KNOW, it was still a long journey so i nvr thought of it but since she start mentioning and into that topic, somehow i feel into it and give her my thoughts.

Have you thought at what age are u gonna married?
Are you gonna married only after u got a stable financial support, perhaps stable job with income >3k?
What kinda financial are u gonna expected from ur other half?
A car, a house, and a wife at what age. 25? 28?
Am i able to buy a house and a car on my own and support my other half ?

A lot a lot more, and i'm reaching 21 soon. A few year time the road and all this issue will have to be answered. Time flies, and decision had to be made. I feel that i'm still a teenage wasting my life away and her maturity kinda sweep me off from my current state. Few years down the road, what should i be doing? What should i achieve? What do i really want ? Perhaps it's time to settle down and really plan for the future, before everything start snowballing. I, will love to do this, alone without my parent aid. It's not gonna be easy, but this shall be the flavor of life.

Trust me, i pretty enjoy the peace in my bunk the previous week, no offense.

A lesson learnt, from a mistake, and now i shall take the responsibility. It all started with teasing of wen yang. She got a gf, and her gf is a ... how should i call it... triple or whatever word that should b spelled in the rite way. Her mother give birth to 3 babies at the same time. Wen yang gf is the mid 1, CY. So somehow or rather, we will tease him rather on this issue and the intro of the older CT and younger sis CS.

As i was his bed buddy, not by default thou, i was teasing on his gf elder sis, CT. 1st mistake made is, it aint a nice idea to start teasing out of nth in the 1st place, and i swear that i, neither has the interest in knowing her, or even befriend with her. So 1 day wen yang used my phone to miss-call CT and the trouble start rolling in.

She called back thrice while my phone was switched off. She sms-ed with a nice tone of who's this and stuff and i got to return the favour of replying to her while explaining the situation. Somehow or rather, while thing looks smooth, Wen yang and her gf quarrel on this situation regards y my hp got CT number that night. I dunno how to explain but u know, i was feeling so bad, and this issue was foolish enough to be initialed in the 1st place anyway. Following few days, i received some forward msgs from her and it started to disturb me, with the content being more and more disturbing to me.

I learn some kinda love lesson from a friend. This bed buddy by default, jeff mention this to me and it kinda enlighten me in some manner, or rather the prospect that i did not thought off. In situation A, when a guy begin to chase after a gal whom i got crush with, and the gal return feeling to the guy, i will back off. Jeff stay was not to back off and rival with the guy as backing off is telling the gal u dun love her tt much to let go of her and hand it to other guy. I never c it as this way. I dun really know how to explain this situation in my way but this is the general idea.

Ytd, i met up with my ns buddy and we had a sushi buffet at cine. It aint a invitation i can refuse, for my love for sushi is.. insanely high, haha. Apparently when xian start inviting, a lot of them say "YES, ON!" but turn out only me xian jeff dj was there. Not to mention jack and yang who cast us aside due to a late min date with their gf, *cough*.

So came the highlight of the day. Yes, highlight. Dj was late, so xian jeff and me went on ahead 1st. We got a corner seat and we start some mass ordering. All those sashimi, tempura and stuff, is driven me crazy. I swear i ate hell lot ytd that i feel pretty guilty about it. I just simply cant stop myself. Jeff start the highlight by mentioning he saw a very chio gal at his 3 o'clock. I took a quick glance. Not my cup of tea, thou i got to say she's some kinda pretty, but she got too much make up on her face. Somehow or rather, i aint into gal with makeup in 1 way or another. No offense.

Xian was sitting at my 1 o'clock and as i was engaging conversation with him, there was this gal at his diagonally that really distracted me. She was just that ordinarily and simple. At first it was just a "cant - be - help" glance on her because i was talking with xian. At 1 point i start to realise i cant stop setting my eye on her. I ask jeff to check her out and he was caught red-handed twice in the roll for looking at her, poor luck. She was those kinda tan and "JC-UNI" mature looking gal. Xian say she look more like a sporty gal due to her muscle and tanness. Anyway xian was really unable to resist looking at her as well after exchanging seat with jeff to look at her. Xian was real funny as in he will kick me hard or clench my hand hard when looking at her. That kinda feeling. What really kick in was she ate sth and the next moment her cheek turn red. I think that was the killer move. I couldnt resist eyeing on her. The few natural eye contact with her really kinda melt my heart. This, was the 1st time in my life crushing on a stranger, outside. Her image burnt vividly and deeply in my mind still.

Anyway we did a nasty stuff on dj for being late. We scooped a layer of wasabi and added onto the dumpling and 1 of the sushi. He was caught un-aware and that kinda face expression on his was priceless. The rest of us was laughing and i laugh beyond tears. It was so funny and i add onto the salt by tricking him on eating the second 1. And he fall into my trap. It's just that simple. haha. We paid and went onto the 8th floor to have some pool game. I was still thinking of her. Xian say i might get to c her again in night safari, haha. I wish.

I met my poly mate for night safari and was shocked, SHOCKED to know that entrance fee was 22 bucks. I nvr thought it was that much of X despite xian warning. But it doesn't affect my decision of going anyway. I was real tired. I believe it was the lack of slp and the exposure to aircon for the whole day dried my eye. I was a little emo during the bus trip, due to fatigue and that girl.

Upon arrival, we bough the tixs and it start to pour. Ya, right away after we queue up, purchasing the ticket and it start to pour. It's just that suay. Of course i would'nt mind going into the rain for this trip. I always do love rain anyway. They r pondering whether to change date but then the rain started to get ease and we continue our trip. It was also, my virgin trip to night safari.

On the trip itself, i was really struggling to keep myself awake because my eyelips are so heavy it could close off anytime. We saw quite a lot of animals, and i love the leopard most. It was so freaking fat and big and it really make mi pondering how could it ran that fast with the massive weight it carry on itself, *looking at myself*. The night show was interesting as well, to a certain extent.

At some point i think, no i feel, that my distant with them start to kick in. Is it because of my fatigue or is it a fact? That kinda feeling i used to have with them are not ard. It was not that close anymore. Forget the supper issue. I was so deeply pissed at a certain pt due to certain issue. BUt i blame it on myself. Retribution of words. It's just that simple. I killed myself. As much as i love to go out, i treasure some moment of my holiday SLPING, with myself and with my good fren. As much as i adopted that kinda i say what i feel, i do what i want in the army, it doesnt work out with close fren.

Nevertheless i think the prata shop was just all rite. the big piece of prata with cheese and egg was basically the 2 extremely stretched corner being just plain prata and the middle 6x6 was the egg and cheese and it cost 2.3 for each. The tea chino was just like drinking pure milk with hot water with tea taste. Extremely sweet. i reached home at 2 + and i lay flat down at my bed.

Sincerely i'm thankful for this event, the organizing and the driving. Thanks for the invitation and i really appreciate it. Being invited for an event is a honour because you're remembered. Therefore as much as i reject desmond invitation everytime due to clash of event, i deeply appreciated all the invitation from everyone. Thanks for putting the effort of organising stuff, coordinating every1 tog to do a certain thing and driving us home ;)

bdae present is more and more like a chore when it was supposed to be from the heart and not from the cash. I know it because i'm experiencing it, so why buy from the sake of buying ?

My ideal 21th bdae plan. SMS every1 to 4get about this day and off all the bdae present agony. I just wanna go somewhere alone or out of sg with some1 i like.

Miley Cyrus - See you again.

I got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to aim
I have a heart that will
Never be tamed

I knew you were somethin' special
When you spoke my name
Now I can't wait
To see you again

I've got a way of knowin'
When somethin' is right
I feel like I must have known you
In another life

'Cause I felt this deep connection
When you looked in my eyes(I can't wait)
Now I can't wait
To see you again

The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Leslie said
"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"

The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can't rest 'til then
Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

I got this crazy feelin'
Deep inside
When you called and asked to see me
Tomorrow night

I'm not a mind reader
But I'm readin' the signs(bet you can't wait)

Bet you can't wait
To see me again

The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Leslie said
"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"

The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can't rest 'til then
Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

I got my sight set on you
And I'm ready to aim

The last time I freaked out
I just kept lookin' down
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Leslie said
"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"

The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself
My heart can't rest 'til then
Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

Whoa, whoa, I
I can't wait
To see you again

i'm out

Myth -

i wanna see you again.

yz 21th

2008-03-09T20:29:00.001+08:00

happy 21th birthday yz ;)

parrot make mi feel so adult-ish with marriage thoughts, housing cars cpf issue. eek !

out `

Myth -

L.

2008-03-02T16:50:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

i'm back. YAY NO MORE FIELD CAMP FOR NOW. Y-E-S-H. I'M DEAD TIRED. my field camp really screwed up real bad. so bad till i think our section are CURSED.

our vehicle break down during the field camp so most of the time we're stuck doing nth much, esp during the test date. Slack ? my foot. the rest of the shit stuff who cover? US. crap. But i'm real glad. i enjoyed it with my section mate. Next week i gonna enter floation course with my vehicle. Nervous ? haha. i gonna get real wet xD

I watched L change the world with thim they all ytd. I watched and was wondering, recalling, thinking hard, pondering, of why every1 say it was a bad show. I try to name some reasons but then it left me a little puzzled. I dun get y every1 say it was a sucky show. You know what? i totally enjoyed the show. I thought its was nice and i was thinking hard y every1 say it's sucks. And i really did some thinking there during the show. haha.

We had fish and co for dinner. It was my 1st time makaning fish and co. Ya, i'm 20 this yr and 21 to be real soon, my virgin visit. LOL i just thought it was pretty funny somehow or other. We had it at the FAMOUS LOVE place beside park mall. It was pretty big. Way bigger then i thought. I used to thought that the "Love" thing was at sentosa, then it struck mi that it was actually "palawan", or mayb not.

I had new york fish and chip with chockie junkie. I feel like drinking sth sweet and i kinda like it as well. It was crowded, and it was noisy. There's live band singing songs , and tv boardcasting soccer, fren smiling loudly and couple enjoying their "candle light" dinner. Because that idoitic L keep eating shit in the show, i was HUNGRY like a mofo. So i waited and waited. was it 15 or 20min ? then the food arrived. And i was stunned. Yes stunned for a while.

First, i look at my new york fish and co priced at 15(i think), hmmm ok then i look at thim, who ordered the "best fish and co in town" priced at 13 i think. And i start to examine his food, taste it and compare with mine. He got fries, me too. he got cheese on the fish n chips , me too. So where's the difference in 2 dollars go too ? Even the taste was the same. Stunned -_- ok, let just eat then.

While eating, i was imaging comparing the taste of it as to manhatten fish market. I try to think hard how's manhatten fish n chips taste like but i totally cant recall, not even a sight taste of it. However i think i prefer fish and co SOLOLY because of the cheese that they spread onto of the fish. I LOVE CHEESE. I'm PROUD TO say i finish 1 middle and 1 big plate of mayo alone, or was it tata sauce? It taste almost the same anyway so i cant figure it out no matter what, haha.

What i did at night? hehehehehe, secret.

i'm out, gonna prepare for camp. This week pass way too fast, too fast man. I really wish today was Saturdays. OH YA, i dun give a shit on that terr issue. I really doubt sg can catch him. Sg may b small , but to hide some1 is easy enough. Try to think about it as to normal hide n seek while we play when we're a kid. There's a thousand drains, house, place for him to seek shelter.

ya, this time i'm really out

out `

Myth -

never was and never will be

2008-02-24T16:19:00.002+08:00

tadaima,

okies, this 2 weeks was a period of hell. I cant believe i make it. so ya thanks god for that. last week i somehow return back to my camp in a serious depress mood and i think it's god will that catalysts been activated here and there in front of me to make mi feel even more depressed. Liew.

Anyway i dun feel like bringing any issue up but i gonna say this to myself. It's really the end now. I'm really not going back. It's really over, O-V-E-R. no more pondering no more thoughts. no more waiting no more watever shit. God pls purify my thoughts and set me free. I came to a conclusion that me and cheryl "never was and never will be". And i will make sure i make it happen.

[issue army issue here]
Armour outfield was really piece of shit. At the outsider point of view, it was just some simple stupid and retarted simple drill yet executed wise is really 2 different thing. I GOT NO IDEA HOW COME I WAS SO TIRED AND SHAG during the field camp, well not only me but everyone, yet i dun understand why i should b so shag doing this and that. But ya, i'm shag. really shag.

Dun talk abt the rest, but i got a real issue with a sect mate aka mike. I seriously cant get along with him, and i think i'm cursed nt to get along with 1 section mate since my bmt, sispec and now. It has been always the case, and this was just as bad as sispec. In my humble opionion, he's really a guy who is in need of attention aka attention seeker. For instance, he will engage in a conversation and say "orhhh i know i know" and love PARROT-ing whatever others say. It's PLAIN ANNOYING. He's really afraid of committing mistakes so he will ask people to do sth he's not confidence in and will critise the people who cant do the task he dunno how to even do. Thus, the third point about him is arrowing and critising. In conclusion, i cannot accept a fren who cant even be sincere to himself and not doing anything much, go around and critising pple. He dare to call me a noob for not knowing how to setup a nighthawk and during operation itself he cant even mount up any single SHIT.

seriously i feel somehow better after i type it all out. I think my hatred level was allrite. The rest of my section seriously hate him much more then me. Sad to say but he was totally outcast by every1 and i feel hard to even pity him for abit.

Somehow or another, i'm a little worried about myself. Seriously speaking, i think my attitude got a little worst, and i knew i really got to do sth about it. This is a bad change and i'm really making effect on this.

It happen ytd when thim say he gonna org a viet restaurant gathering so ya as usual i tagged along. WE arrived at clarke quay and here he was leading us to the destination until half way he realise that it was actually at raffles place. Here's the problem. The time was ald 8.20, the rest are hungry, clarke quay has pretty of nice food to eat anyway so we suggested to settle down and eat, but he insist on taking a train back to raffles place. Somehow or other, i'm not angry but i was seriously lazy and really really reluctantly to leave this place to raffles place. Anyway as he's the organiser so i tag along, but in a really annoy expression on my face.

I knew i shouldn't been in this attitude but my mind was giving mi 1000000 reasons to settle down and eat here. So thinking way back, i never used to be like this before. sigh.

Anyway when we reached that so call viet restaurant, it was closed down, and in the end we went onto the boat quay area and settle down on a thai shop call the southbank. The food was decent. I order a green curry chicken whereas the rest order pineapple rice and black pepper beef. I was kinda impressed when the pineapple rice was actually in a big pineapple itself and it really taste good. The rest of them love my green curry as well. I nvr try the black pepper from thim ler cause i was still a little bit tu qi-ing. bleh. The downside was that, it cost pretty X. that's how i feel it. my curry cost 16, quite a small plate thou. the pineapple rice was 13. The worse part is the attitude or rather the customer experience sucks. They focus on tourist so much that they will abandon the singaporean. And pong, dun even think of going there, u will sweat to hell b4 a plate of food arrive 15-20mins after ur order despite not much of a customer, lol.

My com break down so i din manage to online last nite. I try to get vista home prenium to repair my com but the idiotic mustafa sell 1 at 390. BLOODY HELL I WAS SHOCKED. S-H-O-C-K-E-D ! AND I WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKED THAT I RESIST THE TEMPTATION OF NOT BUYING A OVERPRICE VISTA LOL. cause i was kinda desperate to use my com. thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks to yen who give mi like 20mins of his time and check the market price of vista and i was told it cost only ard 169. YESH 169 bloody hell.

today i wake up, wash up and went to sls straight to get the vista. thanks to sheng. so i'm here blogging. cheers. and cheers that i got a 4D3N field camp lying ahead of mi tml. cheers -_-. Anyway i feel a twist of luck, i can feeellllllllllllll it. IT'S COMING! THAT WHY PPLE say good music never fail to make 1 day. thanks to dave once again for sending me 1352346345 numbers of good music to last me for a week.

i think i miss out quite a lot of shit to be written down but still i gonna move on doing sth else. so ya, i'm out. take care every1 !

out `

My sleeping girl

2008-02-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

happy chinese new yr minna-sama. I really cant feel any celebration mood for this chinese new yr. Simply not at all. I think it's the army thingy, but i believe as i get older, the less fun i get from chinese new year.

Anyway i got a real bad day in army day before i enter chinese new yr celebration. I think i'm really cursed in SOC. I cant figure out y i cant manage to pass this simple test. I think and think and calculate that there's no absolute way not getting a pass and even a timing below 9min, but miracle also happens on me. I try my best and fail like the best. blehhhh.

I thought it was pretty dumb that army celebrate cny eve with a 5.2km run, not i think is ard 6km, cause we did some extra run. What a way to celebrate.

I think the most unique thing that i ever did for cny this yr is that i never buy any new clothes at all, not even belt pants shirt shoes or any shit. I actually feel quite "wow" at myself. WHO SAY CNY need new clothes ? xD

Actually this new yr is quite sad in the sense that this is my 1st yr celebrating cny and i have to go back to camp a few days later. The feeling really sucks big time. Aint have any luck in gambling as well, cause i lost quite a bit. Hongbao money was pretty sad anyway, 1 of the least amt i ever receive for cny. BUT IT"S OKAE. AS long as i'm out of army, everything is good enough ^^

This yr was really special in the sense that i'm surprised enough to engage a conversation with cheryl. That mini msn chat box popping up really stun me for quite a few sec b4 i can react. It's strange that i still have trouble replying some messages in the way it really make mi think b4 i reply, to a normal message. However it went on quite smoothly. It's just plain ridicious to think that i cant engage a normal conversation with her. I actually feel quite sick beforehand but after the conversation, i really feel so happy (ya, i also not sure y but i just feel very happy) and my heart beat in a way that feel real good. It's been long since i feel this good ald. been real long.

This few days was just like any normal days. Went to watch CJ7 and i think it was just okae. Nothing too funny or too touching. I do agree with others that the teacher quite chio. Just a comment, nth more then that.

Went to parrot 21th birthday party at pasir ris today. Actually it was pretty awkward cause there were hella lot of pple that we got no idea off, cause they were those high 5, jc, uni and relative. Therefore it was pretty chaotic. Manage to see old friends like ai mei, wonglai,sheena,siyuen. Yup, think that's about it. Haha. The food was just all rite, which i seriously thought it gonna b some big hell of buffet but turn out not. I'm also feel abnormal to have such a mindset in the 1st place, lol.

Every1 is still doing fine, which is good. Parrot still so thin and look quite blur blur today to me. Si Yuen angmoh slang is beyond godlike. I really love how her slang sound like. Wonglai still the same old her, guai guai still. Ai mei became a smart card designer, full time. Sheena as well, still as cheerful. Sigh, i miss school life, seriously.

OH YA, i bought 2 jdrama series and burn 50 bucks but worth it. First 1 is Jogoku Shojo, which is what zs intro to me b4, thou he intro the anime version. Quite disappointing in the sense that it's aint scary at all for the jdrama -_- , but afterall still nice nevertheless. I'm really looking forward to the anime.

Second 1 is Galiteo. Detective kinda jdrama. I downloaded 2 espiodes b4 ns and i got no time to dl finish the whole series and 4get abt it as well. 1st 2 espiodes was pretty funny and nice so i'm giving it a try. Actually i feel like buying 4, but i controlled myself well, or not. lol

So ya, i'm out. Happy chinese new yr once again to everyone. Blessed with good health!

Mythology `

Review Cum Resolution

2008-01-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

2007 had been a memorable year, filled with excitement and it's a whole new experience to me. Rushing through our FYP project while facing tons of obstacles, graduated as a diploma holder, met 2 special ones, entered NS and met awesome buddies.

I've changed, as compared to 20Jan 2007.

No doubts, i have became

-More vulgarities in my speech
-Less knowledgeable on my eng/chinese/business/it department
-Spend Money like no tml
-Feel that i treat some friends for granted.

+More Confidence in whatever thing i do
+Able to speak, command in front of crowd without fear
+More initiative
+Enjoy food a lot more times.
+Fitter, Thinner
+Start to eat prawn

I'm still

-Childish
-Slack
-Dun eat vegetable
-Hate Tuna, sardine
+Still me

My two crushes/love

- Cheryl
- Yunn Miin

+ Best Movie in 2007 for me is The Game Plan. Watch with the less expectation, but it left me emo when exiting from the cinema hall. Well written, well executed. Certainly 1 of the best movie i ever seen in my life.

+ Two nomination for best animes, which go to Ouran School Host and Claymore.

Ouran School Host is a very fantastic anime which i certainly look forward to the next series without fail. It certainly leave a "scar" in my heart as well because this anime will inevitably remain me of Cheryl, someway or other.

Claymore is a anime that i never expected myself to love it, due to the fact it's like 1 of the anime zs intro to me b4, filled with bloody scene and stuff. However i got not much of idea why i like it as well, but i just cant stop watching it. Is it because of Claire? Priscilla ? Or the storyline.

+ I also got 2 nomination for the best drama ever watch this yr, which go to Proposal Daisakusen and Tatta Hitotsu No Koi. I have to mention the fact that i watched quite a lot of drama this yr and there're plenty of nice 1 out there, but this 2 leave the deepest impression in my life.

Proposal Daisakusen is a very unique way of presenting a realistic school day bgr stuff and it's very touching where it left me emo for every espiodes. Somehow the storyline and the incident that happen inside can really relate to society and normal lifestyle, making this drama more addicted. Furthermore, i managed to obtain a nice soundtrack out of this drama.

Tatta Hitotsu No Koi is a typical poor guy in love with rich gal. Sound common ? I thought so too, but i have to eat back my words. It's hella of drama that i watch the whole series for 3 damm time. It has the best soundtrack ever to match the scene and make it very emo, touching and it's a must watch drama.

+ Seriously in love with (in term of drama actor / actress )

My Queen : Sawajiri Erika. I never like a actress so much before. First Saw her in One litres of Tear and like her since then.

Name : Aya Ueto. I like her a lot in Attention Please jdrama, 1 of the most entertaining drama i ever watched. She's a borned natural talent in acting. She's just so damm impressive and kawaii when she acted.

Name : Toda Erika. She's the main reason that pull me into the world of jap drama. I like her a lot in drama, and realise she acted as Misa in DN. She acted in a lot of drama that i'm fallen in love with and she look the best in Nobuta Wo Produce.

Together, they formed my S.A.T, which coincidentally is my favorite day of the week ^^

Name : Yamapi. Not that i'm a gay but i think he;s the best looking male that i ever seen in this world and i'm real envy and jealous of his look. He look good in basically everything and he act pretty well in all the drama i watch, and leave a deep impression of him from Kurosagi and Proposal Daisakusen.

+ New singer in the industries that hit me hard on yr 2007 for this fantastic music are as follow :

Ya, It's my Queen again, Sawajiri Erika. I love her voice and her music. Her music totally suit my taste and she's the 2nd female singer, other then avril lavigne, which i love her each and every song. I cant imagine spending my yr 2007 without her.

Name : The Veronicas. Holy Crap, their music were super insane. I just cant stop listening to their music. I believed i listened their album continuously for 3 mths without getting sick of it, and still craving for more. Esp Forever and Everything I'm Not.

Name : YUI. She got a very unique voice, which capture my attention. Her music are super addictive and her boyish image really distinguish herself in my world of music well. If my future gf will be as cool as her... ^^

+ Favorite Song of the Yr(too many, but here's the top 10)

1.Ordinary Day By Dolores o riordan
2.Forever by The Veronicas
3.Everything I'm Not by The Veronicas
4.Last Night by P.Diddy
5.Free by Sawajiri Erika
6.Taiyou No Utda by Sawajiri Erika
7.When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne
8.Time to go home by Sawajiri Erika
9.Innocence by Avril Lavigne
10.Konayuki by Remioromen

Most enjoyable Game Yr 2007:

Warrior Orochi : PS2
Brave Story New Traveller : PSP
Legend of the Three Kingdom 6 : PC

Impt Pple that strike a DEEP impact in my life for 2007

- Thim ler
- Cheryl
- 3SG Akil
- Bravo Sect Com (Damm i actually 4get his name)
- Norman
- FYP Grp : YF CW
- Frens : SILIN JESS JY HM BC DES DAVE KH SY AUG KEL
- KS
- Neff
- Siew Luang
- Sawajiri Erika

Life will nvr been that memorable if not because of my frens ard and the presence of cheryl / yunn miin.

My 2008 Resolution :

+ Get Fitter
+ Treasure my frens and parent more
+ Save More
+ My Mrs Right.
+ Everyone is Healthy.
+ World Peace
+ Become a Better Man.

that's all folks.

with regards,
MYTHOLOGY/Artisimo/IngNaLx/Sweetlala

Quiz

2008-01-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

How true is this ? I'm just amazed with the result.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Pasta de Wakaru

2008-01-13T17:04:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

not gonna talk abt the regimental guard duty i did last night, oh opps, i just mention abt it. it sucks, totally. MY PRECIOUS WEEKEND WAS BURNT, just liddat. Anyway C.R did a good job by getting a hattrick against newcastle.

It was a nice experience, doing guard duty with jackie twins, and watch movie with some1 i dun even know and yet still enjoy it. I din get to watch AVP1 but AVP2 aint that bad afterall. I think i kinda like it in some ways, but nevertheless, it will never reach more then 3.2 out of 5 for me. Crazy craving on bubbletea suddenly, esp grape / strawberry milk shake. YUMMY

Anyway after i book out today, i arrange with thim ler and fren to make a trip to central Pasta de Wakaru. It has been damm long since i wanna give it a shot but always fail to do so. I'm kinda desperate for food due to the fact i skip the breakfast and wanna to pamper myself, so Pasta de Wakaru here we go !

I'm still amazed at the way how they "decorated" their shop. It really make u wanna look at all the dishes while u're passing by and wondering how will it taste like if i can try this and that. The waitress and the waiter customer service are 1 of the best i ever received so far in 2008 *giggles*. But they're damm good la, up for them.

Esp this mei hui waitress(hereby declare that i got no sexual/interest affliction on any waitress) was like introducing this and that and it kinda freak out yz who think she talks way too much but i think she was too passionate in her job and really needa to epxress her love on certain dishes to us and i was quite very satisfied with her professional in her job field. But in the end we never heed any of her advices and recommendation and order our desired dish. Ouch ! I was thinking if i was a boss in a business field, i will love to hire this kinda very warm passionate waitress in my shop, haha !

I order carbonate de wakaru style pasta, which basically is cream + pasta + eye yolk + cheese + ham. Before commenting on my food, every1 was served with a salad each. I'm a peace lover but yet vegetable-hater but i cant really resist the salad. Crap i will throw the salad off to the sea if i was at somewhere else but chotto, the sauce along with the salad was like, brilliant combination. Due to the sauce, i cant help myself to finish up the salad. I like the sauce!

(freaking hell, i get this pic from the internet)
(PS: It doesnt look that gross!)

I order a strawberry milk and this waitress give mi a headlight shone on kangaroo face. Damm, how long must the society to be able n understand some un-gaylike guys also like strawberry. Haha, but anyway it's interesting and i just repeat it again. No offense.
The strawberry milk rocks, and i like it a lot. It cost 5.80 and the only downpoint might be i feel that it was a little, a little too sweet somehow. But it rocks still. haha !

As for the main dish aka Carbonate De Wakaru Style, i must say that i cant save myself from indulging the deadly combo of cream + eye yolk + lotsa lotsa cheese. OMG it must be the best taste in Earth. I finished up the bowl, CLEAN! Of course, i was dead hungry, that's why. I thought they will use 1000 for 1 dollars quality kinda ham but nope. The ham was decent enough to match the dish.

I cant recall the name of dishes that the other guy order, but the best rating go to the minced beef sauce with eye yolk + pasta. I taste it myself and i cant deny that it was real good. It was very beefy taste.

The most funny part is when the very passionate waitress thought we're under 18 years old and was pondering whether to intro use white and red wine. I almost giggle to death i swear. DAMM THIM LER, he should be exiled from the group for god sake haha. He look so childish today for unknown reason. Must b hitted by some childishness spell after slping for 10-12 hours straight, freaking lucky fortunate piece of mother son!

Sorry no pics, which i really do i wish i have taken some. I like this shop, i like the dish, i like the drink, i like the services and i like the ambiance i and i see myself visiting this shop very soon again. Next week we're hunting for some vietnam royal restaurant of whatever crap intro by thim ler.

8.7/10 - Food. I'm actually wondering whether the food was great or was i too hungry. hmm.
9.5/10 - Service. Constant top up drinks, serve fast, warm welcome and departure

that's all FOLK. i will write a review on 2007 and my resolution for 2008 soon, perferably next post.

cheers
Myth `

2008

2008-01-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

been freaking long since i last post. my bad and my 1st post for 2008 as well. hehes

but certainly i cant do any updates for now, but i will like to wish that

Aug take care in bslc
BC have fun in civil def
des get to a gd camp after pop
dave to up-pes
hm settle well in new camp
jason take care in bmt
jeff get over soon with his confession
pong take care of ur health, both physically and mentally
yen being able to get into a gd camp in a week time.

and any1 that i have get a chance to talk to.

tk care peeps !

ATI

2007-12-04T17:20:00.000+08:00

moshi moooooo~

i got a sweet dream, or rather bad, or rather sweet, no, it's a bad kinda sweet dream ^^ it was somehow living in a rpg lifestyle where there are adventures after adventure. However, i'm seem to be like a professional smoker inside thou. I find myself smoking sticks after sticks and now thinking back is kinda scaring me. Nevertheless i met plenty of stylo milo gals ~_~

Life in ns somehow make mi crave for some kinda love and affection for gals, somehow a little. The concept of calling some1 u love at nite, and spend weekend with them sound like a nice fairytale.

Anyway, as embarrassing as i'm typing out here, it was my 1st time visiting a it show despite being a IT savvy person, somehow. Spent 1.7k + at SITEX whereby i bought a Acer Desktop and WD 500GB External Hard Disk. To add on the impact, my old little com usb low-speed port couldnt handle the hi-speed port for the external hard disk drive and thus i have to transfer out all my data in my old com via dvd-r. It totally defeat the purpose of getting a Ext hard disk for the moment.

Worst till, the desktop will be delivered on sat, but then i heard from my friends that i gonna get confinement over the weekend. Ouch, i will love to touch my new com. sighsssss. nade kami sama ! too bad, i cant join u guys for the gathering. dun say i pang seng ar, it's not within my ability as well, hohoho.

Anyway, i graduate from BSLC le. YAY ? The march from Kranji all the way back to main camp was AWESOME. 28km route march from 9.30pm to 5am. Never thought i could make it, but i did. IT took lots of mental power, compare to physical strength. It was funny to think that carry a heavy load and u can fall asleep ? what a naive thought. After getting use to the weight, u can really march till u slp without knowing. That's the fun part. Even 3 cans of redbull cant save me!. Thanks god i kinda sprain my ankle at 1am and it keep me completely awake till the march is over ^^

Afterwhich, we earn 56min of rest on the road and proceed on to our graduation march. U KNOW WHAT ? it was freezing cold. When i woke up from the rest, i was shivering like crazy. the wet clothes that i'm wearing + the cold atmosphere really awaken me. The parada sucks in the sense that i have to stand stiff from like 25min without moving and field camp lbv on and stuff and it really drive mi crazy. I think that's the toughest part.

After which breakfast and pure cleaning. In the late noon i was told of my posting and i kanna Armour. SIBEI sian. 1 of the most xiong vacation where i keep to chiong and clean the tanks till 2-3am. sad that i gonna be trained as a professional zombie. However, orion is gonna unite again as majority of us gonna c each other in ATI.

i will missssss

MR LAM , the most chubby guy that i always rape without fail
Mr ZeRong, who scared of me so much as a gay till i cant help raping him always
Mr Hajah, i really love working with u for whatever stuff that r thrown to us. SIBEI ON
Mr Cai JJ, a fucker bed-buddy who twice pinch my breast twice till it blue black, where i always pose a lot of problems to him and he helps mi alot
Mr Fabian, a horny and vulgar person who have the most innocent face in the world
Mr Nee PING, for showing his wet dick to the whole section after bath without fail LOL
Mr BangZhi, my ROM GAYMATE
Mr Raymond, exercise mate
Mr JJ,JW,Yamaha for making the whole platoon so enjoyable

Goodbye
Mr HiangTong, i just cant stand him in a lot of ways. Nevertheless all the best

PS: I'm a super gay boy in the platoon who enjoy gaying around. It's the best to c how pple like zerong really freak out till he's so scare of my gaying and so fun to have pple to gay back. Being single, i can spread all my loves to my platoon *evil grin*

Sorry to
Mr Firman, for being over-gay till he tulan oops

I WILL MISS
BRAVO
PLATOON
3
SECTION
2

LONG LIFE BRAVO PLATOON 3 !
CHEERS !!

Enchanted

2007-11-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

boo, back for a quick update b4 my gaming spree starts!

watched enchanted ytd and i must say i was amazed by the music played. I actually quite like it somehow or another, which kinda amazed me that i will like it. Storyline was okay. I rate it a 6.5/7 - 10. Go ahead and catch it my friend, aint that bad. I just felt that it's missing something. Just something... hmm

The best ever show that i watch within this 9 weeks must be the game plan itself, no doubt about it. It may be because i din expect much for the show and the storyline must be daughter find dad and dad got a havoc life, just that. But it turn out to be something more then that and i really love the show, both the storyline and emotionally side of it. It was somehow brilliant and the story is so beautiful it make you wanna cry.

After that went to makan seafood beside orchard plaza and it wasnt too bad. 1st time here and i order a chicken chop w spaghetti which cost 6 bucks. Its quantity aint that much but the quality is pretty satisfying. As i was so hungry i joint up with the rest on their seafood dishes and have a great feast there. I know i have to do it, cause the next 5 days of my life my energy is gonna be drained like a mofo.

got a copy of erika latest album Destination Nowhere and i love it lots ! It's like a morale boasting to me. love u sawajiri erika for ur music as i aint concern with ur bitchy lifestyle outside there xD.

so ya, guess that's about it.

i'm out. tk care guys.

with love as always
Sweetlala -

CPL T Y TENG

2007-11-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

woooooo, i skipped blogging for 325325426234326324326324263246324 secs. Bravo ~!

if there's sth to blog, it gonna takes years to type everything out. time flies, and somehow i think i have changed, one way or another. But well, my english sucks as usual when i'm thinking now how to spell out the words that i gonna type out next.

Life in army, Life in Sispec, Life in Bravo is really very different. I rarely get to communicate with much of my outer friends, except thim ler and companies as we always go out together to catch a movie and spend the whole night watching soccer and talking, so everything aint that bad. Poly gathering clash either with my guard duty or my field camp so been long since i last met any polymates other then Mr Y, which i 4get when and where i met him, that bloody son of an ass slacking like hell in air wing u sucker !

A little bit more on my military boring crap is that seriously i nvr expect myself to be that close with my platoon mate and they really give mi support when i held an appointment and really enjoy my company with them, so aint that bad. I'm more gayier play with them as compare to my bmt mates. haha evil grin.

If u ever wanna join sispec, go to temple and pray that you will not be landed up in Bravo. Trust me. Inevitably every1 will complain and compare how jialat is their situation and stuff but no1 can beat the fact that Bravo is a inhuman place. Super garang OC, split personality CSM, no night out , no admin time. Even POW treatment is better then us, no joke.

Anyway i'm passing out as a CPL next fri and wooo, that was fast. Way too fast. I get a lot fitter then i have even imagined, thou i think i did nth much. I can run as fast at 9min + for 2.4km, which is mission impossible back then and excel in my station other then chin up. SOC timing getting better but low rope still post somehow of a problem. I, WILL DEFINITELY MISS MY PLATOON MATES AND SECT COMM !

BACK TO LIFE, catch a few movies like Beowulf lately, which is somehow a "oh okay" kinda show, nth impressive. Gonna catch SAW 4 for sure, after jackie t old mi that the opening the doctor cut and peel of the skin skull and whatever shit, super gross but super cool. hahaha i'm not a sadist for sure.

wonder what the rest is doing. BC should b trying his best in his sian army life in Taurus but i believe he is much fitter now. Desmond should be fitter as well, and i believe there will be a slight change in his attitude, for the good. HEY, i doesnt mean he got a bad attitude before. Chao geng dave lalalala, u bastard brat got a PES E and down pes. Jealous Hatred and whatever shit. i hate you !

I heard KH fall out of course but aint sure what going on with him. Just hope his health will get better. Yu pong as usual should be eating good food non stop, sumtime quarrel with bf(told her that what mercury or mar and venus book wun help), mayb study abit, doing somehow good in auction due to my charisma. Fish should be keep eatting good food and go ard complain she's getting a little bit too fat. Perhaps also complain non stop studying sucks and hope she's doing good with allen.

cw should be the same of princess smarty, forever looking for good food and cute accessories and study alittle bit ? or suddenly turn hardworking lalala. keljin must be still the same, enjoying good life everyday and complain abt studies. Mr Y, no need to say, slacking like hell. THAT FOR SURE U MOTHER SON SLACKER. jessica should be either work and work or study and study, and do her facial treatment, go out with church fren enjoy life. aug changes a lot. no offense but i nvr expect aug to be quite pia in army. pretty impressed. keep it up and i swear 1 day pple wun talk abt ur head anymore but ur muscle too. ouch.

1 thing is common, they got freedom i dun have. some complain about studies and work yet i can only complain abt army. complains complains and complains. the only 1 with no complains and leading a good life must be that mother son Mr Y and Mr Lai.

i miss u norman dj zs jackie. welfare cupboard
i miss poly slack days. eat play slack doing project slp
i miss sec sch 3-4, thou tough but every1 is a joke.
i miss pri sch cause i dunno what i'm doing that. must be a slack place
i miss sushi. say i wanna wack the hell outsa sushi but nvr get to eat 1 for 2 months or so. ooo my sashimi.
i miss bc gaming tales
i miss Mr Y garang days cause he's so freaking slack now tt mother son
i miss pongy nagging and talk abt her life and her bf and her food
i miss fishy cold but not so funny jokes at time
i miss cw sa jiao and sharp tone, BTH
i miss kel jay-crazy, sweets
i miss dave ki siao ness and the sending of songs to me. DUN SUPPORT PRIVACY DUDE
i miss desmond as in the soccer chats. Liverpool is really liverfool now, selling crouch
i miss jessica somehow and another
i miss silin BEI HOR- NESS
i miss vippy, my gaming mate
i miss neff, wru and what r u doing now !!
AND I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY STILL
miss think and dream cheryl at times, even till now. hope she's doing fine
OH YA HOW CAN I 4get that i
miss AUG. UR BIG HEAD IS MAKING ME HORNY AS ALWAYS
and
miss yen, u good life u another mother son, pes E. give mi ur muscle and shape pls kthxbye.
and i miss every1 that i miss out.

with love as always
SWEETLALA

out -

Bravo

2007-09-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i know i know, it had been 2346453634564356 sec since i last posted. Damm, i really cant commit myself to do this. i just cant !

POP from Orion few weeks back. Special thanks to Norman. Without him seriously i will be in deep shit here and there. Thanks god for his presence. Thanks my section and platoon mates as we manage to pull it through. Cheers -

Thanks ZS for being most ON and most welfare section mate
Thanks Spencer for his help and his ride home always
Thanks Jackie for everything
Thanks DJ for everything

THANKS SERG AKIL. He's my best serg and 1 of the motivation i can Pass out. Life wun be fun without him. I cant express how much the hatred for ns has been reduced thanks to him. His presence is a guardian angel sent from the heaven !

THANKS SERG ANTHONY. Joker , fun. He's a interesting fellow and i really enjoy under his leadership. Never fail to make my day. During my platoon ic , he always PATIENTLY guide me along, and i really appreciate his care and concern for me.

THANKS PS CHER KUN. Seriously i dun really like him because of his face. Nth of his fault of puting a long face all day long but it just demoralise me each and then. But during the last day, somehow can c all his warmth and love shine out and i give it to him. haha

THANKS SERG WEIN. Thou MIA most of the time, but he's very good. Explain things very clearly, and tell us sth extra of his experience and stuff. Fun Serg.

THANKS TO MY SIR WELSON. I'm pretty neutral to him, thou i hate him quite a lot during the nonense stay by bed period. I believe he will improve and become a better SIR and lead his recruit with care.

THANKS ORION !

11 days of break, GONE FREAKING FAST. INSANE INSANE INSANE.

- did FFI and the freaking captain keep telling us not to go sispec ocs and just quit it so everything can be settled fast. LIKE I WILL

- went back camp 1 more day for my confinement due to possession of PSP. Life being a private is so different and the sergs are especially nice to us. Private Ting still so care for us and stuff. The whole experience is very enjoyable.

REPORTING FOR SISPEC

- Company Bravo , XIONG

Seriously lack of admin time. Program, go up change then fall in real soon. Havoc Life. New exercise CPT3 is a sadist exercise. SOC run down is crazy.

NVM, pain is good, extreme pain is extreme good. What doesnt kill me make mi stronger. With pride we lead -

MISC `

LOL I CANT BELIEVE WHILE WALKING, A PIECE OF SHARP WOOD PIERCE RITE THRU MY TOES AND I WILL TO DIG OUT THE WOOD USING A CUTTER.

OUCH -

with loves,
IngNaLx

Whatever

2007-09-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Sentence of the day : Whatever Is a women's way of saying F@*K YOU!.

will update soon ^^

Gothic Fantasy

2007-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i threw a freaking live grenade 2 days ago,
woo, cool.
actually it feel nth much anyway.
once in a lifetime
and i hope it's 1st and my last.
No war no officer post for me to throw the 2nd one.

conquered 16km route march
sense of satisfaction
looking forwards for the 24km.
whole company marching tog
singing songs and stuff
fun aint so ?

i break my 2.4km record again
really satisfied
and i know i could have push even harder
3 more pull ups

kinda regret choosing the commanding sch choice
perhaps i should deliberate fail my ippt
i failing due to my pull up anyway
but i will feel like a wimp
running away from challenge without giving a try.

been a platoon ic for a day or so.
it make mi realise i'm not up to it
but millions thanks to people who helps me along
esp my buddy mate norman and pple from other section
and thanks god for putting ser anthony in charge
and thanks for his trust and patience in me.
for i will die terribly if ps ck take over.
i was so glad that he book out to c gab
phew.

went to ecp for bbq gathering with sec sch mates.
thanks to lee,win for organizing
i was quite turn off when i saw
1. thim ler wearing tt army sandal shoes
2. plenty of serg jogging in ecp

ARMY BLUES

almost cant recognize janice, and others
elmer, the rare guest came.
shimu is back to her non-char ta state and restore her charm
talk to win elmer lee abt army stuff
cook half way start to pour
sian half

wait at the shelter
talking craps with each others
take photos
where www show us a ghost pic taken from his hp
freaking crazy and scary.
i will love to upload to let u guy to take a look at it man
and it happen.. in TEKONG

stomach pretty upset after eating tons of bbq food
in pain, guilty as well
dun want anymore fat fat

saw a gothic gal when heading back home
totally mesmerized.
that kinda hair colour that i'm in love with,
golden-ish green alike
gothic gear
gothic boots
gothic looks

cant
stop
turning
back
and
look
at
her.

gothic gal are so
soo
stylo.

she make my day
there's nth more seductive and charming
then gothic gal

Hail Gothic
MYTHOLOGY

I need good food.

2007-08-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

been super duper long since i last updated.
heck ar,
haha.
lazy to update.
bc pong they all also nvr update
only fishy like keep updating, but her 1 always too long
so i lazy to scan everything haha

rmb 2 months ago,
my mum went to guanying temple
and she told mi that i will be under Tan commander.
1st day went in blur blur also dunno what is platoon sergeant
few days ago then recall abt it and realise
ya hor, my ps is Tan Cher Kun
and wow, the temple actually is accuate
@_@
he say that commander damm strict and fierce(cant agree more)
but under him will prosper(cant disagree any further for my case)

yf : "roll eye" (ns stuff again, sian)
han na han na
*Ns stuff ended*

went to InDulge for dinner, along with my poly mate.
1st time go there makan,
like not bad.
go back 2nd time,
the standard drop, or perhaps the dish that we order sucks ?
or in another word, we just cant appreciate it ?
@_@
sincere apologies to every1, each and every1,
YF, DAVE, JY, BC, JESS, CW, HM, DES
that i cant join in the zouk outing
c that idiotic pong post abt the italic final sentence
make mi emo aiseh

flashback abit
thanks DESMOND GUO
and THIM LER
for companying me all the way to woodlands area to get my PSP
u all got no idea how appreciative i'm
and the funniest part is when desmond teach me
abt withdraw and deposit money for posb.
hell, can u freakly imagine some1,
19 years of life,
nvr use such system b4?
yesh, in Singapore
here i am.

THANKS BC for the psp games
and teach me abt the psp function

THANKS PONG AND DAVE
for planning out events
and jio me along in whatever events tt u all organise
really appreciate it
as organizing stuff SUCKS
LOL

THANKS THIM LER AND FRENS
without fail
reporting to my hse
every sat and occasion FRI
to party along and cheer up my mood.

THANKS MEING
for being still the num1 cockster.

watch RUSH HOUR 3
super duper nice
as in the funny part ar
keep laughing
damm shuang
entertaining
but the storyline aint that well planned

watch the BOURNE BLEH BLEH BLEH
Storyline is decent
Everything is pretty well done
but abit dun suit my "ns-book-out-seeking-entertainment-mood"
so thou the movie suppose to be nice
but i just cant really enjoy it.

oh ya
i wun wanna watch the GAY CHOU show
storyline everything is nice and stuff
but the idea of watching him acting
and DIRECTING A MOVIE
make mi feel so LOL
that i dun even feel a need to catch it.

i need good food
i wannnnn my sushi FEAST
i wannnn durian
i wannnnn vodkaaaaa
i wannnnnn strength
i wannnn fitness
i wannnnn non-attitude-and-treat-soldier-with-respect-commanders
and out of everything

i wannnn my frrreeeedddddooooooommmmmmm
F-R-E-E-D-O-M

MYTHOLOGY -

shoot shoot shoot

2007-07-15T15:24:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

back and be gone in 2 hours time.

wow, people say i had changed, and it really make mi giggle for a few seconds. *evil grin* i think my previous post like abit formal or whatever shit tone, haha.

the only changes that i obviously can identify is i become a little more vulgar person inside the camp, but still not very outside of the camp. Mature wise nvr cross my mind, cause i think i'm a person who cant be mature. i like to foollllllllll around xD

stamina and muscles wise do improve a little, and i can feel it. Likewise i feel my knee and back was a little damaged. I feel ache and pain from this 2 parts very frequently.

i think my platoon sergeant hate me. His cold eyes on me nvr fail to discourage me. With him around, i just cant do anything right. His cold and stern expression act as a perfect tool to absorb all my confidence, morale and return me with a wave of tension. Maybe i have a irritating look face and therefore i suffer under him mentally -_-

this coming week i'm gonna have ippt test again, along with 6km road march, and firing real round ! freaking nervous about it and i really pray that i dun screw it up. I NEED MAXIMUM LUCK ON THIS. NO IA NO SCREW UP PLS, LOL xD. Next week i'm gonna have my outfield camp. *wink*

that's all for now, folks.

with love,
IngNaLx

with sianness to army life,
TENG

NS

2007-07-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

been long since i last update my blog, but nevertheless i cant be bother to do as, as i rather seek some form of entertainment out of my precious time to heal my no-life army days soul.

Ns life is dull. plain dull. everyday lack of slp, training here and there. Even if u did everything swee swee, 1 mistake every1 will kanna. Nothing much to upset about, but we're soldiers, protecting the country, and not a slave who should receive harsh words of treatment for sth minor. Discipline is the magic word to cover all responsibility, all inhumanity treatment towards some1 whom you got control of. The desire to receive full submission for another human. That's army life.

Nevertheless, as bad as i sound, the sergeant/sir in my company, is better then more humanity then other company. This i have to admit. Bunk mate wise, i'm very satisfied. They are nice people, and i receive a lot of help from them to make it here.

Army life kinda make mi feel a little distant towards civilian life. Somehow and somewhat. How irony. Been dreaming army stuff here and there, pathetic ? perhaps.

The only thing u can pray for in the army is , PLS RAIN during some major event so u can jolly well skip it. lol ~

Training wise is much much more fierce then i ever imagine. So what can i do ? Move along with it. Endure Endure and Endure, not just for myself, but as a whole platoon. =)

Marching, was a disaster. With a freaking heavy load, and i really mean heavy, with a rifle sling hanging on ur neck, and a heavy + stinking helmet on ur head, along with 4 km of shouting of songs, and blister biting on in ur boots, it's truly amazed me how i used to think marching 4km is peanut.

Food kinda sucks, everyday like the same old shit. The menu really nvr change much, so sick of everything. Water parade is hella shit. Imagine drinking half bottle of water in the early morning, then go makan breakfast with a cup of milo and 45min later another half bottle of water to drink. That's the most awful thing.

Army life, every man have to go through it. I'm on my journey, the rest is coming.

The countdown timing to 2009,
is ticking
ticking
slowly
painfully

What doesnt kill u, make u strong,
thus,
it's all in ur mind, SOLDIER.

with love,
IngNaLx

Gone like the Wind

2007-06-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

sorry that i cant update the classmate review thingy in time.

i'm heading to ns in 9 hours time. nth worries them other then the platoon mates i gonna have. Guess it applied to majority as well.

Thanks for all the wishes, and thanks to jr calvin maran ys for the ns help.

i will miss you guys, as always ^^

below shows a died-hard fans for my sweetlala loves.

Way to kill time

2007-06-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i cant believe i did this but, do try it =)

Create your own Friend Test here

Classmate Review 2

2007-06-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i wanted to update at 4, but my net just cant connect to blogspot for some reason, and when it's up, it's already 5 +. Way too late !

when trying to delete 500 + mails in my hotmail and 100+ mail in my gmail, i open up some previous mail and nostalgic feeling hit me again. Life at poly is such a good memory, esp with so many nice friend around. Without them, poly aint gonna be the same again.

11.

Yan Ting

Apparently she's the most quiet girl in the class and it really give me headache when i was the class rep in year 2, with the implicit need to blend the class from different classes together. Actually i never talk to her much, cause I'm not close with her and just cant get a topic up. However, i do know that although she might be quiet in her own world, she can be very lame and fun to her friends that she's close with, like keljin.

What really hits me was that dave , or was it chow ling, that told me yan ting become a tutor teacher and i was like "HUH!?", lol. The huh doesn't mean that she ain't have the ability to be a tutor but the fact that she's just as introvert as me can play such a role, which really amazed me somehow.

I think the most vivid memory of her was that during the start of the yr 2, which rest on the 3rd week or 4th. I organized a bbq outing(which every1 almost 4get about it), and go around asking the ideal place to have one and the day for it from the classmates. Obviously if the organizer gonna seek opinion from each and everyone, what lies ahead is inevitable. A 99% chances of failure rate. Out of almost 3/4 people who fly me kite, or just cant be bothered, yan ting is the only one who say she will go for it till the end despite tons of chances, and despite her close friends not going. At that moment, i was kinda impression change of her.

Despite not being able to work with her in any projects and maintain a hi-bye friend with some tiny bits of chat, it's still a good memory =)

Thank You.

12.

Chow Ling

Without fail during yr 1, i always get to see her in the same mrt cabin for at least twice and above in a month. Well, year 2 i see her again, but it's different for now. I see her in the class, as a classmate. When i saw her in the class in yr 2, it was the "Ahh !! that mrt girl. LOL @_@" But it's pretty funny such that when we became classmates, it's rare to ever see her in the mrt again.

In my mind i knew that i got quite a lot of stuff to talk about her, but somehow those tiny bits of memory are scattered all over my mind and i cant really put everything together and form a sentence. All i can say is that she played quite a few role in my life.

She can laugh quite a lot, a rather cheerful girl, and can really do her work when she's been assigned. We do talk in school, but content wise is always bullshit and crap stuff, haha. Seldom pop by and disturb their group when doing project and rarely help them with stuff, cause hui meing is strong enough, haha !

In a nutshell, i enjoy her presence in the class. Definitely a good memory as well for a classmate =)

Thank You.

13.

Keljin

Definitely 1 of the girl that i never thought i will be pretty close to when i first met her in year 2. The 1st contact with her, which i still remember is during lecturer hall 9, where i get from her some money for the subject notes. She is just as crazy as silin and jy in term of Jay Zhou.

Without a doubt, she played a major major role in my yr 2 and 3 life. She helps me in tons of stuff that it's quite impossible to state everything down. I own her tons, esp the game disc she always get for us when she's back in indo, and die die dun let us pay back to her. She also act as a chatter in msn to keep me alive, gossip stuff and act as a adviser in term of bgr stuff.

She certainly make an impact in my poly life, and i'm really grateful and thankful of her being for my classmate for 2 years. Looking back, it's nothing but fun. It's really grate to have her around, really good. That's Keljin for you.

Arigatou Gozaimashita !

out for dinner for now.
sayonara `

Zombie

2007-05-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

200 POSTS BANZAI !

yada yada, been ages since i last blogged. Too lazy to start, due to working and games and blah blah blah(fill my excuses here) so ya, now update abit ^^

Graduation Ceremony

graduation ceremony was pretty stunned. there's this big screen on stage displaying your live look and name while u approach the director, collect your stuff and head for certificate and back to seat. I was seated beside Stanley and a stranger, so pretty weird afterall.

Interesting-ly, i saw a name very familiar appear onto the monitor screen. Lim Li Hui, 1 of my ex-darkages friend. Pretty stun, what a small world. After the whole ceremory is mass photo-taking. @_@

Lens

took my lens and wow, i spent like 10-15mins to master how to wear and take off. Man, i step into the shop taking myself that i gonna put in like a man and take off like a man and i gonna settle it within 5min or so. roar. so much for my ambition.

so i was hesitating with the lens at the fingertip and everytime the lens just touch the eyeball abit, and i start to blink. i'm pretty stress, cause i dun like the person(the gal who's teaching me how to put in the lens) to keep waiting. Removing is always the part that i'm worrying, cause it involve squeezing the lens off from the eyeball. The feeling of the applied pressure on the eyeball is creating a havoc out of me. I spent the most time removing it.

After i "master" it, my eye was quite red and my eyes was so tired the whole day.

Clarke Quay

wore contacts lens out for real today. The feeling of everything in clear view without spect is just great. How i wish i got perfect eyesight.

me bc dave jess pong presented , with cw jy des ps hm ps ! we headed for wakaru, and meanwhile saw wakaru de pasta, which look so interesting and make u wanna enter and try their pasta ^^. There's a long queue, and we waited for like 25mins. I order a set meal which consist of beef , chicken, rice, noodles, eggs, which it seemed to be the most value, and turn out that it tasted very well and i like it. But i like it more when i tease pong that an additional of 2 bucks and get her a bowl of *chicken rice* , *giggles*

After which we loiter ard clarke quay pubbing area, where every1 get to choose their so call most "feeling" pub to settle down. Walk by "the clinic" and nostalgic hits me hard. How have u been, i wonder.

we settled down at kadin bar at the end, and i ordered "zombie", and the rest order "sea breeze", "pussy foot" *cough cough * and red wine. I still think mine taste the best, thou every1 think it taste the worst, lol !. The irony part is that this zombie drink is in yellowish colour, which i presume it will be pretty dark, and taste more of a bitter and some kinda taste which i cant think of a word to describe. In the end it was sweet, orange/lemon taste and aftermath leaves u in a deep bitter feel. That's rum. Chat/rot and left for home.

Anime

Finally get hold of 125 espiodes of bleach, credits to bc who burn it out for me. I miss bleach man, renji's "Howl zabimaru "

One piece dls is still giving me headaches, due to it endless espiodes for me to dl. And i used to complain when i dl 176 espiodes of Prince of Tennis, and One Piece break my records for pushing it to 200 + espiodes and still counting -_-

Song

Utada new song, "kiss of cry" was rather okies, thou i only listened to it twice.

i'm so into the theme song of channel u , shen diao xia nu and i was so happy looping it for like 2 days, and everytime i will tone on tt music when i exercise. The high pitch really impressed me, and thus i really got say jade zhang is very talented.

Classmate Review 2

i nvr 4get abt it, haha. Must have the feeling then write, hence the accuracy will be high and more of a truth. Will do it b4 my ns ^^

Next Friday Steamboat

I'm organising a steamboat outing next week. Gonna go for mass eat, mass chat and stuff b4 my ns. More to like a "farewell" party for me thou ;x times flies man, i'm entering ns in less then 15 days =) Goodbye hairs

Misc

-Surprised that Brandon rmb the 20 bucks he own me for the mos entry. Even me myself also 4get abt it. No offenses or anything.

- First day of work :

Customer : i want Dinosaur
Me : huh ? *i thought i heard wrongly*
Customer : Dinosaur
Me : *thinking hard, since when got this new product which i cant rmb*
Customer fren : stop teasing him, we want xxx instead"

Me : -_- . I was so damm slow and blur till i laugh out loud for a sec.

- My pants was torn at my butt area and i din know at all, until my sister saw it and told me tt my pigu and underwear is revealing. That's 1hr 30mins after i start work.

- I felt Ben & Jerry > Hagen Diaz.

- I'm the only 1 in the world tt got the pic of dave wearing black ns spect pics, and him himself. Bravo ! lol

out for now.
peace `

Graduation

2007-05-22T03:31:00.000+08:00

~

The graduation ceremony might be boring for you
But it's a ceremony to thank your parent for what they're done for you

It's a ceremony in which our parent
can be proud of their work raising us
that's why we should also graduate feeling proud of ourself.

~

Contact lens

2007-05-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

after venting out my "sadness and sorrow" of work-life, i feel so much better. Guess once in a while, every1 gonna complain about something and move on. Nevertheless, complain wont solve anything, just a moment to settle down all feelings and move on. Thanks fish for the concern.

make a new spect at kovan few days ago. Well, actually wearing tt army black spect is far worser then i ever thought. It totally unfit somehow. Oh well, and i got to wear it for long. Doesnt have much of a choice anyway. I asked my parent to make me a pair of contact lens as well, cause i just feel like so, no any particular reason as well.

The shop services is pretty gd, and i'm very shocked and satisfied with the working attitude of the people. Every friendly, approachable till i'm so myself with them, very comfortable. Well, while testing my eyesight and stuff, there's a stage that i really hate.

There's a time where she needa unfold my eyelids and use a cotton bud to check and clean some stuff and everything is just so freaking weird. I dun seem it as scary but exposing to something liddat when she told me so, really give me a shock and she can c it thru. Anyway, the feeling of tt process cant get any worser.

Next, she want me to try out the contact lens myself b4 i make a decision. Thus, she took the lens and will put it on, and then remove it off for me. I was pretty nervous, real nervous. All the while, i thought contact lens aint anything big deal afterall, but at the very seat, with the very lens gonna inserting to my eyes, everything just went wrong. All the brave-ish naive feeling , just went off like boo. I admit it's real weird when she insert in into my eye, aint that much of a comfortable feeling, and i'm a little resistance when she gonna place in the contact lens into my other eye.

The side part is that when i blink and stuff, really can feel something in my eye, the lens part. She say normal pple take ard 1 week to get use to this feeling, and well, it's pretty awkward i must say. Taking it off is a weird all along, reason being that it involve contacting of eyeball thru fingers. When she remove one of the lens from my eyes, i was like "ouch". Not really thou physically ouch but one of mentally kind. Real uncomfortable.

This thurs or sat i might be able to take the spect and learn how to wear the lens myself at the shop. Looking forward, and also not looking forward. Weird feeling

out for now.

Bleh.

2007-05-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

life sucks all this while for me, as i really hate it as days go by. Simply hate the morning to last noon. Been working Full time for my parent in their shop, ranging from 8-11.30 , to 2.30-4, an average of 5 hours or so.

Well, i guess if u're doing something u like, the duration and the hardwork doesnt matter at all. If u're doing something u simply hate it, every second is a torture, aint so ?

I'm more to an introvert person by nature, so exposing to stranger, like salesman job, tele-communication is something i dislike most. And here i'm, facing stranger after stranger for hours. I can feel a load hanging on my heart the whole day, while working cause it sucks, at night cause i start to develop a sense of irriated feeling for work tml.

My parent misled that the fact i dislike because i'm the only person handing the whole damm shop, serving each and everyone in the coffeeshop alone, which 3 of the workers r in the counter, slacking, talking and stuff. Whenever i shout for an order, 50% of it wun get into their ears, and it really kinda irritated me off. Most and for while, i really hate approaching stranger and ask them what they want, thou i do it with a smile and polite gesture, cause customer r innocent of my fury.

Here in msn, vippy is always asking me to join him in some games for sure, and i never fail to reject him, yet he keep persisting ask me to join him, which rather irriated me as well. And some just cant be bothered to reply as well, so fine, in return i will return the favor as well.

This week is a pure havok. If it's aint for mother day and the fact that there's a serious shortage of workers, i will have reject it everyday, and not live in depressing mode everyday. And for once, i'm forced to work weekends, after helping for yrs.

Everyday is a pain.

crap, everything sucks for now.

Avril Latest Album

2007-05-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

Man U lost to Ac Milan by 3 goals.

~ Akira Shock ~

Whereas Liverpool managed to get into the Final.

~ Akira Shock x2 ~

Recently, something spooky happens to me, and i really mean it. No point lieing about something like this. A month ago, i dl-ed Avril Latest Album from some unknown site and start listening to it. I did mention b4 in my previous post that only some of the songs are nice, and i think it issnt 1 of her best album.

A few days ago, i heard "Innocence" from Fishy blog, and i thought it was pretty nice. Well, it was from Avril, and i was like uh-huh, y aint i had any impression of this songs in my playlist. I play my version of Innocence and realise it's a completely different music/melody under Avril voice.

I thought that the person who uploaded the album might mix up all the names, so i check each and every songs lyrics, and WOW, only Girlfriend, Keep HOlding On are for real. Rest of the songs i never hear it b4, but i can really tell it's Avril Voice. So i was kidding to SL that i just receive a Future album from Avril. Damm spooky.

Was catching this new Jap drama that i dl-ed, "Gokusen". Actually it's somehow like GTO, just that the sensei this time round will be a female desu. Will like to give commments and upload some pic but rushing off to buy some stuff

Out for now,
IngNaLx

Proposal Daisakusen

2007-04-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

it was so funny when my dad came to my room ytd, was very furious looking, complaining wa lao-ing here and there. When i realise what's going on, i really find it so funny and keep laughing at him, thou i understand what he;s trying to convey, perhaps i did not understand the gravity of this matter afterall.

He's pointing at the pasta noodle which i bought from mustafa, priced at $2.15, and the newspaper on his hand, the same pasta noodle priced at $1.65. He was saying mustafa sell stuff so X and stuff, and told me not to buy from there again etc et c, along with the pasta sauce. But the funny thing is that Shop and Safe sell that normally for $2.15 as well, just that it;s having some discount this week, so my father just feel very sad abt the differences. If u all think i'm niao and thrifty, i'm at no match with my dad.

ok, i feel like a spoilt brat meanwhile after his lecture, and went ahead to buy a 11.50 dollars ice-cream. WOW, hey, i also do feel heartache when i bought it. I was pondering over it whether to get it or those cheaper brand, but i decided to pamper myself for once, just once occasionally. I chose a Ben and Jerry ice-cream, flavor wise being chocolate chips cookie dough. It was very yummy and i'm real satisfied with the taste, the flavor and the cookie dough. I might be just thinking back how it might taste like if i just bought wall ice-cream. This impulse is due to a sudden urge of eatting some ice-cream when i shop in mustafa earlier on. $_$

came to think about it, i'm gonna work "FT" in my dad shop starting next week, since that incident onwards, there's some problem with the china gal employment stuff and here i'm going to cover that post till some1 get to fix in into it.

Likewise, i'm alone, or rather not, since dave fren is entering at the same date as me, for my ns enlistment. Well, certainly i feel uncomfortable about it, see-ing others with frens at their side, chatting and imagine me, being cold towards stranger , sitting at 1 corner looking around, or maybe not, who knows ? ;p i might just grab a guy and start my gayhood for 2 yrs. Mentally-wise, just treat that this is the opening training of ns, which cover individual aspect in term of adaptability and independability. Clock is ticking, ticking and ticking. Days are coming coming and coming. Fear and uncertainty is getting stronger, stronger and stronger.

Actually i kinda regret, in the sense that i wish to enter the police force wise in NS. Reason being is unexplainable, just when u know u have to do it, u will do it. Feeling wise is the same, with the exception that the thoughts of entering the police force in NS has no relation to slacker ns life. But everythng is just too late, haha. So ya.. kinda regret it. Should have pay more attention to it.

Just finish watching "Kurosagi", 1 of the best drama also. Simply love it, and thus start to love yamapi songs and acting. Show wise suit my feel, so keep watching, to the extend that it occupy my playlist and eliminate my love for Nobuta Wo Produce. Kurosagi is about a guy, whose family got swindled by a swindler, and his dad kill his whole family, leaving the son. Thus the son is having his vengeance towards different kind of swindler, where a prosecutor wannabe, fall in love with this guy. I gave it a 8.5/10 for the entire show.

Kurosagi

Yamapi-chan as Kurosagi

Recently in love with his drama acting and songs. definitely 1 of the shuai ge that i recognised.

Horikita Maki as Yoshikawa Tsurara

I always addressed her as Nobuta, cause looking at her reminds me of Nobuta Wo Produce. Well actually, i do feel kinda similarity between YUI and her thou, some kinda similar aura or feel which i cant really explain.

Another new drama call Proposal Daisakusen is on air now, and really looking forward to it as well.

Yamashita Tomohisa and Nagasawa Masami play a young man and woman who have been friends since elementary school. Yamashita's character, Iwase Ken, is obstinate and unskilled in love, but he fell long ago for the lively and cheerful woman, Yoshida Rei, played by Nagasawa. But Rei is about to get married to another man. While Ken and other friends from high-school attend the wedding ceremony, a fairy appears and sends Ken back in time, giving him a second chance to win the girl he loves.

Credits to D-addicts wiki

Watched the 1st espiode just now and i really like the feel of everything, and will obviously start to dl it's 2nd espiode if i get the chance. Hope d-addicts can faster come out the hardsub for espiode 2.

As for the review of classmates version 2, will post it asap ^^. It's meaningful for my poly life.

out for now,

with regards
IngNaLx

Classmates Review 1

2007-04-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

thought i would have done this earlier but my laziness get over me and i managed to put it aside till today, where i decided to give it a go. Going on in no particular order or interest or biasness, just my thoughts and review of my classmates during the past 3 years. Do i even need a reason to write one ? Guess not.

In your sec sch life till now, how many pple can u truly call and talk as per normal to each other, just like the r\s between u and him/her back in the sec sch stage of life. If anyone can name it 10 and above, good for you. I believe the optimal number is ard 3-7. I can call, chat, going out individually, discuss anything with siew sai, thim ler, parrot, seah zhao, but not really the rest of the hi-bye frens, so it's a 4 for me. Well, i've 4 in mind as well, for my poly fren, while i'm moving towards ns life now. Wishing for more is self-desire, but inevitable it will be much little then you thought.

Having each and every classmate, being in the same class, studying together under the same subject, facing the same old teacher, planning to copy homework together, planning to rebel something together, out of the world population(billions of pple) lies the word, fate. Thus, no matter how much i dislike you or so, i'm really thankful for each and every1 who enter my poly life and make it a meaningful ones. Without a little bits of something for you, or without a little bits of something from other ones, i might not be rite here, typing all this stuff. And i'm glad that we all make it here, graduating, as a class.

Afterall, it's this little tiny bits of memory that ties each and everyone together, no matter how tiny is it, it do make a differences. With pleasure, the 1st random classmates that i will like to talk about is,

1.

Tian Zhi Cheng

As much as i wanted to post a picture of him, but unfortunately i do not have one. During my yr 1 of poly life, he's 1 of the guy who make me feel going poly to study is worthwhile, thou it carry some side effects as well. While i'm being a nobody, hiding in my own comfort shell and avoiding stranger like i do, he's 1 of the people who open me up and talks to me. He's the first to warm my heart i guess. However, he's also 1 who holds the pleasure to chat between a gal or guy, will leave the guy alone, so he's a little more of a sexist part, in some ways. I believe his cries once impact the class, where the subject is on gambling and he's in a real tormented shape while he was in lecture and went out to cry, and i was there mistaken by the class who went out of class to toilet, and return to borrow tissue for zhi cheng, for a guy who being laughed at. Thru his past, and his experience, no doubt send some shiver to me about gambling, and thus i'm not a gambler, and rather keep my stake low when i have to.

After a yr or so, he's being transferred out of DBIT as a DBA student. Thou we've long lost contacted, and i fail as a fren who should show him some conern when he's in his "darkest" moment, i sincerely wish him all the best for his future and like to thanks him for his presence, otherwise, i might just be another jason in the class, no joke =)

Thank You.

2.

Chris

Another savior during my poly 1st month. He acted as a role like Zhi Cheng, who talked quite a lot to me, and i really feel very comfortable with him around. He's the guy i wish to follow ard everywhere during the 1st month(dun think abt gay thoughts if it strike you), and i'm really happy to c him around in the campus. He and Zhi Cheng is my so call only 2 friends that i acknowledged in the 1st few weeks of sch, as i dun really like the other guys at this point of period.

Still recalling the 1st time while we had a quarrel is during kbox, where the childish me irriates him when he sings, and he totally fall out and it really shock me, as it wasnt intentionally at all, and thus i was more to sad, then to angry. And since that incident onwards, little by little, is not longer like the past.

And During the Yr2, it was me, who fall out on him. For pple to quarrel, and anger with each other, blaming on 1 party is foolish. Everything takes 2 hands to clap, so problem are the same. I acknowledge that he's trying to help me with the classrep stuff during the yr 2, and i truly appreciate it, but i got my way of doing things and therefore, opinion clash and it's the time where i really dislike him. It's not the fault of his totally, just that my characteristics is liddat, which i admit. As much as i welcome opinion and stuff, i will like to stick to my own opinion as i seen fit, and once i stick to it, i dun really like others to change my opinion. Perhaps it apply to all, or perhaps it applys to Virgo, or perhaps only to me =)

No matter what, he still send out interesting sms to all, some which offer jobs as well, and i sincerely thanks him for opening me up during the 1st few months to the class, and wish him all the best for his future.

Thank You.

3.

Vincent aka Khim Hong

If there's someone who make the largest impact on my poly life, this person will be kh. I dislike him during the 1st few weeks, cause he gave me very "tianli" feelings, 1 of the hooligans classmate of mine in sec sch, and i always believe SOME of his words are too exaggerating to be truth, thus i dun trust him, or rather, i fear to be with him.

Dun really know how, start to like him a little during 1 of the pool trip, and it's that time where i blend in with the class. Although at the period when me and him is the most ar, arguably the 2nd sem of yr 1, but thou being very close to him, yet somehow i feel a little pressurized, or intimidating by him, which i cant explain why. But his acts towards me, thou abit awkward, but make mi feel very grateful, and really very grateful towards him. The only conclusion i can think of is that, it's the 1st way somebody treat me this way, thou i dun really like it, but i still feel the warmth in it.

He change my look by intro me hairstyling, and he still personally come down to my hse, from bedok, at 7.30 or 7.45, JUST to help mi style up my hair. In this world, how many pple will do that? The gratitude cant be explain in words, but can only stored deep in my heart. During 1 of my birthday party, or rather my sister, i was make somehow a joke at the party with the pea-size bday cake. Ciwei and him, thou with much apologise i din not really being with them all this while and "throwing" them aside in the party, went out just to bought a Swenson birthday cake for me. I believe this incident will remain fresh in my mind till the day i die. There's still plenty of incident to mention about, such as non-contact with him but yet only approach him at random time to help me on programming. He will use his precious time and really help me to solve it, and explain the logic to help me understand. All this acts of his really touches me.

The reason y i fall out with him is during Yr 2 sem 1 i guess. I believe that subject is MoB. He chose me being part as his group, and yet i was abandoned by him out of nowhere during the last min cause he's with kx, and he want clarissa claudia to come in, and also want jessica for good grades potential, and i was just removed by him. I dun hate him for this, as i think i should understand his situation. But somehow, i'm just disappointed, far too disappointed and my heart(in term of frenship) really just shatter to pieces on that day, and the part that he start working and not coming to class regularly, make me feel stranger-ish when i c him in class.

Nevertheless, there're thousands and thousands of thank you to kh, and he really help mi when i need him the most, changes my life and leave a memory in my heart.

Thank You Very Much.

4.

Claudia

1 of the C in our yr1 class. Used to address Clarissa and Claudia as the 2 Cs. This is 1 of the classmates that i never really get to talk to. Nothing in common, and thus nth to take about. But rather strange, we do xchange birthday regards to each other in sms.

Thank You.

5.

Clarissa

Clarissa, got a few personal name for her. Clarissa AiAi(due to maplestory, but no idea why), and the latest A-li-sa(because she like to eat the samosa curry puff thing and it rhythm like her name).

Definitely aint tt close with her , till year 2. The only reason we get close for once is because of maplestory, if i did not recall wrongly. She loves to buy the cockroach sweets which i always hate it the most. Undoubtedly the gambling queen in our class, clarissa is funny at times to talk with. It's pretty hard to see that Alisa can be emotional and pour secrets and complaints too and u will feel better from what she has to say.

The most funny and enjoyable session must be the times when we play overnite mahjong in her hse at yr 2, which consists of me, her, pong and meing(he say i own him 5 dollars, which i cant really rmb ;x), which is my 1st time in my life doing it.

Although sound close, look close, but really aint very close with her.

Thank You Clarissa-aiai

6.

KaiXuan

In Green. Hyper Jolin/Kelly fans, but no doubts they rock ^^ Aint close with her as well, just that we had a few conversation at way back during yr 1 sem1-2 days. If i aint wrong, the 1st conversation with her is about the boy band comic boyz.

There's aint any bad things for me to say about her, cause i always find talking with her pretty pleasure when i got the chance, and she's very friendly and approachable, at least for my case, and so i'm pretty honoured.

Heard that she got a pretty great job, and therefore wish her all the most in the future =)

Thank You.

7.

Barry

1 of the guys i hate most during my 1st few months in poly school. Find him very ah beng look and he's somehow pretty hostile to me at the 1st few weeks, and therefore dun really have a great impression of him all along.

As time went by, slowly get closer and better with him, realise he aint that bad afterall, just that how u see him. His signature of poly life is the frenster BoSs Guild and his beloved cars.

The deepest memories spend with barry should be ms, initial d, and during ideas. We used to play maplestory together and he's quite a chiongster and yet say i chiong, haha ^^. Thou very interested in ps2 initial D, and anime, but kh and him r the real pros in the arcade initial D, and really impressed by they 2 =). Nice memory of c-ing them play during the yr2 times.

1 of the most interesting project in my poly fren is IDEAS while we came out with this signature walking heels shoes and we really spent some quality and great time together. I can still rmb which a few happening things at that time, visiting his hse to do the shoes, spraying the shoes, cutting the school shoes and etc. Those are fun times.

Having a car to drive around and working for dad factory looks cool to me. Wish him all the best for his future, sincerely =)

Thank You.

8.

Bing Yu

couldnt get a better picture of him. He's the another guy which i hate the most during my 1st few weeks in poly. I just find this guy very arrogant and irritating at times, which i cant remember le.

Upon knowing him better, find out that he's actually a nice guy and also a funny guy, but i nvr stay contact or chat with him, so more of a hi-bye fren, and nth more then that.

All the best to him with sy and his cycling "career"

Thank You.

9.

Sin Yen

Cant get any picture of him. He's my "lao Da", 1 of the guy i respect quite a lot. For what reason i cant really tell as why, perhaps his aura? I'm real glad that he changed a lot since coming to poly for the better, and thus i feel happy for him. Sometime he will tell me his gangster era story back in his sec sch, and i everytime listen to it attentively, with interest. I find him aint a bad guy at all, moreover he's a guy who have some sense of humour and very jiang yi qi. Really enjoy talking and being with him.

Although i must apologise once again, for stereotyping with the rest of the class in yr 1, laughing at him with jiayu and part of the "fuck-face" committee. He's really 1 of the guy i wish to stay contact with, no matter what.

He got an X factor in him.

Thank You very much.

10.

Augustine

Apparently, dun have his picture at frenster or at my com. If there's 1 person who i fall out and get back to normal again the most, it must be this guy.

Well, not that i'm being arrogant, but i really cant c the sad part of being short and having a big head. Honestly i find his look very funny and cute. If he's to become a kindergarden teacher, he will be well-loved by the kids. He really got the cute and funny look which can be used on screen. Thou i sound exaggerating but i really feel it's possible.

He's definitely 1 of the guy well loved by the class. U can ask any1 and i doubt any1 will hate him, other them me and fadli, who feel like he got faggot clown king potential. He also got a X factor in him, just that he did not realise. The biggest problem with him is that he got low self-esteem and other then that, i think he's pretty fine.

The impact of him in my life is that i find talking with him, or more like teasing him, and playing with him is 1 of my biggest enjoyment in poly life, which make everything so interesting.

Thank You.

10 per entries, i'm tired. i cant believe i spend 1h 30min on this @_@

once again, thanks to all who enter my poly life and make a difference =)

out for now,
IngNaLx

Tatta Hitotsu No Koi

2007-04-22T15:36:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

finally finished Tatta Hitotsu No Koi. Overall, i gave it a 9.3/10 because i really expected a lot more from the last espiode. I was wondering why i love this drama so much, and i came to an conclusion. Nao , the female actress of the show, characteristics is the perfect example of my imaginary perfect girlfriend. It's 1 of the must watch drama, and i really like this show alot.

Moving on to Nobuta Wo Produce. Still struggling with the quality that i have but really worth it. It's getting more and more interesting and hooking me in despite the quality. Oh well.

Was disappointed at Man U draw against Middlebrough ytd, as luck wasnt at their side. They could have performed much better, and no, i dun want chelesa to be in the top of the league. Go Devils.

Been listening to Tatta Hitotsu No Koi soundtrack all along for 3 days and simply in love with it. It's one of a time where i simply listen to a drama soundtrack for DAYS. somehow 1 of the soundtrack sound as thou it's a piano piece alike from LotR. Perhaps it being my imagination, or perhaps not.

Really in a fit of anger the whole of day, and i really blamed it on the 2 jokers. They called and say they're coming down at 5pm for gaming. Well, they turned up at 7 or so. Nth of a big issue, but they replying my sms 40min later and expect a reply from them within a minutes. Likewise, i could have tagged along with my parent to my grandpa hse, as my cousins are heading back, which is rather a rare case. After 30min of waiting, i could have just ignored them and head along to my grandpa hse.

Upon reaching, they also dun bother to apologise and plunge into the gaming ps2 world and thus i physically ignore them as i'm somehow pissed. After all the gaming crap, they woke up at 9am to play ps2. They bother to reduce the tv volume to zero yet their shouting and screaming and cheering is any lesser then volume 10. Perhaps the anger was bought forwards, i just left the bed and went to my sister room to continue my rest.

My sister was telling me that my parent bought yakult for her to swallow her medicine and turn out those joker drank 2-3 yakult each and she's left with no1 for her medicine. I was so LOL-ed till i dun know what should i even reply to her. And the continuous echo of screaming and shouting can be heard behind my bedroom door and i really dun bother to head back to my room, while grabbing hold onto a book and start to read along in my sister room.

Have a pretty heavy lunch;

2 packet of mee goreng
1 bowl cream of the chicken
1 apple

Yesh, recently i bought 3 or 4 different brand of "cream of the mushroom\chicken" from mustafa and c which 1 is nicer and better of all, but all almost taste the same, likewise also cost the same, and so i'm down with the nutrients value of each of them and realise campbell brand look to be 1 of the best among all of the other unknown brands. Any brand suggestion ? ^^

They left while i was bathing and i rejected their offer to have lunch together and a movie trip. Guess it will gonna take me a day of 2 for things to get back to normal in my head.

IngNaLx `

Enlisted.

2007-04-19T08:19:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

ytd was a blast, indeed. I was unusually pissed by something, which shouldnt be the case, or i thought i will never even needa mention it about, but yet it happens. So it already kinda affect my mood a little. Therefore, i'm not even a single percent pissed about riding back home due to the cancellation of settlers. This, i promise.

Finally found a drama that can match on par with my liking for attention please, and i cant really c why sl was so shocked about it when i mention the drama name last nite.

I had to stop watching Nobuba Wo Produce because the quality i had here is very bad, and it really affect my mood when i'm watching it. Therefore, i decided to give Tatta Hitotsu No Koi a try, since my dear toda erika-swan will be acting too ^^ And once again, really needa thanks sl for the jdrama disc pile.

Tatta Hitotsu No Koi

Kame that ass, was so fortunate that the scriptwriter wrote this entire story, the plot, character and everything, cater just for Kame. When i heard it from SL, i was like lol -_-.

Kamenashi Kazuya as Kanzaki Hiroto

The main actress is not toda erika thou, which was rather disappointing when i heard it. But when i watch it, i really think Nao deserve the main actress role. Furthermore, she gave me the angela(zhang shao han) feel thruout the show.

Ayase Haruka as Tsukioka Nao

So far, i only manage to watch 3 espiode out of 10, and i simply love it. It's a love drama anyway, but the feel is really strong. This is one of the time when i can feel the actress actor and plot can really make me feel the presence of strong love. I gave credit to it's background music, for it add on a great impact on everything. Somehow, watching this show really make me dl Journey under the Midnight Sun, from Ayase Haruka. I think she really act out the feel and everything. Every simple words that she use, along with her facial expression for the words she use, really got an impact on me. It's really like, everything is so perfect. Kazuya impressed me by 2 levels in his act for this drama, yet see-ing him smoke make my impression decrease by a level as well. So far from the feel of the 3/10 espiode, i gave it a 9.5/10 rating.

Synopsis

A story of pure love between the son of a man who runs a ship repair factory beset with financial troubles and the well-bred daughter of a national jewelry chain store owner. The backdrop of the story is Yokohama.

If you feel you have lost the purity of your soul by watching stories about womanizers seducing impudent women, or by carrying out calculated maneuvers in your own love life, here is a story for you. A boy and a girl from highly different social backgrounds meet and fall in love. Their love, of course, faces a lot of obstacles.

Copyright from Beautified

Saw a few fren receive their ns letter and it really kinda panicked me. It put me in a mixed-feeling spot where i hope to receive so i can get in earlier(but going earlier is a inevitable fear feeling) and not the sep batch(But i can "escape" from harsh reality and enjoy a little bit more). I really fear to get into the Sep Batch, yet i'm pretty paranoid abt receiving the letter within this week or so. Life, is irony aint it.

Ytd night was so funny. Every word that i gonna type now is for real. I name this as the Irony 2. I fall onto my bed at 11 and i woke up at 1, feeling damm slpy but was interrupted by thim ler call, which i rejected and continue to sleep.

I woke up again at 3, for no reasons as well, feeling damm slpy. It's those kinda in describe-able feeling where the mind of mine start to think of a lot of things just liddat, and it took me pretty hard to get back into slp. I remember my brain was thinking abt jdrama actor and actress stuff.

At 5, i woke up again, for no reasons as well. Went to the toilet and drink some water and fall onto the bed. Took me another 30min to get back into sleep.

I dreamt of going to this "ns orientation camp 1" with dave, thim ler and yu zhao, and i saw quite a lot of gals in it. I got no idea why i was there because i keep telling myself i did not receive the ns letter yet i heard my name being broadcast at the camp.

No idea why i got an conversion with a malay gal, and surprisely the topic we're talking abt is ring accessories stuff. In the bus journey("part of the orientation program"), thim ler was grumbling about sth and it pissed off damm lots of guys on board, and it really worries me so much.

In a twinkle of an eye, i realise i was alone, and saw this gal, which i cant rmb is parrot or the malay gal, standing in the front of a white building. Walking towards it, i saw a poster which say "Camp Orientation Day 2 or 2", and the gal was waiting for me to get in together. When i take another step forward, i woke up. It was 7, and it indicates that i woke up every 2 hours or so. What's with this 2?

I get off my bed and walk to the living room, and saw a letter from MINDDEF. I open it and realise i was enlisted on 15 June, at BMTC SCH 2. Felt my day involved with so many "2"

Sidestory, which i think it's pretty memorable, 1 of the dream from 11-5 period. Face some setback and i went to mos alone somehow, and saw this gal sitting by herself. Walk over and sat there stone-ing since the sofa got pretty much of space left. Smile to her and "cheers" with the vodka on our hands. When i woke up in the dream, realise we're slping in my room, of course separate bed. Talk to her and realise she's from RJC and was quarreling with parent so went to mos to chill down. Dunno how and why, we fall in love tog and cant really rmb what happen, but she's heading overseas to study and i'm entering ns. I can relate this abit with the drama show, since i'm a poor guy and i rmb her family status is rich kid kinda feel.

So this is what pple say, thinking abt the drama and ns earn me 2 different dreams in every 2 hours. Wonderful ?

out for now.

with regards
IngNaLx

All Good Things Come To An End

2007-04-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends

"All Good Things (Come To An End)"

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus:]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

LIAR GAME

2007-04-17T08:12:00.000+08:00

tadaima,

i'm feeling real good today. During the midnite, SL did sth that really make my dayyyyy. She gave me a hardsub torrent for LIAR GAME and it really make me excited and smiled for no less then amin. That was a japan drama that's currently oncast at japan and i thought i will never get to see it till i'm in NS. BUT SUGOI desu, some1 is that impressive enough to come out with a hardsub copy and i was so happy dl-ing it !!

LIAR GAME

It's acted by Toda Erika-swannnnnn <3 and 1 of the F4 guy in HYD, shota. My most favourite and coolest of all 4. So to see Toda and Shota acting together yet again after HYD2 and with such a nice plot, it's sth i dream of watching and complaining to SL everyday, and to think i get to dl it and watch the 1st espiode is driving me crazy! honto honto.

Shota

The drama is self explanatory, liar game, and the SAW "mask guy" is part of the show. It's about Toda Erika-swann being completely too honest, out of nowhere is forced to take part in a liar game. She got 100 million yen of assets to start with, and needa win her opponent 100million. The loser will needa pay 100 million yen to the gamemaster. And her 1st opponent is her most trusted sensei, who in the end cheated all her money no doubt. She managed to get Ex-Genius Swindler Shota to help her get back the money, and 50million yen of her sensei as reward. SHota is expert in psychology warfare as he make the sensei go mentally stress like hell. This is the storyline for the 1st espiode thou, cause i just watch it. WAHAHAHAHAHA SHUANG ! SEEING Toda Erika swan and Shota acting together, kakkoi desu ne.

CANT WAIT FOR THE 2nd ESPIODE !

I BLAME IT ON SL. Lend me drama consist lots of Toda Erika-swan inside and make me fall for her. It's say to be no matter how the plot is messed up and stuff, but watching toda sad or happy smiles make everything worth it. LOL this is the xtreme but i can feel it !! toda erika BANZAI ! Shota BANZAI !

Managed to dl Linkin Park - What i've done as well ytd. It's indeed a fruitful day to begin with. The only downpart is i managed to slp for 3 hours only. Because i'm too excited to watch LIAR GAME ? or my insomnia is getting on me again ;(

geez, later gonna have lunch with randy in SP and along with badminton game at the court. i'm still bikkurishita that i'm going sch as a graduate student during sch-reopen.

ARIENAIHODA !!

out for now

with regards,
IngNaLx

Jap Phrase

2007-04-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

It's funny when a stranger add u in frenster, and when u accept him, he send u a "yo hi. thanks for adding me" comments. It's even funnier when he did this to quite a few pple as well, from what i c in his testi. I mean, is this the latest attention seeking method in town ? Irony at it's best.

Looking at my jap "exercise book"(notepad), i still think that jap language is very interesting and yet complicated at times. here's what siew sai impart on me for now.

dai suki - i love u
aishiteru - i love you
daikirai - hate you
heiwa - peace
watashiwa - formal i
ore - informal i
atashi - female i
boku = male i
shiranai - dunno
dame - cannot
zutto wasurenai - alwaus wun forget
iie- no
itadakimasu - [thank you for the food]
okaerinasai - welcome back
nemasu - sleep
tabemasu - eat
nomimasu - drink
tanoshii yo - fun
yasashii ne - easy
bikkurishita - omg , surprised.
subarashii,suteki,sugoi - wonderful
jodan,USO - kidding
anata - you , formal
kimi - you, normal use
omae - you, informal, abit rude
ureshii-happy
omoshiroi - interesting, funny
"arienai" or "arienaihodo" - unbelievable
nandemonai = nth
betsuni = nvm
Sumimasen, Gomennasai = sorry. latter is more informal, normal use when same age, or pple younger then u.
majide- really anot
maji - really
ikimasu - going
ashita - tml
gakkou - sch
muzukashi - difficult
Mukashimukashi - once upon a time

always learn a new word or two when talking to siew sai, 1 day i might be able to speak jap in full sentence without going for jap lesson, wahahaha !

Engine

2007-04-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

they may believe you
But I never will
Never again

uploaded kelly clarkson new song - never again as my blog song for now. kinda love it since i got it the 1st day. A nice addition to her album ^^

Engine

i finished 11 espiode of engine at one go ytd, from 8am to 5pm. It was a deliberate act as i wanna readjust my slping habit, so i'm using drama to keep me awake to hold me on till 10pm, but i was down at 7.30. Due to my impression of the way i seen engine advertisement on the tv, i'm aint that looking forward to watch it.

However, i was surprised that the storyline was pretty good and it undoubtedly better then my expectation. One point to note is that it's using a old and common meta concept, similar as compared to GTO, Food fight where every espiode the male and female lead will share a special and unique story with 1 of the student and so on.

Nevertheless, another pleasure of watching Engine because Toda Erika was acting as Hida Harumi in the show and it really pleased my eyes watching her acting, the gal who wanted to marry a guy but at that day, the guy nvr turned up. She's the actress i get to see without knowing before-hand for 3 consecutively drama. Overall i gave a 8/10 rating.

It is about a car racer Jiro Kanzaki(Jiro), who hate kids a lot, was forced to leave his car racer team and back to Japan for some unexpected trouble. Until he finds a new job as a racer, Jiro decides to stay with his parents. What awaits Jiro there is his hardheaded father, his nagging sister, the 12 children of the foster home his father runs, a snobbish male nurse, and a stubborn female nurse who likes to daydream about her life.

i thought i should have posted Toda Erika picture, because the next drama i was watching(Nobuta wo Produce), Toda Erika was acting as a school belly! Frankly speaking i never thought i will get to see her again. She's like a ghost, remind me of the Queen Classroom Sensei.

Some basic Fact :

She's born in 1988
She's Misa in DN2
She acted in 13 jDrama
She acted for 4 movies
She was involved in 3 commercial acts

I believe it will take me some time to finish Nobuta Wo Produce, since the quality is giving me some headache.

out for now.

with regards
IngNaLx

Jap drama

2007-04-15T02:43:00.000+08:00

lol, it was so damm hard to get ee ling number and it told me a full day to get it. I was pretty sian-ed diao by estee and sakeena when they have a way to get ee ling number yet they just lazy to get it for me. Was a little pissed at it, but in the end sakeena finally help mi get her number. So overall, thanks everyone.

In the end, she wasn't the gal either, then i walk off when the gal was talking to me. So well, in the end i also dun know who i dao-ed. oh well, to whoever it might concern, my apology.

Kbox for tml was cancelled as we couldnt get a room, and gonna have a meal with randy on tues in sch, and follow by a badminton match with xian they all. Bet the meal gonna be awkward, and i so wanted to pass it. Wed, going to settlers again, but location wise unknown yet, but should be pretty looking forward for it.

nowadays i'm low on money and it's really troubling me. I still own KH 16 bucks for food and brandon still own me 20 dollars for mos entry. Really feel sucks that nowaday i went out and really tight on budget and need frens to lend me some money to pay for the food or anything.

apart from that, ought to introduce and review some of the nice jap drama that i watch all this time, and it turns out to be i'm more attracted to a lot of actor and actress and really look forward to dl their other series. Jap drama prevail other drama in my humble opinion in the sense that they're aint that draggy. A perfect example for this is korean drama. DA chang jin, thousands of espiode, and stairway to heaven, nice at start, and damm draggy at the mid, and i lost my interest at the end part. HK series are so-so, which really lack of some kinda addictive power in them, and can be draggy in times. In conclusion, jap drama is the best. short,sweet,and nice.

Actually of all series, i love Attention Please the most. Ironically, it's also the first drama i watch that siew luang recommended me when i'm down with my family matter and it cheer me up a lot. In the series, i love the way Ueto Aya(http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Ueto_Aya) act, and in some way i think she look like rong zhu er. Punk, gothic, cute, rough, u name it, she got it in her character. Recently i get SL to send me her songs, and she really can sing as well. Looking forward to watch another drama of hers but too bad, it will be released for dl at ard july, where i will be in NS.

It's about a rock band gal, who is jobless and decided to go for Cabin Attendant because her admirer love to see her in uniform(cough cough). She make a big mess during the training, lots of laughter, emotional, hatred and in the end, she get recognised by everyone and graduated with hardship. Sound simple and common ? take a look at this drama and you will experience laughter and entertainment thruout all the espiode. I finish it within a day, 11 espiode or so with 2 Special Chapter. i gave it a 9.1/10.

The Queen Classroom. Amazing, when sl told me it's mainly filmed on primary 6 kids and stuff, i was abit sian diao. I'm wondering what can be so nice about it. She joke and say to me that this drama completely no chio bu or yandao(comparing it against HYD) and indeed everyone is xiao didi xiao meimei. But after i watch it, i understand why she like it a lot, and the addictive powder insert in this drama is rather strong, and i really cant stop watching it as well. In shame, i tear quite a bit during the last espiode, because the words they use, and the truth, is so freaking touching. i'm so obsessed with that sensei. i gave it a 8.5/10.

It's about a primary 6 gal, who was looking forward to create a sweet memory with her classroom. However, there's a transfer teacher, from retraining center as their home teacher. The teacher use SpY, harsh punishment, and even critise a guy history that his mum is a slut and his father is a useless ass, and make the whole class damm tense up. Everyone is suspecting each other, quarreling. What is this sensei real intention ? very interesting. The actress playing the sensei and her real life character is completely opposite. the way she act it out so perfectly and won her the best actress for this show amazed me. Amami Yuki, SUGOI DESU.

Hana Yori Dango aka meteor garden in Jap, is actually the drama i wanted to watch most cause sl recommended it, same as forum strong recommendation of it. Anyway i nvr watch the taiwan version so i cant compare, but taiwan version again, espiode is damm lot. Quanlity > Quality belief must be eliminated. Well, i must say this is a very very nice drama show and i like it a lot, just that i enjoyed the top 2 drama better. i think shaui-ness wise for F4 wun lost to taiwan version, same apply to the actress. It's really a must-catch and i gave it 8.5/10. I think the failure part of this drama is that during the 2nd season, the plot was totally messed up and insert for the sake of insert everything at the end of the show which i think wouldn't tally with the theme and feel all time long.

it's about this BIMBO gal, who messed with this F4 guys and the F4 head start to show interest in this bimbo gal. The f4 leader act like one piece guy name chopper as the later part and is certainly amusing. Esp the way they say stuff yet their face reveal another emotions that defer from their harsh tone, so cute. In the end, arranged marriage, the resentment of her dad, the death of KEN, the love of Rui cause tons of obtacles from them. Will they be able to get together in the end ?

Gonna watch Engine or Yuuki as my next drama, pretty looking forward to it. Kelly Clarkson new song "never again" is out on ahs forum and it's real nice. I cant stop looping it for now. As for the next best damma thing from Avril, i was pretty upset to be frank. In fact, sad to say, i only enjoyed 1 of her songs and i think the rest was pretty so-so. Certainly not at her best ability. Nevertheless, her new style was pretty cool as well. The next damm album i'm looking forward to, is LINKIN PARK. I heard they change their theme for their songs, and have a completely makeover for their hairstyle.

SL show me this CM from sawajiri erika(the actress in 1 litre of tears)(http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Sawajiri_Erika), and it was WAY TOO COOL. OMG her new style is HOT !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTzc04-8Pd8

i'm certainly looking forward to watch Liar GAme , which consist of Toda Erika(http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Toda_Erika)(the gal who act in DN2) and Matsuda Shota(http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Matsuda_Shota)(1 of the F4 guy). In future, Toda Erika, Sawajiri Erika, Matsuda Shota, Ueto Aya and Nishikido Ryo will claimly be a treasure in the eye of jap drama.

out for now.

with regards
IngNaLx

Graduation Robe

2007-04-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

getting graduation robe for the graduation ceremony on May, along with meing, yu, allan, pongy, cw.

it's raining but limited umbrella so meing and i walk in the rain while the rest was walking with umbrella. aint really against it since i like the rain, just that it will make my style up hair completely flat, and thus all effort gone.

inside the graduation robe shop was pretty .. wow. y wow ? i saw sakeena, fiona, joshua and yilin. it was so qiao i thought. not 1, but 4 ? at the same time at the same days. amazing i thought.

meing was telling me that yilin was talking to me abt the hair colour change but i nvr heard it so i smiled and walk off. Upon knowing what going on, it was very very rude of me. Thinking of it on the way really make mi feel freaked out.

Went to chomp chomp to have dinner. We order stingray, tofu, satay, chicken wing, carrot cake, oyster, prawn mee and dessert. Nice meal,i was damm full but glad that it was a gd meal ^^

went home and try to contact fiona, estee and sekeena for yilin number but to no avail. Try to get from zm but he dun have too. Went around to look for yr2 smart member booklet but cant find. go frenster of estee and fiona to look abt also cant find some1 by her name or her face. it's bad, real bad.

came to think abt it, bayern munich lost to ac milan 2-0 ytd, everything look like it's downfall of luck for me.

with regards
and apology
IngNaLx.

Mukashimukashi

2007-04-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

Mukashimukashi....

the family is solved so far, and i'm very grateful to those who're concerned with this matter and discussed it with me, and being there when i need them the most. So the saying " huan nan jian zhen qing " is true afterall.

gonna thanks siew sai the most, who meet up with me and pass me a pile of japanese drama to watch, and i enjoy those dramas alot. dai suki desu !

will update soon.

somehow, i feel like moving on like silin-style ;)

with regards
IngNaLx

RETARTED AIDS

2007-03-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

so this is how everything goes.

DAD -> China Ger Employee(CGE)

Well, your contract gonna over soon. Renew aint a problem, but under the govt law, you needa do medical checkup.

CGE - > DAD

huh y need medical checkup?

DAD -> CGE

of course to check ur body condition, *giggle* like AIDS, blood pressure and stuff.

CGE - > BASTARD

went home, and tell her bf that she needa go medical checkup if needa renew contract. bd ask why ? she replied : Boss say needa check body condition, like AIDS , blood pressure and stuff.

BASTARD = Retarted = c this as an insult that my dad is saying she got aids, thus the bastard spread the aids to CGE.

CGE bf act pai kia and come my hse find trouble.

JUST LIKE THAT U WANNA FREAKING CHOP 1 PERSON ? CRAP THIS IS NOT A BASTARD. THIS IS RETARTED SHIT. this is 100x chidish then any kids. CRAP CAN U FREAKING IMAGINE IT ?

now he lock up, send his boss come talk talk with my dad and policeman relative. wow, u bastard, steal my slp, steal my freedom, and now u want me spend my heart and make me worry for my family, u damm childish retarted bastard. MIND U, u're 40+ years old.

1 word, u chop pple go jail
u're whole life wasted.
u enter jail or hang
ur CGE out there cry for u
being left alone
and i believe that's much worse then a joking AIDS.
CRAP
can any1 get more retarted?

PISSED AND WORRIED
ArTiSiMO

bastard

2007-03-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

well well well, just when i'm about to dedicate this day to update my blog, shit happen.

this stranger, Mr Bastard, was pressing the bell and knocking onto our door from 2am to 3am. for this, i salute him. NO1 bother to open the door and he still can ring the bell and knock onto the door for 1 hour. I was about to sleep, but this joker make me crawl out of my bed and take a look. Nobody in my hse responded, which shows that every1 is real tired. i took a peek at the door, a joker-look alike, and i turn back and continue to sleep, cause i believe my parent will settle it.

I woke up at 6am liddat, cause of a loud loud quarrel at the door. It was that Mr Bastard, screaming at his top of his voice at our door step as if it's 6pm instead of 6am, with my dad trying to keep his cool and explaining thing out. I heard it is due to some employee problem and this china BF of his, came to quarrel with my dad, which is hardly my dad problem. I was annoyed.

i woke up at 9am again, cause 2nd floor and 3rd floor was renovating, and it was so damm loud, and wa liew, i woke up being pissed.

so i heard from my maid that he was carrying a knife all along, and the RETARTED PART IS, he freaking chop off the plants that we had been planting all along, that bastard. what the hell got the plant to do with him, tt brat. Swing his knife and chop off my plant, cactus just as he like ? THIS IS SO BASTARD-like attitude. WHen i look at the doorway, and c those plant being chop off, and scatter all over, i was like WTH.

It was my mum, who call the police and took that bastard away, and heard that the bastard is out of bail. IF HE FREAKLY DARE TO MESS MY SLPING NIGHT again, i gonna give him some kena.

That bastard give me real trouble. My maid dun even dare to leave the hse to buy food for me, none dare to go get some ingredient for my dinner, and i have to go down personally and buy. what a joke.

SO my parent get those policeman relative to come my hse later on, and they keep ask me becareful and stuff. Of course i'm pretty tense up, which is inevitable, but this bastard, make me cant slp, chop off my plant like no1 business and make my family live in paranoid, deserve to be call a bastard.

As for the whole issue, my parent r unwilling to tell me everything, but i truly doubt they're even more then 10% causing the enrage of this bastard. But the 2 of them, really kinda live in fear now. tt bastard.

dun be surprised to find me die or chop , this few days in the newspaper. i'm still going out for sure, tml, and sat, and sun.

DAMM, cant there be PEACE?

change in life.

2007-03-19T22:12:00.001+08:00

moshi moshi

fri sentosa trip was 1 of the best. enjoy it alot.
thou i believe i got some bites from some insect
and so i got a swollen spot by my hand
and some unknown bruise on my leg area.

went to harbourfront and have pepper lunch
and pia damm lots of water
shop ard with zhao and thim
then zhao gtg orchard to meet fren
and thus thim went home with me for ps2-ing.

i took a nap while thim was ps-ing
and at nite, meing came by to ton as well.

sat :

went to play street soccer at boon keng with thim and frens
wore a old shoe and thus at the end of the day,
the shoe was a total goner.
during the 2nd match, i remove my shoe and play
and thus end up i got lots blister all over my feet.
somehow i saw clarissa at the court there,
attending some wedding ceremony.
she look so corny !
i look from far and like huh ?
think she having the same reaction as me

at nite,
i got 5 frens coming over to watch man u match
and they won 4-1
superb victory ^^
they went off at 2
and i start to get some rest.

sun :

woke up in pain.
head - > headache strike me, and down with a fever
body - > chest was choking non-stop, and it hurts
hand - > swollen
leg - > muscles ache and leg blister

and thus i spent most of the time in bed resting.

did not do much stuff, been quite rot.

mon :

preparation the necessary stuff for roger lee
so as to receive a testi from him
oh well, i nearly lost my result slip.

april fool day going botanic garden for picnic ?
tt's very rare i suppose
who knows? end of the day it might be just a april fool joke -_-

wed should be going central with des they all
providing i'm fully recovered.

//misc.

A: i'm done for ur words. stop forcing me to do stuff that i dun like. end up i will just ignore you.

B: i'm done for ur act. thou i'm being nice to you, but being a replacement for sth issnt nice to me, and 1 day it will take it's toll on you.

my msn is still having some issue, thus i might not be replying most of the time. my apologies.

surprisely, i seem to be quite negative towards quite a bunch of poly frens nowaday, and i dun really get it as well. oh well.

hope this fever which cause so much "brain damage" to me will die off soon and bring my brain damage away.

if you like sth, just go ahead and say.

i'm out.
peace.

Serapong Trip Part 2

2007-03-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

out of the tunnel. the left side is where we sneak into.

off we go again, to the next venue.

climbing up this big wall.

next part of the journey.

4get what is it. haha.

during ww2, this is 1 of the place where the British fire their missiles.

that hole is where the lift will transport the missiles up to fire.

"tree house"

this tunnel explain why there're tons of mosquito around.

we reached the summit ^^

summit view.

summit view 2.

summit view 3.

zhao me ler ^^

next area of interest to explore : Barrack.

another firing zone.

john/yun

more house.

inside look.

inside look 2.

side look.

eerie ?

we are going in.

and so it begins.

once again, it is pure darkness inside. capture with the help of flash.

3 steel rusty door with a tiny bit of gunpower and stuff.

in we go.

what lie ahead ?

boo.

like some kinda haunted house.

did not have any good feeling about this thou.

feel like crawling down and explore? who knows, sadako might be waiting.

OUT OF TUNNEL, on the way down the mountain.

nice view.

manage to capture 1 of the toilet while walking down.

1936 ! go buy 4D.

another nice view while walking down.

nice view too.

beauty of sentosa.

armory of British soldier.

what a tree !

as we went in to explore, we realise the step panel of the staircase had been removed. this mark the last and final of the tunnel.

End of Journey ^^

Serapong Trip

2007-03-17T08:07:00.000+08:00

Moshi Moshi `

had a pretty amazing trip at serapong yesterday. it's thrilling, and the adventure is more fun then i thought. pretty tired now, so enjoy the pics for now.

We arrived to Sentosa !

1 of the house that we seen around. pretty nice i thought. very british.

begins our journey from this very step. Malcohm Tan was caught on the pic.

1 of the British academy where low rank british soldier used to stay.

thim ler acting like a jerk

The roof is used to park helicopter. Can u spot something unusual ?

YA EXACTLY. HOW CAN it BE PLACED HERE? wulu and out of place.

manage to capture this peacock walking up the staircase. nice.

the brown tool at the left, is where british soldier used to scrap off mud dust off their boots using it.

inside the BOMB shelter.

Entrance to the bomb shelter.

There are like 3 Bomb shelter at that place.

We found this house being renovated, out of nowhere, with nobody inside. nice ^^

The house is real beautiful in some way. The water was crystal clean. The pool is about 1 metre high.

3 gals squeezing themselves in this small tub

the entrance. thim ler is busy washing of mud off his shoes. zhao was posing ^^

Nice view. Dun u think so ? ^^

Move on. This building got this stairway to heaven feeling. haha xD

End of Barrack and Military Building lesson. Serapong tunnel journey lies ahead. Waiting for bus

Finally reach serapong station. Look at back of our 5 dollars note. It is this very tree.

Serapong Tunnels begins.

DUMB me. i should have capture the entrance of how we get inside. Our entry was pretty unbelievable.

Anyway this is where we're inside a forest, with no pathway. Just plain obstacles.

Tons of black FAT BIG ants crawling around in groups of 60+, and i manage to c tons of centipede and millipede crawling on the floor too.

show the route we're travelling. Mr Malcohm Tan was having a going crazy expression

After 25min-30mins of hiking, they wanna capture some moments together ^^

LOL, this is the entrance alike of the 1st tunnel. Cause it's so damm small, and damm cramp, i couldnt take any pic inside.

X is me, and i had to bend down and crawl inside. Inside is some water reservoir. Also we got some bats along for company. Wasted. I should capture some pic inside. there goes my 1st tunnel.

onward to the 2nd tunnel.

tired already?

i just thought this was pretty funny, aint it ? xD

the journey begins again. Onward to 2nd tunnel. Look at the knife ! We needa cut down the plants in order to proceed any further. spiders, mosquito, tons of it.

onward without fear

entrance to the 2nd tunnel. This is way bigger then the 1st one.

PURE DARKNESS INSIDE. thanks to the invention of flash mood for digicam.

thim leading the way. what a joke.

Tunnel Structure 1.

Tunnel Structure 2.

Tunnel Structure 3.

this is what lies beyond the previous pic. Look like a some1 being buried there. LOL

Tunnel Structure 4

part of the tunnel collapsed.

Tunnel Structure 5.

omg look at Mr Malcohm Tan !

50 percent more of pictures coming, which include somemore tunnels, nice summit view, and some of barracks where war occurs.

i'm out for some soccer games.
Smell ya later.

Peace.

arrange songs

2007-03-15T05:25:00.000+08:00

wow ! i woke up at 9+pm 2day. PRO RITE
hahahahahaha !!
cause i slpt at the noon
but 9pm.. so damm retarted -_-

anyway mina,
happy white valentine day =)

receive mika latest album from sl
fill with gospel type
pretty weird but make her own unique style
interested parties can dl from this link.
[http://www.sendspace.com/file/zwedde]

heard that youtube and google is being sued
by some music company for copyright.
damm jialats, hope youtube can win this case
i like the videos and mv posted there ^^

all along i got 1.5k + of songs
all dumped into 1 folder.
inspired somehow by sl,
i decided to category all my songs by artists
and i spent tons of hours shifting my songs ard.
haha.

finished shifting 700 songs and did some renaming.
this sure is tiring
and it's ard 5.32am now.
guess i will get some rest now
jAaAAaaAaaaAaaAa neeeeeeeee

PS

wearing my cross necklace around,
my dad thought i become an christian
and keep talking abt it with my mum
and i thought it was so lol
oh well ^^

AND I'm sick and tired of my slacking life
slacking is gd
but too much slacking is nono
working soon
xD

peace ^^v

"When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine"

Music post

2007-03-14T04:27:00.001+08:00

wow, this is my 5th post for the day. the last one.

pretty nice music are out nowadays
and really thanks a lot to siew sai
who sent mi lotsa nice music
Arigatou Gozaimashita!!

koda new album songs are pretty decent
esp Aisho.
the pv wise was rather interesting,
but the lol part is the cameraman was filming her body more then anything.
u know u know ^^
[http://www.sendspace.com/file/izjart]
[http://download.yousendit.com/6E16AE616AF401B6]

yuna ito release new album too
omg it's best of the best.
i like both the songs
esp the song title, reason why.
i dunno loop it how many times le,
simply awesome stuff !
[http://www.megaupload.com/?d=YCR9VQ7G]
[http://download.yousendit.com/A8C4982F2E726EEE]

mika new album is released today
guess i gonna ask sl 2nite(wed)
look forward to it ^^

hiro reported missing, but sl said that she will surface soon for her next album,
which i really hope so.
hiro is 1 of the most talented low profile jap singer,
and i really like her voice and her song
i waiting for her new album to be out !!

utada divorce with her husband
rather shocking.
a few weeks ago i was saying how nice "flavor of life" song was
how sad and sweet it is,
and the truth is,
the lyrics is written by utada abt her and her hushand marriage situation
and when i listen it with the lyrics,
man it's so sad.

AVRIL LAVIGNE is releasing her new album at mid april
COOL
it has been long since i last heard of him
gosh i cant wait for it.

few days ago, sl was telling me abt this music "frenster"
and i quite hook onto it when i saw it,
cause i thought it's pretty interesting in some ways
i reckon u guys will register but who knows ?
[http://www.last.fm/] for the website
[http://www.last.fm/user/IngNaLx] my profile

ok, i'm done for today
peace ^^v

sentosa part one.

2007-03-14T03:55:00.000+08:00

pretty looking forward to friday !

our sec sch history teacher, mr malcohm tan(yesh we still keep in touch)
and yesh(i love history),
is leading our class
to explore fort serapong
where there is a hidden tunnel there
the british use for the jap occupation
during the 1st trip, they did not manage to explore tt very tunnel
due to lack of equipment
and yes, it's a private property,
so hope we dun get caught on fri
and i miss out the 1st trip cause it's during poly examination.
screw it.

parrot send me some nice photos
and the way she describe everything
really excited me
so wanna share some photos
and fri i will personally take some ^^

private property !

MT,sheena,kg,sl,parrot,sy,hany,wl

wonder if some1 falls, then jialats.

i demand more adventure stuff during fri !

the mid 1(parrot was saying 1 dun even need to close the door when 1 was using it)

cool ?

parrot was saying this's bigger then malcohm tan plam. i wanna c it !

this is the tunnel that we're gonna explore ^^

they manage to capture the sunset scene. kawaii ne.

peace ^^v

END OF FYP

2007-03-14T03:40:00.000+08:00

went out for some games of dota, and back to continue what i had left.

Mon went to sch, which happen to be pretty happening.
a few of them decided to go back SP to appeal fyp marks.
i dun wanna appeal because i think we get B+ as we nvr upload on final presentation itself
but it's not within our ability.
moreover, i dun wanna have anymore issue with SP project stuff already.

however, i had a shock of my life when i heard bc grp grade
and when i recover abit
the big shock strike me when i heard abt amy grade
i went out omg-ing and wth-ing.
morale of the story? DUN BELIEVE IN CUNNING LECTURERS ^^

i decided to try sth fun ^^
without a spect, i travelled from home to SP
and the journey was pretty cold,
cause everything was blurrish.
the only thing i'm worried is that a fren wave or smile at me
and i din then jialats le.

i think the most funny part is during the pathway at outram
seem like all different sorts of colour shirt folding pass me
cause i cant even c any bit of expression and stuff.
thrilling and fun !

when reach, they told me that they decided to drop the appeal.
ah tai is a gd lecturer, no doubt ^^
they say need 20 each to appeal
BLOODY SP THIRST FOR $$
WTH DO U NEED STUDENT TO PAY FOR APPEAL
WE PAY FOR KNOWLEDGE, SO WHY THE HELL DO WE NEEDA PAY U FOR APPEAL.
it's simply nonsense.

went to print at the lib
and the printer eat my money !!
they cfm the job yet no paper printed out from the printer.
this is the best -_-

with manual up, and the final upload of FYP
i return the laptop and declare FYP DONE.
i'm not gonna pickup randy call,
and i think we're kind enough to help him till today
no more(bei hor tone) !!

went to catch 300 at the cathay
actually suppose to watch dreamgirl/pursue for happiness/music for lyrics,
but desmond dun 1.
des wanna watch 300, but dave dun1
me ci jessy netural party.
end up sci paper stone and des won.
300 !!

went off to try dave recommended chicken rice stuff.
pretty nice, mayb because too hungry so everything also nice
and bought the famous rocher tauhuay and tauhuay water.
oishi ne !

proud of dave not listening to mp3 while watching the show
cause dave aint into violence, horror show and it will freak him out.
300 is the best, which consists of 2 elements tt ought to freak dave out.
nudity and violence.
I was LOL at 300 nudity scene
esp the part where they film how couple make love,
the process and the nudity.
SO FUNNY AND SO lame
totally no link and unneeded.
lotsa nudity all over, which i din expect it
i was telling ciwei beside me how LOL was it.
NOW I KNOW WHY EVERY1 SAY 300 IS NICE
*EVIL GRIN*

but storyline wise, all rite ba
i give it 3.5/5
peace ^^v

Poly DND

2007-03-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi -

u know what?
when i heard the gals doing their hair at paragon for dnd
i was like HUH WTH BBQ
every1 is like so into DND
honestly, i just plan on wearing normally like what i did
but after all this jokers do stunt
i think i will really look like clown on that day

look at the mirror
kinda like my hair colour now
pretty looking forward for 5 to strike.

dress up, sms bc
and went to chinatown mrt station.
feel rather unez,
because wearing like this is attention seeking
kinda freak me out thou.

dave with his hat, along with bc reached chinatown soon
and we took cab to the hotel
and met up with the gals.
EVERYONE INSIDE DRESSING DAMM KUA ZHANG
the gals all dress up so differently
the hair, the makeup
damm lol ~

took quite a lot of photo that nite
sitting for cxp they all at the table
so pretty awkward for me
but i really like how cxp do her hair
once i saw a lady did it during the mrt station
and i thought it was so cool
it's pretty simple, but it's very stylo

the food there is all rite ba
then got 1 vegetarian sharkfin alike
very greenish, look quite er xin
but taste damm nice man!
it's will be a gd replacement for dinner next time
save the shark !

dave was opted for the prom king
dear fishy was opted for the prom queen
and she did won it
^^

took damm lot of photos after that
then we head to mos
surprisely, class 12 went with us as well.

too bad, jessy nvr bring her id or student pass
and she was rejected at the entrance
pretty sad abt it
it's dave 1st time clubbing
and my 1st time mos-ing

MOS is big la inside
as compare to the 1st club that i go, MOMO,
it's completely 2 different thing, haha.
dave aint really into mos till the song irreplaceable is played,
then he get high abit.

dance along the main hall,
then we proceed to the retro room all the way.
dave really like the retro room and finally start to move his butt
and we dance for like 1hr continuously or so, and retreat to 1 area and rest abit
guess what !
sg idol hady was there,
france kiss a gal in front of us, thrusting her to the wall
so funny ^^

we party till ard 4 +
where dave start to get real shag,
and we left with class 12 and proceed to mac
a guy 4get to bring his hp and dave even went out to find the guy
in the end the guy came back to retrieve his hp.

i was thinking
a big fat hp on the table in front of him,
how can 1 4get to bring it along ?

hotcakes hotcakes
rot till 6 and we took taxi home
tireddddddd sia
and guess what happen at the end of the day b4 i sleep ?

broken spect !

mos mos
what a memory
the 1st time i get to call cher on phone
cher..

peace `

preparation for DND

2007-03-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi -

ya i know i know, it's been long since i last updated. but updating seem to be too tough for me xD

went to shop with edwinS , dave and des for dnd stuff.
me and dave gonna buy stuff
edwins act as advisor
des come c show

dave buying blazer and earring
me dunno what to buy, but know there're damm lot of shit to buy.

went to shop the whole of far east
dave know whether what he's looking for.
as for me, looking at the clothes and stuff,
nth seem to amaze me.
everything look the same
everything look kinda nice.
so what am i gonna buy?
i got no idea at all
i'm really sucks at shopping huh.

went to shop lotsa around too
but then, nth to my liking

went to meet up with mEing
then we went to taka and eat
me and dave went to buy cha palang
sushi, fried noodle, takopaki etc etc
OISHI NE

went back to shop
spend lotsa time on my part
rather guility
thanks every1 for their helps and advices
else i wun be able to buy any single shit

neck.

belt.

shirt.

blazer

ring.

at the nite
i dye my hair for the 1st time
thou it.s only 9.99
the effect is damm solid and nice
goldish brown -

chalet @ cny period

2007-03-07T06:34:00.000+08:00

cool, guess what? i have been tossing around in bed, from 4 till now, which is 6.30am. cant get to sleep, and i'm meeting dave edwin at 2. deng it, so i'm here, updating my blog ^^

a few weeks ago, was having chalet at pasir ris loyang, is it ? gosh, i have been hit by a bad memory stick, kinda 4get lotsa shit, perhaps it's normal for some1 to blog at this time. anyway it's sponsored and organised by aug, which means the rest of us will need to pay for food only, and so thanks to aug for his generous offer.

DAY 1

well, certainly i dun really feel like bringing a luggage kinda bag for my clothings and stuff, and in the end i pack all those stuff into a hiking bag, which make me a little retarted. when i exit my house, i kinda regret it already.

met up with ci fish and bc , then went to buy some misc stuff like toothpaste, drinks and chips. ci was kind enough *cough cough* to sponsor peach absolute vodka for the night. after that we took bus to aloha loyang chalet. man it's awesome, as it's pretty huge. 1 of the best chalet i have even been to. aug and pong was there earlier on, in a room. so well ^^

so there's a living room, with a pretty big inch tv, a large dining table, a kitchen filled with all the necessary utensils, like cups wok freezer heater and stuff, pretty amazing. self owned 2 bbq pits, 4 rooms for 65 bucks per day. it's indeed cheapass. soon xian and clarissa came, and we start to gamble.

after gambling for like 1 hour, we went to bicycle rental shop. i know i have to cycle, cause i have to. its been long since i last cycle, so really looking forward to cycle, esp in the beach, with all the breeze and nice atmosphere. the bicycle rental was 20 bucks 2 nights, so it's expensive. but heck la, it's time to enjoy.

we cycle to downtown east and have our dinner. we settled down at sake sushi, which is another 20 bucks down the drain. 1st night, not even 1/2 of the day spent, 40 bucks flied away already, pretty fast huh. me clarissa and dave was sitting tog, while yu ci bc aug sy at another table. so there's 1 funny part whereas there's this indo waitress i think, which clarissa say very pretty, and keep want me to help ask for her phone number and stuff, which is pretty corny i think. but the indo girl was really pretty. i dunno what wrong with clarissa but she keep saying the gal keep smiling at me, and when we're leaving, she smiled and look at me, which i smiled back. But well, what wrong with a waitress being friendly towards their customer, which is pretty normal aint it ? haha. my heart only got dear fishy, rite ^^

nite time edwin join us and it's the insane part. really i mean that night was so memorable. in summary, we cycle all the way from chalet to changi village, just to c bapok. we began our journey at 2am, with our 2 heros, 1 being dave who ride aug along, and another being bc, who ride clarissa along. the journey is exciting, cause many thing happens. dear fishy fall, aug lost the chalet keys and stuff.

cycling on that night was a different experience for me, because we cycle in the middle of the road, which is pretty chilling, it's tough. real tough, esp the infamous slope. it's 1 hella slope that we suffer alot. but sure is fun, and i enjoy alot. the breeze, the darkness, and the group of us cycling towards the same destination.

when we reach, we cycle around the infamous changi village carpark, and c a few of them wearing just a bra on top walking around, which is so funny. i still remember how a van drive by, stop, and talk to that bra bapok, and she got into the van and the van drive off. dave was so stunned upon looking it, which is very funny. clarissa and others keep wanna sabotage 1 of us to chat with the bapok and ask for the fee of a night. lol, what a nitemare if i will to do that, not due to asking, but looking at them. i think i will laugh out loud while asking, which make mi look like a fool. meanwhile we realise aug HP was missing, and he was so sianed. we feel for him.

the "special unit" me xian and cw went to look for his hp while some of the guys wait for cabs for those who's feeling uncomfortable to take a ride back to chalet and join back with us. fortunately we found it and head back to chalet. upon reaching chalet, i feel like a dead man, hell it's tough.

then we went to swim. this is heaven as we're tired and hot like hell, and then jumping straight into the pool is damm shiok man. clarissa and xian so gian the slide, and was playing with it. later part sy was coaching clarissa abt some anti-molest moves, and me/aug was the victim for such an education.

went back, took a bath and slp with bc. i just know lotsa pple come in and disturb us to wake up, 1st wave being the girls, who just bath and waiting for hair to dry, ask them dun slp and company them. haha, lucky i slp the inner bed, so bc was the victim, and i continue to slp, lala.

Day 2

i dunno got how many times xian cw and fish came into my room, but indeed ciwei voice was sharp. so i woke up and join them for lunch at downtown east, where we da bao food back and eat at the dining table.

sad to say, dave bc and pong, who spent lotsa time to plan for the amazing race, are unable to execute it due to the delay and the wrong time of the van delivering the bbq food.

meanwhile the rest who're gambling, which include desmond who just arrived, me pong yu bc went to cycle around , and inside this maze, we took lotsa photo, which includes 1-7 finger post cam shot, which i 1st experience in my life, pretty lol. and we play the obstacle cross and stuff, so pretty fun. the bad part is, we're still suffering from the aftermath of ytd cycling, which cause us backside and leg ache, lol.

bbq preparation proceed, kudos to des xian edwin on the early part of bbq-ing and sy aug bc for taking over of the bbq section. i ate a lot that night, so freakly full till i also wanna puke, but it's nice la ! haha. meanwhile BB was taking photos of BG slping ! so bad.

late at night, we rent football and basketball, along with dave volleyball, and dominate the court playing around, so tiring but fun ^^

back to chalet, i was so shag, cause i ate too full earlier on, with heaty stuff and drinking lotsa cold syrup water, thus my body feel alittle uncomfortable. after a light supper prepared by bc, we went to the room and play cards and loser will get to drink the vodka.

too bad i dun have cam but bc and pong look as thou they're toasted, cause they're red as hell after a few cups of vodka, so shocking. dave fall out soon because it's his first time drinking vodka. after we finish the whole bottle of vodka, feel a little shag and went back to my room and slpt with bc.

Day 3

during checkout, we realise 1 of the key gone missing ! and we find and find, dig and dig, brainstorm and stuff, in the end clarissa took it. after that we went to eat lunch by settling down at mac. way back was pretty shag cause i got to carry that hiking bag along the mrt station which is quite blehed.

reach home, deliver my application to ntu, and went to sleep.

YAY i finished blogging abt my chalet trip, and feeling a little slpy. hope i can to slp and wake in time.

ja-ne !

the price of sin is death

2007-02-26T02:44:00.000+08:00

yo mina `

wahahahahahahha super long since i last blogged. ever since exam started, i lost all my inspiration to read/write blog liao. but then i figure out i might die in the chalet, being raped to death or sabotage till very jialat , so i better blog out some stuff, when i got the chance ~_~

after exams i did lots of stuff, so try to blog out some interesting ones that i can recall.

*hiking*

organise by xian. quite a few was invited but some sick some overslpt, so left me bc jess and xian. haha ~ HIKING LEH OMG, new program new adventure, and our destination is bukit timah hill.

on the way up to the entrance of bukit timah hill, jess was attacked or being chased after by 1 monkey, cause she got a lollipop in her mouth, but well it apply to all 4, perhaps the male monkey is horny ! haha ~ the expression on jessy is so corny !

this bring out some memories, both good and bad ones. bad ones is that actually my parent own one unit at this condo springdale beside the bukit timah here, which they currently used for rental, but it's empty now. bad cause it's mainly a gathering of relative from my father side. dun like it at all. good wise cause my last visit was a primary 6 class outing with frens and tcher. i still rmb i needa hold on to the .. the... WHAT AR.. handle or whatever stuff, cause damm steep and i feel as thou i'm falling.

NOW I'M BACK, to challenge this bukit timah hill again ! pretty nice i guess, the air there is SUPERB nice. got damm lots of auntie uncle jogging there wor, healthy , mai siao siao. tiring wise, so far so gd, but i remember got this never ending staircase to the summit, which i really climb till my leg shag. u know the wu zhong xian got 1 show, is celebritity challenge climb up like 80+ storey tower i think, and i thought ai zai they pai xi, make it look so tough, think back, i must b a FOOL, just like liverfool, i mean liverpool.

climb till 1/2 way raining very heavily. must be cause of jessy presence. 1st was the attacks of the monkeys, and now is the fury of gods. therefore, nvr go out wit jessy again ! i was cursing jessy to fall, but end up no one fall. xian bought some tibits for us, bc help mi carry my water bottle and lovesweat towel, so nice of them.

this is the best, we r running while it was raining damm heavily. and i really mean damm heavily. what a nice sight, of 4 young talented youth raining in the rain. this is youth ! xian bring us go eat tai zi shop. the food there wise not bad, can go again next time. the plain porridge, thou very ordinary, is so much nicer then mine. wonder how they do it. after tt we go eat roti prata, i order cheese and durian, nice wor.

after tt go back eat the father side the reunite dinner. it's the worst. thanks dave who was talking with me on phone all along, and i really try to make myself so damm busy such that i nvr talk to all of them more then 8 sentences thru the nite.

*manga*

thanks to vippy and edwin ! WOOT they intro mi each a chinese china manga site, tt got the whole world of anime there, mayb i exaggerating but really got a lot ar. basket i c le so amazed, keep wa here and there, so sua gu. i was reading one piece and ... and... and.. DRAGON BALL ! lol, can u imagine it, DRAGON BALL. those will the younger day HOT SELL comic, too bad i too poor cant afford, now i'm buying back my youth by wasting time reading manga there... hohohoho

*CNY*

WAAA dun say le, say le sads. this yr i receive 300 liddat hongbao money, excluding my father side relative there. i dun even wanna go their hse take ar, i dun like them, and i dun feel like faking myself giving some words of false blessing just to get some cash from there, which is lame and make myself a hypocrite. but well, i lost 50 bucks le on betting. actually can console oneself by sayin lost to xiao didi mei mei cousins, let them buy more sweets to eat, indirectly giving hongbao, whaahahhaa. i planning to use 150 bucks on graphics card, and 50 bucks for misc, like examination slip, ez link card , etc etc, so i was left with 50 bucks, comparing to my last yr, which i saves 180 bucks.

i freakly love pineapple tarts, but i award the best pineapple tarts ever to my lovely xian family. dunno where they bought their. really ichiban !

went to ben tan hse along with my sec sch mates. haha, suddenly c so many sec sch frens also feel awkward and shy, cant even be a % of crappy like normal. must b thim ler fault, being so gay.

so in the end, ben tan is the joker of the day, cause in the end 2 class came to visit him, so add up two class is like 35-40 pple liddat, so damm irony and LOL. a few sec sch tcher visit him as well, so it's nice to c so many sec sch tcher who taught us again and chat up a bit. food was nice and decent, so ya, pretty alrite, jsut that i nvr talk much. AND THIS IS FOR U JIEYING. U PANG SEH QUEEN !

after tt went to watch ghost rider with thim they all. nice leh i think , just tt the boss fight too fast liao omg, so i give is a 3 and a half out of 5. then we go play dota dota, then they come my hse to slack enjoy and stuff, happening !

next day went to sp. can u imagine it ? chu 4 wed, i went to SP. SINGAPORE POLY DAMM IT. thanks my beloved desmond, for accompany me to SP all the way from khatib, haha !! went to the examination and ask for my result, NOT the result slip, but the woman die die dun give mi, basket. then i say close 1 eye give me ar, then she give me theory so many pple queueing, close what 1 eye, so fierce. ni hao, new yr dun quarrel and give u face, hmpf.

the result slip 11 dollars liddat, sads man, so much for ntu entry. ALL GOSH, i cant imagine how come so many jokers all keep the result slip, only me 1 unique person throw it off. haha ! wa lao, or else can submit le.

meet up with jessy then we went to xian hse. soon fish bc pong cw hm edwin came. hope i din miss out any1. dave hse is monster la. now u know WHO is the rich kid basket. xian also use tarot card to predict my life thingy. hohoho quite accurate, not bad for beginnner xD then her mum cook damm lots of stuff ar, bth. and i cant 4get this shit, cause i got so much trouble peeling off the prawn shells for once in my life but the rest peel like nth, basket. then watch them gamble, play ps with hm, and went to des hse.

des hse i won 7 bucks, and use tt 7 bucks for dinner, haha so no win no loss ar. we camp at des hse for pretty long, so ya that marks the end of our journey. so nice so fun !

*music*

siew sai recommend me flavor of life by utada. SUPERB NICE OMG. do search under youtube for flavor of life ballad version. so nice, but my dear utada put on some weight, so she look very big size somehow. but i support her voice, not her physical, so it doesnt matter. haha !

got this song by fishy , call bie ren de tian chan di jue , from fengyen2 ending, so nice, love it so much yet i dun dare to dl from baidu, cause i nvr dl any songs from baidu before as i heard quite strict. lucky siew sai fren got but nowaday she nvr online, so cant send me, sads

*her*

well, pretty funny such that i dream of her last nite out of the blue, and thus bring out all the feelings. have i 4gotten completely abt her yet ? who knows, her 27 sms is still in my phone. the day i delete it off is the day i'm completely 4gotten abt her. well, i do miss her a little by writing this now, but too bad, i'm not her cup of tea xD

so ya, i'm moving on to chalet in 12 hours time. BRAVO

cya in 3 days time

with love,
IngNaLx

xian mu you yong you bie ren de tian chan di jue

GRADUATING SOON

2007-02-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

moo, dun deny. i know u guys are waiting for this
rite ?
yesh u guys sure do.

i got 1 billion and 1 stuff to write, but then i aint gonna do so, cause my eyes are closing. i'm surprised how long i drag for this entry. before i move on, happy vday darlings and every1.

exam period

last examination for my poly life. something unique i guess. pscm was very slack studying for me, cause i only use roughly a full day to study. the reason for this slackness is all eddie fault. he gave us the structure of what to study, so well, just study all he required will be fine. i still remember how "patient" i was studying for the last crappy load of theory. screw it.

when i flip thru the paper, i feel like summoning all my strength to my legs and give eddie ong a real harsh kick on his butt. crap eddie crap, tell us so much to study, yet come out de stuff so little, and some calculation question is rather confusing. worst till, he was sitting in front of me. arrr nitemare. head down = tough paper, head up = eddie. wow, what a dilemma.

math paper was interesting in the sense that i miss the math teacher. she's da best. i go with a mind, to get distinction for it. well, i always wanted to. cause tt freako other math teacher say they're gonna dominate the distinction, tt what i heard from dave ar, and i feel pissed. time to show what we're made of. roar. i finish the paper, and i believe i can score full marks for the paper ar, but bound to make some careless mistakes somehow tt i wun be able to figure out. cheerios, 1 more paper to go.

u know what? this is 1 of the rare time i study for a paper till i wanna vomit blood, and i freaky mean it. damm i was cursing here and there when studying for law. craps here and there, one in, two in, three in, and one out. so knowledge in, knowledge out, and i hate it. end of the day, i 4get everything. wonderful aint it. and i'm so proud of myself screwing the hella outsa law paper. it's 1 of the worst paper i experience for this 3 yrs of education. anyway it;s just 3 credit points, screw it.

*PS*

i was grateful to a lot of pple that helps me in the revision of my examinations, mainly jessy, daviffy, dessy, and all my darlings. i 4get who i miss out, but no offense.

i was deep sorry and touched by my mum. cause when i was to study, i need absolutely silence and aint like to be interrupt. so when my mum came into my room, records some shows and talk a little, i will be kinda irritated and gave her short reply. in return, she bought my fav cheese chips and bottle of meiji chocolate milk for me. and i feel so damm bastard. period.

*continued*

after the paper, we took damm lots of pics everywhere ar, and we took like 3 hrs of pic. damm scary. got main library, climb here and there, do star jump, lie on tt needle like grass, went to volleyball court, itos room and the airplane place. was sad tt itos room collapse already. it accompanied us for 3 years, and gone with us together. such lovely and sadden sight.

reformat my com a few days again. and damm as always, aint a pleasure experience at all. i spent like 2 days burning out 80gb of data, application and anime till i sian diao, and reformat like 3-4 times for the computer to work perfectly fine. but i still face some major problem, esp msn. it will keep hang for like 5min for every 10min. so damm irritated.

*her*

from what i've observed, i believe if i nvr msg her on that day, she wun even wanna reply at all. there're a few fix feelings issue on this that i would not like to publise it, so ya, peace out `

I R GOING HIKING TML
damm u crazy xian
i make sure i conquer it before u jessy

more updates to come for sure
provided i'm not lazy
but how can i be not lazy

with love,
moo -

bittersweet

2007-01-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

mooo

sun nite i was msn-ing with her. before that i was pondering real hard whether i should even msg her in the 1st place. After some struggle, i decided to msg her in msn abt the outcome. she told me she was bz and she offlined at 3. so i thought that the answer she give. a silent rejection huh.

i woke up at 6am the next day to revise my wsna, and i saw a mail from her. to be frank, my heart was beating like no tml. i wanna to click it, yet clicking to open that mail doesnt sound ez at all. THE MAIL IS THERE. but i rather spend some of my time opening wsna files. i'm too relucant to open tt mail, thou i should and i must. so after 10 mins, i open and read it.

in a nutshell, it's a rejection. i hate her, i really do hate her. i was expecting a 2-3 lines harsh rejection from her, and that everything will end. but, she wrote out everything in a nice way. the whole message is so sweet and touching to me. Ya, i was smiling when i read the mail. seriously, tt mail reply make mi love her even more. tt's the best ever reply one will ever wish for.

the main reason is that she's flying to aust uni to study, which is her 1st priority. u know what ? this may sounds real corny, but i was like imagining a scene of those hk drama when the guy tell the gal , "i will wait for u till u're back". and i laugh out loud after picturing it in my head.

in 2 hours time, i reread the message i send her, and reread the msg she send me, for 3 times. i totally throw my wsna textbook and notes away. i was having mix feelings all the way. DAMM IT, will i really wait for her till she's back and return her this reply ? that the only conclusion in my head the whole morning. i feel like replying her whether i can wait for her till she's back ? but i didnt cause i dun wanna make thing worsen.

wsna paper was crap. the paper is ez as hell imho. but i totally blow it. if i nvr skip certain part, or overestimate my understanding on certain chapter, this paper will be so freaking a free give marks paper.

i told a few pple abt the outcome. those tt i nvr tell, is not because i neglect u, but i only wish to talk to certain pple abt it. i did not even tell my best fren abt the propose and the end result. they do share my feeling when they saw the mail. they all feel the mail is very touchy and sweet as well, but then most of them de conclusion is "move along". In doing so much, i might break the frenship.

And that the reason y i hate her. crap, y did u reply it so nicely and touchy.
why...

3 restless night doing my fyp project. nth much to brag abt. lack of rest and slpt and waste lots of time on it for all of us.

guess what ? i'm semi drunk for the 1st time of my life ytd. it was my grandpa bdae ytd and all our cousins relative are invited to makan high class restaurant. the food was gd, and i'm enjoying chatting with my cousins. Somehow a few are interested in poly, and they're interested in business courses as well. so i was like promoting sp and sch of business diploma to them, like what i did in smart. I drank a total of 10 glass of red wine tt nite in 2 hrs. i drink finish, they refill, and i drink they refill. at the 8th glass, i was kinda giddy. 9th glass i cant even walk straight and my head was giddy as hell. Fishy call me and chat with her a little. i can talk with her as per normal means that i'm still conscious of my action and not drunk ;p thanks fishy for the call, appreciate it ;p mei you bai bai ai ni.

i guess it's ok for me to drink tt much cause my dad brought over 6 bottles of red wine for tt occasion so wun so pai seh if i drink a lot. haha ~ i should have stop at the 8th glass and i will be fine. i was laughing at myself tt i got semi-drunk ! and the best part is, no1 know tt i'm drunk at all cause my face is as white as my normally expression.

when i left, i drank the last glass caused i dun wanna waste it and i slpt in the car. back home, i was so shag that i vomit in the toilet, lie down on my bed and slpt right away. if only i din drink the last glass, i might not vomit out all. thnks god i nvr vomit in the car ;x

but the feeling sucks really.

with love,
sweetlala

i love u so much till i hate u
if i will to get over you in weeks time,
i must be joking.

hehe ;)

2007-01-22T08:06:00.001+08:00

the result is out
and i'm so satisfied with it
;)

Dvl

2007-01-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

hmm

after the guys left ytd
and rotting a while
my head still to get real giddy
headache
tired
must be due to lack of rest somehow

my eyes was closing at 10
but i was struggling
got lotsa stuff to accomplish
and try to do the database connection thingy
totally SAME as kh, but we got the error
how wonderful.

lazy to cook porridge , or even maggie mee
nor go down and queue up to buy food
so i get some instant noodles from 7-11
and the Devil vodka wine.
i think i like the bottle and design more then the taste
but the taste is real nice as well
so i guess the wine act as a catalyst and speed up my fatigue

i was waiting till 2am
with laptop doing fyp and msn window by my side
and desktop dotaing to keep me awake.
and i give in to my eye at 2am
she aint online the whole day

now is where i perform my godspeed
9 chapters to study
1 law assignment to do
and database connection to settle
all deadline by tml
i gonna forgo the grammer certificate stuff for now
priority.

just to address on certain issue,
as some asked.
i'm not shooting or anger kel in the previous post
thou it might look so.

every1 provides me with lotsa advices
lotsa fact
lotsa truth.
this, i appreciate it
but i'm very fan abt everything le
so that part really blows it all.
i mean,
scaring is the last thing i ever wanted her to feel.

looking back,
i think the most regretful sentence i ever write in there,
is the jealous thingy of the dear
i feel so stupid and retarted recalling back
it makes me feel like omg, why did i write that, u period.
some stuff are better left unsaid.

anyway, if i dun get to talk to her 2nite
or her replies
it's pretty much explainable
no need to "harress" her for a reply that she dun want too
it just make everything worsen.
after 2nite, i wun wanna msg her anymore for it.

and ya,
i'm pretty stun i got so many unexpected visitors at my site
telling me abt the confession thingy
and saying cofidential stuff abt the confession with so many pple reading it
is making me so pai seh ald.
woo ;/

with love,
sweetlala

everything i say at that night,
this is my truth.

breakaway

2007-01-20T19:40:00.000+08:00

life aint meant to be smooth ya.

so i slp at 8pm on thurs till 5.30am.
so dead tired
as usual,
i wun deny that my heart will always skip a beat
when my msn load up.
wonder there's a mail
that i pray for.
but not today.

intend to do some fyp editing
till vippy came by
and was talking to him on msn for like 3 hrs
there goes my morning assignment
but chatting with vip is great.

presentation on pscm for the rest
as my grp cleared it last week.
ok-ok marks only
so what's left now is the exam paper
let rock the paper.

when i was out of the room
i saw kel sitting on the bench
and she asked whether cher replied
i say nope
and she start saying
" u die liao la
she surely kanna scare by u
she wun talk to u ald le
" etc etc
and i was in fact scared by her
trust me, this conversion is the turning point of my day
i was 99% on full shag mood after hearing what kel say.

so it's my fault for this confession
so it's my deliberate fault for being honest
so it's my fault for scaring her as thou i want to
so it's my fault for sending her the letter
so it's my fault for writing 1 in the 1st place
wonderful
tt's what on my mind floating for an hr after what kel say.
and i told myself
i will nvr wanna do sth like in my whole damm future anymore
i getting phobia of it ald.

i was so bleh-ed that i dun even wanna join the class for pizza hut lunch
and rot alone with t2231 doing fyp thingy
of course i finding some1 to talk to
cause i'm deep hurt in my heart after hearing what kel say
but vip was asleep and aug ignore me, tt faggot.
until dave call me that he ald order for my portion,
so i thought it wasnt nice to just pang seh liddat.

after what kel say
i get very very negative abt the whole thing ald.
as i mention long ago
i nvr give much thought to the answer as it's pretty self-explainable.
i just wanna know how she feel and a reply
and i'm all satisfied.
if i know it might have scared her,
i wun even write 1 in the 1st place

this is the worst pizza hut meal ever eaten i guess
and what freak me is i thought i saw some1 tt look kinda like her inside there

back in t2231,
i spent 20min or so talking to aug
every1 is so encouraging
but kel words really overwrite all in my heart.
i glad i spent the rest of my time "fighting" with dave
messing with the rest
and rob away all my attention.

spend the rest of my time doing fyp
and thought dave they all playing ard by following me
instead they're all waiting for me to complete my work
so pai seh

a lot of new stunt arrive
change of entire database at this moment is pretty lame enough
and updates of report.

work till 8pm in sch with ci
then join aug sy meing chuan xian edwin to pizzahut in ps
cause yen got free vouncher

then chuan meing aug sy came to my hse to ton
their existance is gd
as i dun wanan face all those emotional stuff alone
while doing sth else
we;re playing mahjong at nite
while chuan is slping.

my slping period is so cute i think
as it's all over.
bc left at 8,
then meing left at 12
and in between i guess i slpt for 3 hrs

nth much to offer aug sy for lunch
and we were ps2-ing , gaming all the way
where in between i stole some quick nap
same apply for the rest
and when i know what happen next,
aug and sy left my hse while i;m slping at 7.20

so here i am
listening to fishy song, kelly clarkson - breakaway
so nice.

let me c what i have to accomplish by this weekend
1 law assignemt by weekend
9 ppt slide + 1 book of wsna for the test on mon which i nvr study any
fyp database configuration
fyp editing of certain page
argh

so 2nite is the nite
actually i was so dishearted by the whole thingy such that i dun even wanna msg her ald.
but i decided to give it a go
else it defeat the purpose of writing 1 in the 1st place
for this, excuse my selfish-ness

with love,
sweetlala

take a risk, take a chance, make a change, and break away

2007-01-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

last post for the day.

i gonna get some rest
so damm slpy
haben been slping since last nite

since my "mission" for 2day is postpone,
there aint anything meaningful for me to stay on awake
gonna slp all the way till morning and do my fyp

thanks a lot a lot to those who have been supporting me
giving me the strength to type a message that i wun even can do it
giving mi the courage to send it to her
thanks for all advices

tml gonna be a better day ya
damm
i start to miss sch ald

nite `

wsna presentation

2007-01-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

saw fiona at outram
she changed quite alot.
so was chatting with her from outram to SB
abt her fyp and stuff
haha, it's a fun and enjoyable journey chatting with her
at least meanwhile the trip, it ease my mind alot.
and to think abt we rarely get to talk to each other in class during sec sch
and i was honour, lol, that she even escort me to itos room

bc and fish was there
obviously looking at fish face
know she's aint feeling gd at well
and later the misunderstood between bc fish and pong
was so funny

rehersal, chit-chat abit and proceed to the wsna room
fish grp was 1st to present after she aint feeling so well
and then it's my grp.
when i was standing on my spot,
many flashback occur.
the exact same position
where i give my speech
to her and sec sch students.
oh well.

after the presentation,
print the report
slack ard.
b4 i left the wsna room,
i did some real stupid stuff.
somehow i feel that i will miss this place.
i go to my server that
touch and feel it
and recall those days where i always use it for wsna.
go to my cpu
stroke the keyboard and the cpu
pledging my goodbye and thanks for companying me the whole sem
take a final look at the room
take in a deep breath , remember the smell and the feature
and i took this memory with me and left the room.

left to print document,
and while walking home,
saw amy and xue yi.
amy is so tempted to go mos party 2nite,
althou her bf banned her.
so she suggested and ask me go with her to mos instead,
until her bf comes.
i think if tt happens, i gonna get killed by his bf 1st.

it was still raining
and i start to walk in the rain
and i start to sing the song "come clean by Hill.duff"
"let it wash away my sanity"
"cause i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream"

got 1 more feedback from 1 of my gd gal-fren
that if she receive it, she gonna get scared of.
hearing what she say,
i was scared off 1st instead.
that the last thing i want her to feel abt it
and i really do try my best to make it not so serious le
and she feel some feeling are too honest and it will scare her
when she aint tt close to me.

and i still keep wondering
why am i typing all this in the 1st place
why do i even have the courage to send it.

but at the ending statement
she offer a priceless advice.
and it make me feel so guility.
as much as i wanan finish everything at 1 go,
as much as i wanan ease of my sour heart,
as much as i wanna know her reply,
i wanted to msg her 2nite and ask abt it.
but yet
i totally fail to understand how she might feel.
i should have given her more time
i dun want her to feel uncomfortable or anything
thou it hard, and tt y i regret sending it in the 1st place.
so i promise that,
i will not ask her abt it,
till weekend like sun,
unless she reply 1st.

anyway,
dun go over diet my dear fish
suffering so much for dieting issnt worth it
stay healthy
and lead a normal lifestyle.
and u will look much better.

with love,
sweetlala

i'm here, waiting for you.

for the good and the bad

2007-01-18T11:19:00.000+08:00

guess 2nite,
i will just talk to her abt it on msn
if i did not get a reply
for the good and the bad

once, and for all.

god, pls give me the strength and courage to finish my day off.

with love,
sweetlala

slpless night

2007-01-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

last nite,
i couldnt get a single hour of rest
tossing left and right of my bed
from 2-7am
and i gave up slping.

guess my slping style really changed
i cant get to slp at nite
esp with the thoughts within.

i cant count how many times i mention the word omg
everytime when i close my eye
and recall what i wrote
and i will shout omg
it's like why am i writting all this to her suddenly
writing everything down really freak me out
i'm scared
i dunno why i'm scared, or y i feel this way
surely it got nth to do with the possible outcome
but i still cant believe
i wrote all those and submit.
do i regret?
why do i feel this way
why am i feeling this way

what worst issnt getting a rejection straight on the face
it's either she ignore it
or delete it without reading.

wonder whether she read it ald
and wonder did i affect her day as well
the confession must be rather selfish

how irony when i wake up at 7am
switch on my cpu
and dare not look at the msn screen
for fear that i might saw a (1) at the email icon
my heart is beating as fast as it does when the msn window load up
crap.

i think my life really did change
after i send that confession
living in paranoid

stop dl-ing animes for ard 3 weeks
and manage to dl finish NANA 32/33 by the morning
NANA anime is a joke.
it's one of the most emotional anime i ever watch
and watching this 2 espiode really do stir my feeling up
but then again,
NANA 32/33 is real sad
the way nobu/takumi/nana respond to the situation
is so emotional-warming.

wondering what's awaiting ahead of me for the rest of the day

with love,
sweetlala

this is so crazy...

hmmm

2007-01-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

i still cant believe i did it
really
cant believe it.

sended

2007-01-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

i just did the most crazy stuff of my 19th life pressing a send button.

fastest heartbeat recorded.

crazy schedule

2007-01-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

KNOW WHAT ?
I did a miracle, today

Tues :

LAST LAW LECT !
i will miss u lecturing
u will be loved

5 hrs of slacking
went to makan with fish ci
then went to lib to study crm with them
but end up only manage to memorise 1 chapter out of 5
and start playing camera with fishy
and chatting laming along

ard 2, we went to fc to get some fruits to eat
and went for milu last law tut lesson
was spending most of my time talking with meing
but i 4get the content ald
lol

i did pull up along with meing dave they all
and went home
and asked my maid not to cook my dinner
and went to slp from 7pm to 6am !
cause i was too slpy
and eat + slp = fat

woke up at 6am
and start study for my crm test
actually the test is hard yet ez
why ?
because everything is so damm common sense
but it's real tough to memorise common sense stuff

the whole morning
was a tough one.
i was spending 50% of my mind memorising
and 50% of the time, i got a strong urge for confession
and so i was keep thinking abt it
yet i totally cant absorb anymore of the facts
i even wanted to write on the spot
but i guess better not
as i prefer to seek some advices.

reach sch
and went to the lecture hall for examination
the paper was OMGWTHBBQ
1b totally kill my morale
being stuck at the 1st question
affected a lot on the rest of my paper

but aint too bad i guess
i give it my best shoot
and c how it goes when i get the result back

went to do pull-up again
brought lunch cum dinner
and went home
and fall asleep till 8

when i woke up
there's only 1 mission left for me to do
which is to give it a shoot
a email confession to her
i know msn phones is better choice
but i'm too timid for any of this
i'm proud to say at least i try the email confession
tt's the furthest i did for a gal
it was so god damm embarassing.

thanks to the supports of many
i spent 3 hours to finish everything
a page long,
too lengthy perhaps

i cant really finish 1 sentence in piece
i will go ard and bang the wall
whining why am i writing all this, so damm gan ga
drink some water
msn-ing
and when i start to continue on the confession
i will get so embarassed
and this drag for 3 hrs

and then the title
must not be sth to scare her off
nor look like a chain mail and she just deleted it off.

meanwhile
i will like to thanks all foes
for the supports and helps

and now,
i will be sending her after she offline
i just aint mentally prepared for her to read it when she's online
trust me
my heartbeats is beatting insane fast all along

gl to me for my wsna presentation tml

with love,
sweetlala

This is my truth -

new "blog"

2007-01-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

hoho, new "blog" !!

upgraded it from old blogspot to some kinda new gmail stuff
to me
nth have changed
or rather
nth of my concern
i fine with anything

fri :

did my pscm presentation
ok it sucks
cause obviously i was unprepared for it
so i guess i look at my cue card for quite some time

secondly, my eye bag explains all
i was dead tired and slpy

thirdly, i discovered my so call formal shoes
the leather was "peeling" off
and i was gonna to walk abt with it
cool huh

anyway, i'm done with pscm
only left exam paper to go
thanks audience for not shooting tedious question
and thanks to amy who answer it all

try the yong tau food store de pasta
aint too bad for 2 bucks
u sure will get full for a normal person
but i think the sauce
is alittle too strong.
i eat till wanna puke
not that it aint nice
perhaps it just dun suit me

while clashing daphne lab lesson
i did stupid real retarted to hui meing
cause hm was sending this email to this lecturer
while he's slacking off
i typed a sentence after his mailing message
"SO WHERE IS MY CCA POINTS ?!"
actually i feel like adding where the hell is my cca points
and i mouseover to the send button
and shouted at hm say i gonna press it
but before i know
the pad is sensitive
and the mail is sent off to the lecturer

i swear i laugh like a mofo
LOL
I cant believe what i had done
i send sth liddat to a lecturer using meing acc
in front of his eyes
he's dead paranoid
LOL
and so i send a apology and the intented msg back to the lecturer
so much for my bo-liao ness.

did my jsp pages
till ciwei arrive
and then i went off to nap in the lab
so i arrange 3 chairs
and lie down to slp
soon meing and dave also did the same
i'm so dead tired
and i really did fall asleep on and off

cant recall what i did at nite
but i was chatting with jessy on msn
play dota a little at the same time
went to bed rest
and poop, fall asleep

sat :

i slpt till 5pm tt day
yet i was still so slpy
watching tv
playing along
rotting my life
thinking of loads of stuff
and got hungry at midnite.

ciwei was gd enough
to help mi call mac
for my supper.

the last thing i will ever wanna do in my entire life
is to be a phone operator
i really hate hate hate to talk to a stranger
just like i will nvr pick up an unknown number
as much as i hate to ask for quotation during my itp

i got a great supper when the person came at 4.30am
1 mcchicken
1 mcspicy meal upsize
11.10
crap, it is like
eatting 5 meepok and 1 drinks

sun :

i slpt from 7am to 7pm
and u know what?
sunday is a shit day.

when i woke up
i listen to something that is not pleasant to my ear
we got visitor
and it's from my dad side
all those uncle and auntie
crap
why are they here in the 1st place?
those hypocrites.

I'M GLAD i was slping all the way
so i no need b a hypocrite going to the living room
and smile/greet them when i dun even wanted to.
i locked the door
and dun let any1 to know i'm awake
but then my sis/mum/dad came in
and ask mi out
so i act till i'm so damm headache sick and stuff
and die die dun wanna go out
period. i'm not going out.
i have sever ties with them.
if it's my mum side relative,
i will be more then happy to go out

COOL
i got 5 fat chicken wings for dinner
and i ate 2 big fatty juice burger 12 hours ago
and i promise myself i gonna eat porridge to balance the heat
so much for my plan

then i went home
saw mr yyy display pic and make myself a little eye sore
and i was like heck it
why should i be affected in the 1st place
but just cant help it.

lie down on my bed
and start revising crm
and nth get in
that plain display pic has actually got such an impact on me
bleh

so, i throw all my study notes aside
and call it a day
and then i go for dota
seem like dota is the only source to escape
and enter another world without thinking anything else

mon :

cool
i skip sch
cause 1 grp having presentation and tt's it for the day
so i rather get sum more rest
let me count
3 or 4th time i deliberately skip sch in my life
i'm getting rebellious omg !

slacking ard
and delete links from my favourite
until i saw this
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyoucharacters.htm
if i aint wrong, is ciwei or who give me this link to read
and so i clicked on it
and spend 1hr reading

perhaps i was listening to koda kumi : Yume No Uta
so the music blend real well with the story
and i get kinda emotionally touched by it
i dunno what to comment abt the story
it's worth reading
give it a try

i was laughing at myself at 1 part
as i always spam " i hate u" to jessy
and she always reply to me : " i know u mean to say i love u"
and this kinda line appear in the story
so corny.

it just proves that
guys are complicated
gals are even more complicated
so watever they do and whatever they feel is 2 diff thing
wow?

i'm off to do my stuff
loads of stuff awaiting for my accomplish
gl to me !

with love,
sweetlala

“And er… remember the twenty bucks that I owe you?”

“Twenty bucks?”

“Yeah. That day when I needed a taxi to go home. Look, my wallet is-”

“Can you return it to me after your surgery?” I interrupted. “Please.”

He shrugged, laughing. “Okay. Gosh, I’ll wake up with a large load of debts.”

“Just one.”

“I also promised my mother that I’ll return her with a lifetime of love after I’ve wake up.”

“Oh.”

Can you also return me with a lifetime of love after you’ve wake up?

memories

2007-01-12T04:37:00.000+08:00

mOo `

today is kinda interesting
somehow different from daily life
a little special i guess.

i slpt pretty early for once
at ard 12.30am last nite
i was completely BBQ-ed
my fatigue cant be expressed
my panda eye shows it all.

woke up at 5.45
dilly dally a little
and reach outram at 7.20
along with des and chris
sumthing seem to happen to dave
and we share cab with 1 more dave fren.

the taxi driver is lol
when we tell him the location
he orh-ed
and drive 5min
then say he dunno the place and where is it
i was like LOL !
and he thought the CMPB is a school or sth.
so he call his frens
to ask for location
the gd part is
he charge us 1 dollar lesser for driving 1 big round
haha

i think the whole procedure damm bleh
go in needa security check
hp go to a locker
macham there's anything in CMPB for me to take ss of ;/
just like what dave say, it is quite unez with hp ard

needa wear a green kinda medicial suit
and take a pic of ourself
the staff there duper super friendly
and the feedback form most of us put very satisfied with services
the irony part is
after this particular station,
rest of the staff quite attitude
so much for the extremely satisfied feedback, lol `

saw 2 sec sch fren there tt i'm not very familiar with
some past old fraud

1st station was the listening test.
raise up hand when listening to sound
and the all the sounds are pretty soft

next is the eye part
think my degree is ard 375

naked xray next in a cold freezer room
nice chilling

after tt is the urine test and the blood test.
the staff who;s in charge of the blood test damm lol
he must b an apprentice
he make so many mistakes ar
and later i still needa let him inject
lol :S

after that is the dental room
the doctor make damm lots of comments
xx affected here and there
and i thought,
my teeth so jialat?
and after everything
he said : prefect teeth, next station
and i was like -_- ok.

last station,
did some height weight measurement
along with blood pressure and heartbeat test
and the famous "take off pant and cough test"
-_-

i was disappointed
really.
all my test station results i got pes A all the way
and the doctor say i got flat foot
so i needa be pes B
and i thought it was so dumb
and crap to the xtreme.
i nvr have any prob running leh
sads

after all the checkup is the infamous 300+ quiz.
and i used to "laugh" at other pple
300+ quiz only ma, just sit there slowly do lor
my ass !
it's killing me
the question are dumb
and it really seem endless when u start doing it
oh crap
what a nitemare
i will nvr wanan do any quiz for at least a quiz.
every1 spend approximately 50min to 1hr on it
it's teh killer -

in the end,
chris B
dave fren B
dave/des D due to some problem
but desmond is the funniest
he got a constant heartbeat rate of 120
I ALWAYS SAY DES IS A GAY
no1 believe me
when he c male doctor
he will get turn on
this explain everything

went to queentown to makan,
and take a nap in the lib till 2.

wsna lesson was boring
fishy is sick
must be lovesick due to me *shy*
me silin jess dave was discussing uni stuff
kinda interested in ntu
but it's at boonlay
hostel for the win

after wsna
was 1-1 dating with jessy
we got 45min of spare time
and thus we sat down and chat
till we saw roger
who say to need our IT help
then we proceed to the room.

when i went in
i saw the yr2
i was pretty stun
really
i was like WOW
y r u guys here
decorating the class
and stuff
appreciate it

she came by
sitting in front of me
is enough to make my heartbeat 120
sometime when she turn back and talk to her
i just cant really answer her
and it's really blehed
y i just keep having communication awkwardness and problem when talking to her.

nevertheless,
i will like to thank her and god
for arranging her to sit in front of me
and talk to me
even it look like nth
but it means a lot to me
esp for this last meeting

i spend some time
looking at her back
*dun think dirty*
memorise her bei yin
and her face
and keep it as a memory
and store inside my heart.
dai-suki.
taisetsu.

the video was lame
looking at my yr2 pic
was a disaster
lol
but appreciate a lot
for yr2 hardwork.

dinner was nvr tt grand
nice food
i ate quite a lot
thus pretty full.

help to arrange the table back
and exit.
2 yrs ago
i enter this very room with jessica
to register for the 1st smart training
and now i exit at the very door
for the end of smart.
lol.
before i left,
i took a last glance of her back.
will we ever meet again ?

went home
and i slpt
all the way
damm slpy
and woke up at 12 to do pscm cue card and fyp

and so here i'm
finishing all my stuff
and blog

Misc :

*warning, under 18 skip this part*

i was reading this blog
and i was laughing at 1 part of it
the question go like this,
Dofishermenreallymasturbateusingsotongs?

and the answer to this question :

tales of how they get lonely and horny spending mths away from their wives, and so they pleasure themselves with this er, vagina replacement?
you know how sometimes hawkers stir fry the sotong whole and you bite into the mid section and there's the creamy part?

completely extracted from a gal blog. lol

i dun eat seafood
so it's ok for me
i asked a few
and their reaction all so corny
mayb because i dun eat sotong
so i cant understand their feeling
cough cough

Aug do mention to me that
i should at least try to propose to her
the analysis that
yes : gd for me
no : 3 weeks more, no gan ga
therfore win win situation

yes, it do make sense,
but
i believe if i just do it 1 day
it gonna scare/stun her for a bit
and it's not gonna be gd.
of course i wun do it because i was told to
i will do it because i want to.

for now, i shall withdraw back to my shell
and slp
gl to me for tml pscm presentation + fyp upload

with love
sweetlala

as much as i wanted to call you mine.

because you live and breath
my world
have everything i need to survive

everything i'm not

2007-01-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

2nd post for the day
upload a new music for both my blog and frenster

frenster : Life in MoMo
blog : Everything i'm not

I love Everything i'm not from the veronicas, my current fav band. The words they use on their lyrics is simply wonderful. Even thou i'm a guy, i can fully understand how a gal will feel from the song. this song is perfect, for it's beautiful written lyrics, and splendid melody and music.

Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life

Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life

it express the gal feeling so well and perfect

with love,
sweetlala

the last meeting

2007-01-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

mOo

tues :

i was sick
nth big deal
just plain headache
i slpt from 4am
to 6pm
14hours of slpt
but still
feeling weak, tired and headache
work on wsna
but not much progress

realise i make a dumb mistake
i juz realise all along my blog add is in my frenster
which means there's a possibility that she might read it
y i so blur sia
even if now remove also useless liao

hand in the wsna part to pong
1 workload clear
now left 1-2 jsp pages to go for my fyp
gl to me

talk to mr yyy
and heard tt he's gonna representating all of us
tt's gd to hear
means i shall nt wear formal
was redirected to chat with his dear abt it
think i getting use to it

2hrs later after i finish my stuff
i msg her
starting still feel rather unez
but guess there wun be anymore chance in the future
also dunno how to encourage or support her on her work
talk more wrong more
with my sincere blessing that everything will be fine for her
and pretty corny
i start to think
will we get to sit tog tml ?

dota with aug yen
this time got vip join us
and we party till 4.50
when i need to wake up at 7.30 for my 9am lesson
couldnt get to slp
in the end i slp a mere 15min to 30min
really dun intend to go sch
but daphne and kel morning call wake me up

wed :

i was so damm tired during the mrt trip
and so damm hungry
math lecturer was replaced cause she's giving birth real soon
the replace teacher abit jialat
cause she's rather old
thus pretty slow and soft
therefore i think the whole class sian diao

i was so hungry till
i feel my whole body so damm weak
accidentally knock onto 1 gal in fc6
and she give mi a damm cold stare
bleh-ed

crm lecturer was boring
if it's not because of the mindmap
i should be falling asleep liao

pscm aint any much better
the eddie ong like keep staring at my place
make mi wanna nap also hard
when i was so tired and thought at least 30min pass by
it's only 15min instead
pscm is so damm long

went to convention with jessy
and realise that i will sit with my whole class instead
no "smart corner"
feel sad
but y should i..

the speech is driving me insane
the music was ok
the 2nd song title was angel
and she immediately come to my mind
i was thinking,
"are u thinking what i'm thinking now" ?
the music was ok
but my brain is playing trick on me.

the malay dance was nice
i enjoy it alot

dun have wei kou to eat anything once i'm out
caught a few glimpse of her eatting buffet
and left with desmond

so tml
it will be the last meeting for the smart student
there's a lot of mix feeling in me
after tml onwards
i wun be c-ing her anymore.
heh, i dunno what to do.

i'm left with 4 hours to fiinsh my stuff
and get a early restt
i,m freaking tired now
i wanna slp and
dun wake up anymore

having ns checkup at 8
i'm under heavy slp debt
damm it

with love,
sweetlala

the last meeting.

School Openhse 2nd Day `

2007-01-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

LOL let me blog abt how "liddat only" sat.

woke up slpy
somehow i know kh wun come
means i gonna do more speech
bleh-ed

my partner 2day is a yr 2 dbit student
and howard got 3 males guys to help him along
but none of the guy needa do the speech -_-
cause early no pple,
went to t2231 and talk with amy they all
ar i miss jessica presence

mj and xue yi was talking and making fun of some soccer issue
while listening to some songs in haoting.com
amy as usual
surfing her whogoing site
and i was invited to go this butter factory for her bdae on 26 jan
but doubt i'm going ;x

1st batch of students arrived at ard 11.30 i think
howard give the speech
i sit down and slack.
then soon
it was my turn

wow, it's HER in duty again
fate?
worst till
i make mistakes all along
with the crowd, i should have go for the video
but instead i went for the sms game
and there's some parent along
stress leh :S

she came along
and initiate a chat with me.
on my side,
i got plenty of stuff to talk to her as well
such as how's my speech
where she's going after ward
or how her holiday
but
i nvr ask any

the guys got food for us
and i went up to get some food for amy xue yi
just nice, i got the last 2 plate
when i was abt to leave, i saw her again.

xueyi brought along her self-made pineapple rice
pretty impressive
amy also boasted that she know how to cook a lot of stuff as well
haha
will cook and being food-edible is 2 diff thingy rite ;x

then is the gal , and howard turn, and it's mine again
and it's HER on duty again
i was like WOW
the crowd is damm insane as well
crap, i was real nervous somehow
so she get to c 3 of my shit presentation
ok, tt was :S

i thought i was abt to skip my turn at 1.50,
but too bad another grp arrive
so i gonna do another more
haha sian-ed
c daphne came i was so happy
means i'm off duty liao !

sat the free shuttle bus
and took mrt home
ate my lunch
slack for 1 hr
and slpt from 4-10

when i woke up i was stun
this is the sentence i say to myself
WOW my sat, liddat end liao ?
cause i thought i will slp till ard 8
bleh-ed
thim ler came by at 11
we chat and watch tv
and he get some rest for his match at 1am

so when he's watching scv in the living room
i was dota-ing with aug and yen
btw bbq party = dota
we play till ard 5.45
so damm slpy and shag

thim ler woke up at 1pm
and dota all the way till now
i woke up ard 3-4 times
cause i'm so slpy
and i dreamt of her twice
just when i was abt to get over it
i fall down to that hole again
suddenly i feel like being with her
ar -_-

maran came by to join thim for ps2
and here i'm blogging
after this, i gonna wsna all the way
gonna end it in a day
roar

jy pong jess cw D bc(mayb) and me(mayb)
going to thai after exams
the only thing left is my mum acceptance
she still have yet give me a reply
@_@

did 2 quiz shown at pong blog
pretty interesting
accuracy to abt 75%
here's 1 of them
@_@

You entered: Teng Tau Yong

There are 11 letters in your name.
Those 11 letters total to 50
There are 4 vowels and 7 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8
An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

with love
sweetlala

i will give u my all, if i receive urs

haircut at ps

2007-01-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hail the gothic template !

special thanks to bc , for helping me edit the images thingy.
love this blogskins
gothic rocks.

ytd
get to talk of everything abt her to fishy
feel somehow better

will u believe in a person in reality
or believe in a person in msn ?
i go for msn.
every1 gonna act friendly, adopt to certain situation in public
whereas in msn, it's where ur real character surface,
somehow.

actually i cant comment much
since i pretty much dao her in reality due to shyness
and i get some kinda retribution back in msn.

went to ps today
pastamania with xian
and went to hair de exchange for a haircut.

got a hair wash
and i mistaken tt gal as the boss and want her to cut
as the boss is dave recommend me de
and turn out she's only in charge of washing hair
and when i say i want her to cut
she was like huh ?
ok
tt was bleh-ed.
but the the massage on my hair part
was comfortable and pleasant.

sat there,
and waited for like 45min.
the boss came by
and start cutting my hair.
in less then 5min time, she left
i was taken to wash my hair
and i thought,
WOW liddat only ??
and after the wash,
i was bought back to my seat.

and where's the boss?
eatting
and chatting.
oh well,
fine.

25mins later,
she came by
spray water,
and blow
and there she goes again

20mins later,
she came by
blow less then 10 sec
and gone again

15mins later
she came by, spray water on my hair
blow amin
and gone again.

15min later,
she start to cut my hair
and 15mins later after cutting,
she left again to entertain other customers

10min later,
she's back
and spend 20mins to finish my hair
and i find it ok only

u know sth?
i almost wanted to tell her
"hey, i got sth on. here the money, i'm leaving"
really wanted to
the boss
really attitude.

and in conclusion
i spent 2hr 40min in the shop
25min for the haircut
2hr 15min doing nth
i will nvr go back to this shop again

aug hm yen arrive at 7
and start to play winning eleven ps2
i rot ard surfing web
and went out to the living room for dinner and tv
yen was slping
aug and meing was having their DeathMatch
and meing lost in the end.

just finish up on this blogskin
really love this gothic anime gal
woo
tml gonna have the openhse duty again
and i will have to give speech again to the students
bleh
god bless me

with love
sweetlala